XI.Tears.
Basically it's kinda the same events like in the previous, but not everything, and it's short, I know! I'm a bad author you know, so just enjoy it.:)
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Youngjae Po.V.:
I fell asleep in his bed I don't know why. I wasn't tired...I mean I wasn't even okay, but I tried to sleep at least. His scent helped me to have a peaceful nap, but he left me alone.
Jaebum came back to me but I was half asleep, so I just wrapped my arms around him and pulled closer. I felt safe in his arms but I didn't know the reason. It just felt good. He placed a little kiss on my forehead, which made my heart race rapidly. I fell asleep again, and this time it was better. Jaebum's warm body helped me calm down, his slow breathing was so good to hear so I placed my head on his chest, so it was really comfortable. I've even heard his heartbeat through his tank top.
It almost passed 1am when I heard noises. I woke up, but there wasn't anyone in the room except Jaebum and me.
Then I realized that the voices I've heard was from JB. My eyes went wide as I noticed his tears running down his cheeks, he turned his head away and back, he probably had a nightmare.
"Please...let me go..."he asked, but I couldn't do anything. I tried to wake him up, but he was in deep sleep so it wasn't working. I held Jaebum's hand and just watched him. His heavy breathing and his words made me worrying about him.
Suddenly he screamed and opened his eyes. It scared the shit out of me, I was shaking. I tried to think normally, but I was not able to control my mind. I couldn't do anything to comfort him. I was too weak.
He burst into the bathroom and left me on the bed. I've heard his sobs through the door, but I just sat there. I was confused about the situation... Why he begged to let him go? Was it a nightmare? If it was, then what was the reason and meaning? Questions came but I didn't get any answer.
When I've heard something crashing in the bathroom, I went to the door and opened it as I saw Jaebum on the floor. He curled up to a ball, his hand was bleeding and he cried loudly. I dropped on my knees and hugged him, I felt his strong grip on me but I didn't care.
"I'm here Jaebum....I'm here." words left my lips as he leaned closer to my body.
We were on the floor for a good hour and slowly he calmed down.
"I'm not...not okay Youngjae...I'm bad."he said softly."I'm not able to keep myself together...I don't deserve love. I don't deserve any good thing in this world... Leave me please..."he asked but I stayed there even if he tried to push me away.
"I never gonna let you go...never ever."I rubbed his back again, up and down, then my fingers found their way into his soft hair. It was so fluffy and beautiful. I held his face as I spoke again.
"I won't let you down...I'll be here if you need me. Trust me...I'm here." I said while I looked into his beautiful dark eyes. Tears formed in them but I wiped away every one of them. I didn't want to see him crying even if our 'friendship' was new.
"What did I do to deserve you?"he asked while he leaned closer to me. Our faces were inches away, I felt his hot breath on my skin.
"I want to tell you something...."
"Just tell me..." I gulped as I looked into his serious gaze.
"I don't know, if you're gonna hate me, or not..but I feel like you have to know this.."
"Don't hesitate anymore."
"Youngjae....." ....
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