[ 009 - Scared? Never. ]
( Word Count - 1598 )
- Written on June 27th 2021 -
• Unedited Because I Don't Want Too •

"I don't want too," I say as I pull the stings of my hoodie tighter around myself with my eyes locked on the monitor in front of me. I quickly tab out and give my face cam a look because I am actually hating this so much. "Chat," I look at the camera, my heart racing in my chest as my eyes go from the monitor with the game loaded up on it to where I can see my chat flying past. "Can we please like make a deal or something?" I ask them and see them laughing at how much I really don't want to do this. I shift awkwardly in my chair as my eyes scan the chat for any amount of pity but see them laughing at me as they continue to donate money and gift subs which I am so very grateful for but at the same time, I hate it because it means that I will have to play more horror games for longer amounts of time. "Please." I add as I shrink back into my chair because I know that they aren't going to let me off of the sub goal which they had reached for this kind of stream.

"You are so not begging your chat," I cringe a little in the darkness of my room as I answer Boomer's discord call. I look at my camera and hug my knees closer to my chest, my eyes moving to the starting screen of the horror game which my chat had decided for me in my Discord before going back to the chat. I knew that some of my friends would probably watch and laugh at me later but Boomer had decided to call me already and we weren't even five minutes into the stream. "Dee!" He laughs when I don't respond and I groan into my knees as I hide my face. "Just fucking do it."

"Ok, but," I look up, my eyes focusing on the glitchy screen that shows a small preview of what is to come. I cut myself off and look back at the chat, hoping that they would tell him off and let me go play some Minecraft again but they are instead freaking out about Boomer being in the call.

"Dee," Boomer says, pure amusement in his voice at how I am reacting to having to play a horror game on stream. "You're not scared of an animatronic are you?" He asks as if it is the most funniest thing he had ever heard and I look at him.

"Me?" I scoff a little, hovering over the start game button but not pressing it. "Scared?" I ask and put on a brave face as I shoot him a glare through the face cam so he knows that it is directed to him. "Never." I say, grabbing my water bottle and doing a quick look over my shoulder into the darkness which makes Boomer laugh from his side of the call.

"Prove it." Boomer challenges and I take a sip of my water bottle, my eyes moving from the three glitching animatronics to my glowing chat who are either teasing me or freaking out about Boomer being in my stream. As I think about it, Boomer had been appearing in a lot of my streams and I have been in his a lot more recently.

"I would," I tell him as I put my water bottle down, watching the time on my screen as climb as people continue to donate and gift subs. I stare at it as it starts to near two hours worth of play time and continues to climb instead of decreasing since I had paused the time after I had given my introduction to the stream. "But I'm too fucking hot and,"

"Sexy to do so." Boomer says at the same time as me because he knew it was how I was going to respond because it was my response to questions which I usually didn't want to answer. It is then when I decide that I have started hanging out with BoomerNA way too much for my own liking if he has started quoting me.

"Fuck you." I mumble and hear him laugh.

"Just play the game!" Boomer shouts at me and I throw my head back because I really would rather do literally anything else then get jump scared by wannabe furries for the next two and a half hours now. I look over to the darkness of my room and groan a little before moving my chair closer to my desk.

"Fine," I tell him and my chat who are now happy that Boomer had managed to stop my amazing stalling skills. I press the button and he continues to crack jokes as I play through the first night, listening to the phone guy and trying not to jump at every little noise which makes him laugh even harder at me. When we get to the third night though, things get so much harder and I press the button to light up the hallway. I look down the hallway and a small involuntarily groan escapes my mouth when I see the faceless bunny looking back at me. "Help, help, help." I tell him as he is doing nothing and he looks away from my chat which he had been messing around with as he had turned his face cam on so I could look over at him for help when needed although he wasn't being much help. "Boomer!" I shout as the hallway goes dark and I try to use my flashlight to make it light up again but it doesn't work.

"Chat," Boomer says to the people watching and I don't even know how many people are there as I lift my one hand up, ready to cover my eyes from the animatronic as I don't know if it is going to walk away or jump scare me. "Clip it, clip it chat." He tells them and I move my hand when the light comes back on and the animatronic is gone again. I check the time and see that it isn't even three am yet.

"I'm going to fucking cry," I tell him as I try to shrink back into my chair, moving my mouse around as I try to look at all of the cameras to see where each animatronic was currently at. I let out a small sigh of relief when I see that the bear was still where it had started and same with the long rabbit thing. "It's in the fucking vent!" I whine loudly, knowing that I can't be too loud as it is already pretty late in my apartment building but I had no plans on going to bed soon. I look over at Boomer and motion to my screen which makes him laugh at my pain. "It's right there! Help me!"

"Just put the mask on," He instructs me and I quickly follow after his lead after I finish doing the music box. I hold my breath as the bunny walks past the character who I am playing as and bite my lip lightly and all the while I can basically feel Boomer's eyes on me and see the amused grin across his face. I nod a little when the scene goes back to normal and he laughs a little. "You can take it off now," He laughs and I nod again, clicking the button to take the mask off.

"You," I back up in my chair and my hands fly up to protect my head as Boomer laughs at my pain. "Bitch!" I yell as the loud jump scare noise finishes being played in my headphones and I shoot a glare over at Boomer who is still laughing. "I got jump scared! Fuck you!" I yell at him and he continues to laugh as he sits there and I cover my face with my face turning pink from embarrassment, already knowing that people were going to clip and post that.

"I'm sorry!" Boomer says through laughs and I shoot him a glare through the cracks of my fingers which only makes him laugh even harder. "I'm not sorry," He says as he rests his head on his desk and I look over at my chat who are making me harvest emotes.

"I am going to fucking hit you if I ever see you in real life," I mutter as my eyes go back to the screen with the glitching animatronics where I had been not even forty five minutes ago and it seemed like the time just kept going up. My chat knew that I would move on but right now they wanted me to play this game which sucked for me but Boomer seemed to be having a great time.

"I apologized!" He says as he looks at me through the Discord call and I give him a small face before hovering over the start game button. I see that my chat is starting to spam and look over to see that they are all giving Boomer awes to his fake apology between laughing at me.

"I have to fucking do it all again." I mumble and throw my head backwards before pressing the button to start night three again because I'm really not looking forwards to doing the night all over again with Boomer clearly not being a help at all.