New year new me right? No why does everything have to be the same for me, my family, my none existing friends, my so called life i live. I hate the same routine that i follow and i want to change it, i want something different for once, i want change. Tell me I'm wrong, tell me i don't deserve change in my life, that i deserve what I'm given and what I'm supposed to do with this life of mine. Pressure is all it is, the same routine, pressure to keep up a good act, and act is all it ever is for me. Because behind closed doors it's never that, the walls fall down and the torment begins, for whatever they think i did wrong. I want to be saved, i want a life better than what i was given and what I've come to know my entire life. I want so much and yet I'm living a lie and all i get is punished for this, living lies my whole life.

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She was good, she was sweet and kindness filled her and everything around her, but how long would that last. She had secrets of her own, ones her parents and friends (most of them) didn't even know about her. She had very good friends, she made friends easily, she was kind, but cunning, ambitious and mischievous and everyone around her knew it. She was known for her silly pranks, her mischievous ways, but when you see the outside of her and you don't know her well enough all you see is kindness and lack of trouble. In reality she should be in a different house, but she was sorted into the one she was because not only her family history, but the secrets she withheld from others. The ones only she knew, well she knew them, but only two other people knew the truth when she let the wall in her mind slip. She had learned long ago how to build a protective wall in her mind, but she got distracted, she lost in a moment and the wall crashed and they knew. Only they knew, two brothers and they were very much intrigued by their new findings, but how do they approach her on the matter.

They refused to give her secret up, but they were willing to fulfill her dreams and the secrets she held were just too good to resist her. They didn't know how such a fragile looking girl, such a kind and sometimes soft girl could possibly be that secretive and into such things that she was. They wanted to know her, no they needed so badly to know more about her and they barely even met her yet. But they would, they would get really close with her, be determined to protect her, to keep her happy and never let a soul touch her. Never let anyone damage her, but what if they couldn't save her form the inevitable, the other secrets she had, the ones they couldn't see when it slipped. What secrets could she possibly be keeping, how will they find out, will they ever become aware of those secrets. If they do, how will they handle them, but the most important thing to them was her, she was theirs and they'd be damned if anyone else tried to have her or take her from them.

And soon the entire school would learn, learn how she belonged to them and no one else could ever have her. No one would ever harm her or break her the way they knew others would, but what if her secret was that she was broken already. What if she was entirely broken, hiding in plain sight but behind a face that everyone had seen far too often to think anything was different. That anything was wrong with her, when in reality she was holding so many secrets and the only two people that understand, the only two that were willing to understand were them. Her boys, not yet but they would be and she would learn both easily and the hard way, but she'd learn and when she does she won't care for others anymore. They wanted her, she wanted them, and they would be together in the end.