Hi guys, I'm back with this book too. This hiatus took longer than I thought, but I'm here again. I needed it, since I wrote so much things at the same time and I had to study as well and I usually to this, I overwhelm myself. But I'm back with this quite confusing chapter.:)
The updates gonna be slower than usual.:)

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Jaebum's Po.V.:

I was wondering around in the darkness. I just can't.... I don't know what to do.

Someone help!

No one hears me, I'm alone. I'm sorry Mom. I'm sorry Youngjae.

I'm sorry....

I can't stand this more. I feel like giving up is the best choice. I just want to die.

"Don't be afraid Jaebum, I'm here with you." I heard that voice again.

"Who are you? Why are you in my head?" I asked confused. I just...

"I'm you... practically your other side, but I can help you. "

"What....??"

"Don't ask stupid questions. You need me, I'm here, it's simple. I can deal with it." The voice said, and I was really terrified. I couldn't think normally, just my stupid thoughts which plays with me.

I felt my head burning so badly, I was so lost in my own tragedy. I've the lost control over myself, I was confused and I was so weak.

Slowly everything cleared up, I saw Mark's face so close to mine as he was about to kiss me again.

"So...are you awake little boy?"Mark asked in a teasing tone, and it annoyed me so much.

My body moved quickly and grabbed into his hair. I tightened my grip on his locks and instantly showed his face to the wall.

"Don't you dare to call me little boy again or I'll fucking kill you Mark Tuan!" I said, my voice was so harsh and it was almost like a growl.

Why? How I did this? I can't to this to him...he saved me!

"Shut up and let me do my thing you little weak shit!"

I just shut my eyes. I can't believe I really talk to myself. It's crazy.

Wait....

"Yeah, you're crazy, don't be so stupid. What do you think, how did you survived all those stuff??"

I don't.... I don't remember.

"Because I took everything from you. Just to keep you alive. If I wouldn't be there, you would be so damn dead. Got it?"

But....

"Jaebum, don't be so dumb! You're so annoying."

But I don't want to hurt him!

"I don't care about what you say. Now I am in control, and decide what's gonna happen."

No!

I felt so much pain in my body. My muscles ached, I couldn't move my arms, legs, anything. I was totally frozen, like if I was pinned to the wall behind me. I tried to fight with myself, if it makes sense.

I wanted to escape, to run away from everything. I would leave mom and Youngjae behind just to keep them in safe. I would leave and never look back.

What happened to me?

"Now it's just you and me Jaebum and we'll have some fun. "

What did you do to Mark? I asked confused.

"He's just fainted, no need to be afraid.

I won't let you take the control over me. We have the same body, but I'm much more stronger and you need me, we know this.

Oh, and that little boy... Youngjae, right? He's so damn sexy, so don't even try to take him from me or I'll kill you.

Uhm..his sweet body will be so dirty beneath me today..."

I won't let you!! He's mine!

"He'll choose me over you, so I don't care anymore. By Jaebum!"

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I shaked my head a little so I can see normally. I took out my phone and dialed Youngjae's number. He instantly picked up, I love how much he wants me.

"Hello Youngjae."

"Jaebum? Why are you calling me?"

"I was thinking about you... so I thought, don't you want to come over and watch some...movie?" I asked and I already know I've won.

"Uhm, okay. I'll be there in 20 minutes."

"I'll waiting for you..." I said and quickly ended the call.

I bend down to see Mark's red face. I left him there, he was now totally useless for me.

I got home and changed my clothes and prepared everything for the night.

The time passed and I heard a small knock on the door.

It's time to play, Youngjae...