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— CARING, was the best way to describe raelynn. her mind was circling with thoughts, her hands were shaking, thinking about all the terrible things that made her feel bitter. she felt burdened, about how her brother could even imagine ruining her life sending those notes off.

but, with feeling burdened also came revengeful. she wanted to go through his things as he did with hers, and try to ruin his life like he tried. of course it was all confusing to her, considering she was pissed off but also sad about her brothers doings.

and why? was the number one question.

he didn't actually read the note out loud, he just read them and knew her secrets. which, he already knew majority of her crushes in her life, but not that she had been writing notes about them. she got the idea when she was 7, her first crush.

she wrote all the words she wanted to say to her little crush, but could never actually say it. she was a shy, quiet girl when she was younger, she didn't have the confidence to do it.

a ringtone made her snap out of the train of thoughts that scattered around her brain. she looked to the side where her phone laid on her bed, picking it up, she scanned the message, and was stunned.

IMESSAGE

is it bad youre like my craving?
wait
that sounded weird
uhm

possibly yeah!
dw it didn't, well it kinda did but
nobody has to know that.

okay great i didnt wanna
come off as weird. but,
you are in some way.

i can't stay away from you.

are you confessing ur love to me or..

maybe?
is that bad
no? i mean it's concerning but no lmao

i kinda feel the same way lol

fr?

ofc i'm fr, i wouldn't mess w u like that dummy.
also sorry ab this morning..

don't be. brothers can be annoying
i just wasn't ready for u to say fuck 😭

neither was i.. it just happened 💀

miguel & olivia got to u

yes they did.
uh anyways
i can't stay away from u either tbh

are we confessing our love for
one another

seems like it yeah🤭

well then

OH
btw
i'm coming to hhn the same day u
brady & jacob r

WHAT?!
HUH?
WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN

a few days ago!
olivia amelia and lyla r coming w me too

brady miguel and mason are gonna
have a panic attack when they see them

HELP
honestly i could see them dating

did u just now see it.

no ofc not
ok ima post pics on insta bye!

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raelynn_lewis:
i wish i knew u wanted me 🌷
(past few days.. ft. this idiot)

LIKED BY: lylajoness,rebeccafclarke, amelia.johnson,tristanpravong, and 451 more.

COMMENTS:

madeleinemcgraw:
IS THE CAPTION HINTING SOMETHING LYNNIE?!
^ totally not..

amelia.johnson:
pls the pic of u sleeping 😭
^ olivia took it ☹️

tbpfan12:
THIS IS THE GIRL TRISTAN LIKES? SHES SO PRETTY!
^ i. THANK YOU ! 💗

masonthames:
PFFT UR HAIR
^ can it loverboy

brady_hepner:
I WANNA MEET YOU.
^IM COMING OCT 15TH!!!

thejacobmoran:
ew it's raelynn
^ ew it's a jacob 🤣

official_miguelcazarezmora:
where's lyla
^ literally next to me she saw that <3

lylajoness:
AAH UR SO PRETTY BABY!
^ ALL U LYLY ❤️

olisokay:
where's my pic creds.
^ pic creds: @tristanpravong
^olisokay: choke

user18:
ew she's blonde.. tristan get better

user7:
wow pls run me over and punch me i'll thank u

user10:
uhm... i don't like her.
^user7: nobody asked 4 ur opinion

SHE read the comments, smiling at her friends comments, giggling while replying back.

rae scrolled until she saw 2 hate comments, probably more at the end but she didn't bother to look because she didn't wanna feel upset.

she thought about it, thinking about the fact that if she was different they maybe would love her for being friends with the cast, but she knew it came with consequences.

running her slim fingers through her hair, she grabbed her phone and trotted down the stairs, sliding out of the front door before sprinting down the sidewalk.

raelynn didn't bother to knock on her friends doors, she just wanted to be alone. and that's exactly what she did, she didn't care about the fall weather that breezes through her hair, or how the air was so chilly she couldn't breathe, she kept running until she hit a field with roses.

and that's when she plopped in the middle of it, holding the roses and staring at them. wishing she could be as careless as the flowers infront of her, nobody seemed to judge roses, they didn't have any worries or concerns about what other people thought about them because they were perfect. perfect for anything, roses were the ideal flower. and she wished she could be free and not worry about the people who hated her guts because she was close to the cast and they weren't. because she had met tristan and became friends with him before them, and it ruined her thinking the fact that she wouldn't ever be like them. she was stuck, being being the ghostly, nobody girl.

"raelynn? is that you..?"

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