2019 has been bad for me. It was one of the years I wish I could bury, and even though some of the months are getting described as good in this chapter, all of them gave me pain.

January

Laughter is deep down.

In the last few months in ninth grade, we're coming. The journey was going to end. So, rather than studying with all my might, I was laughing my ass off with my friends, relishing every moment of those high school days as a freshman.

February

When things started to go downhill.

The pressure was coming hard on us. (No sexual reference intended.) It was getting difficult to breathe. There was no more fun in the air, everything was just gloomy.

March

Hatred and Vengeance.

This month changed my high school life. Due to the constant eve-teasing by my class teacher, I finally burst his bubble with anger.

That affected my grades because he was driven by vengeance. I can't believe my parents thought my grades were going down because I wasn't concentrating on studies. From a 98% percentage, my grades were lowered to an average of 85%.

The girls in my class also started to show their hate on my poor self, making it harder to breathe.

April & May

I was free.

The school was over, and it was the happiest feeling ever. Away from all the tension and drama, I was able to rejuvenate myself and get more confident in my tasks. Vacations lifted off my despair.

June

School had to start & make my life a living hell once again.

I despised going to school once again. Boy problems and my teacher started getting on my nerves but I was more prepared this time, more confident in my being. I dealt with all of it. I moved to the backbenches this year to prevent myself from drama.

July

I came back to Wattpad after eight months.

This was one of the best decisions I made. I started writing 'Beyond the Veil' to get my head off things. It helped me feel relieved and safe. Wattpad was a safe harbor to me, with my loving friends, which I consider as family.

August, September & November

Wherever I go, criticism follows.

My whole family went crazy, started yelling at me and giving me advice, told me to quit writing focus on my tenth grade. To be honest, it was hard to deal with, but I didn't stop. I did what I wanted, and I'm with its consequences.

December

Drama and hate once again.

The drama started once again, and I, being super awesome, ignored all the hatred around me.

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