*Tobias's POV*

"Tobias, this came in the mail." Elite says as she hands me an envelope. This must be Ruby's reply to my letter. I didn't think she might even write me back a reply. I thank Elite and head back to my tiny bed room that lies in the tiny apartment that we rented in New York. Elite decide that it was for the best if I move with her to New York. I didn't mind. I close the door behind me, with my eyes focused on the letter. It smells like her. God, how I missed that smell. I sit on the edge of the bed. I examine the letter as I open it slowly. It has two papers. The first paper is full of words. Her neat words. The second paper has a drawing. It is Peter's. It has three persons in it. Two people holding hands between them is a little boy that his name. The two other persons are me and Ruby. I smile at the cute drawing. I place it at my side on the bed. I look at the other paper.

Dear Tobias,

Well, since you decided to be so cheesy and not call me but write to me instead so I decided to do the same. I miss you, too. I will be as honest as you were. Remember my sunflowers notebook? Whatever you're going to read now, is from it. I use this notebook to write about the people I meet. Everyone has a page. You have a lot but I managed to make it into one.

So this is what that notebook is all about. It is so beautiful. Just like her. I smile while reading.

You're beautiful. You're hair is everything. I love your eyes. How wonderfully blue they are. I love you hands. Your chest. Your lips. Your smile. Your smirk as you flirt with me. Tobias, you messed me up this last few months I spent with you.

I messed her up? Oh god, she messed me up even more.

I just wish you never left. I am glad I saved your ass every time I did. I am glad that I kissed  you at that cliff for the first time. I glad that I danced under the snow with you. I am thankful for every moment I spent with you, within your arms, kissing you. I am thankful that I met you by the lockers that day Tobias. Oh, I thank god that our lockers were next to each other. I thank god that you became my partner for my biology project. I wish you could be my partner for life. I wish if you come back Tobias, please search for me. Because I won't stop searching for you either.

Sh will search for me? She wishes to be with me for life? Is she being serious?

I am so ready to be with you forever. I always have been. Just come back to me, one day. Cause I miss you and I am so in love with you Tobias Woods.

                                                        Love,
                                          Ruby.

Pls: he drew it the day he died.

My smile fades as I read her last words. I sight. I wish she never sent this letter. Now, I won't be able to get her out from my head. Fuck this man.