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"Alright," Namjoon flicked on the bathroom light and led Jungkook to sit on the edge of the tub. "Let's get you all cleaned up." He kissed Jungkook's cheek and the youngest smiled. "Thanks..." Jungkook mumbled, feeling light headed from pushing his little space away. Namjoon got a rag and damped it with warm water. "Interesting that you're a switch, Kookie." He told him, as he wiped the dried cum from Jungkook's stomach. Jungkook flinched when there was a sudden smacking noise from Yoongi and Hoseok's room. "Aw, it's okay baby." Namjoon pet Jungkook's hair and he leaned into the touch, relaxing.
There were two or three more by the time Namjoon had cleaned up Jungkook, and reached for his clothes.
"AH!" They heard Jimin yell after another smack was heard, and it sounded like the boy was in tears. "Maybe I should go check on them." Namjoon decided, fixing Jungkook's hair. "I don't-" "SPIREA!" Jimin yelled from one of the rooms, and a loud cry was heard down the hallway. "MM!" Jungkook squirmed on the side of the tub and pointed to the hallway. "What is it, baby?" Namjoon asked, seeing Jungkook suddenly so uncomfortable. "Hmm! Mm!" Jungkook struggled to form words, his legs were bouncing out of sync and he huffed at Namjoon. "What, what is it? Jimin?" Namjoon asked. Jungkook frantically nodded. "Mmb- bi..." Jungkook whined and stomped his feet, pointing again to the hallway. "Let's go check on them, yeah?" Namjoon helped Jungkook up, and as they exited the bathroom, Yoongi met them with a yellow blanket. "What if we made a fort?" Yoongi asked Jungkook with a smile. As Namjoon wrapped the blanket around Jungkook, he whined and tried to walk down the hallway. "He's antsy about something, I'll get back to you, hyung." Namjoon held Jungkook's hand and went down the hall, Jungkook taking stiff steps and looking down at his feet the way down. Yoongi giggled at the cuteness.
Namjoon then opened the door to Yoongi and Hoseok's room, and saw an almost-naked Jimin with Taehyung on Yoongi's bed, and Jin and Hoseok cuddling on the other. Namjoon turned back to Jungkook for a second, then realized it was Jimin crying and not Jungkook. "Mm!" Jungkook pushed his head in to the room, then back out. Namjoon walked over to Taehyung.
"Taehyung-ah, give him room." Namjoon put a hand on Taehyung's shoulder. "No, I'm- I'm fine," Jimin sniffled, taking a deep breath and sitting up slowly, keeping a hand between his legs. "I'm okay now." He added, wiping tears from his face.
"Hey, let's talk, to me- I don't want to make you feel unsafe again, I'm sorry." Taehyung got up onto the bed and sat next to Jimin, holding his free hand. "I didn't feel unsafe, just...too much at once, I wasn't, expecting it." Jimin explained the best he could. "It's okay, I'm fine now. I-I just didn't know what else to do, I couldn't take any more, and you weren't listening. I sort of panicked." He added, his breathing returning to normal and face dry of tears. Namjoon assumed Taehyung was performing some sort of punishment. This suddenly sparked an idea in Namjoon's head, and he realized while they've pretty much all fucked, none of them had safewords but Jimin. He'd need to fix that, soon.
"Really, I'm okay now." Jimin finished up. "How's Jungkookie?" Jin asked from the other side of the room, now dressed and Hoseok was resting on Jin's shoulder. "He's okay, I can't decide if he's in subspace or baby space." Namjoon chuckled, turning back to the door to see Jungkook. He whimpered and disappeared shyly, making Jin laugh a little. "I'd say baby space, he'd want to be clung to you at all times if he were in subspace." Jimin sighed. "I'd like to be there, now." He added on, looking over at Taehyung and smiling. "I don't know, I don't want to fuck up like that again," "Hey, this isn't Baseball, you don't have a limit of 'three strikes you're out'." Jimin giggled, and heard Hoseok do the same. Namjoon smiled. "Here, let me ride you instead. So you don't have to worry about moving too fast." He decided, gently pushing on Taehyung's chest. "Mmm!" Namjoon and Jimin turned to the doorway and saw Jungkook whining, and they knew he was starting to feel excluded. "Okay, if you guys are alright, I'm going back to Kookie." Taehyung and Jimin nodded, so Namjoon got up and closed the door as he left.
Jungkook hugged him and chirped into his chest. "How did you know about Jiminie, and his safe word?" Namjoon asked, rubbing softly on Jungkook's back. Jungkook hummed and adjusted the blanket, so it was on top of his head now. "I'm guessing you're in baby space, since you can't talk." Namjoon talked to himself, and walked Jungkook back to the living room since he was dressed now.
"Hey, hyung." Namjoon spoke to Yoongi as he was getting plates out. "Oh, hey. Is Jimin alright? Or was that not him?" Yoongi asked. Namjoon felt Jungkook tug on his hand, and looking over, Jungkook put Namjoon's thumb in his mouth and started sucking gently. He wasn't sure if he should allow Jungkook to do so or not. "Um, yeah, it was his safeword so I went back and checked in on them. He's okay now." Namjoon explained, trying not to overthink the way Jungkook's tongue moved against his finger. "Oh, I never thought of safewords..." Yoongi turned the stove off and looked to Namjoon. "Yeah, me neither. Once everybody's awake again, I'll schedule a meeting." He chuckled, and Yoongi giggled too.
"Mm! Mm!" Jungkook suddenly grabbed onto Namjoon's sleeve and tugged towards the living room. "Did you want to go ahead and build that fort now?" Namjoon asked Yoongi. Jungkook giggled and sucked on Namjoon's finger a little harder, his teeth barely touching the skin. "Sure, while we wait for the food to cool." Yoongi agreed and followed Namjoon to the living room.
Jungkook patiently sat on the couch while Namjoon and Yoongi rearranged the furniture, and laid blankets over top of them. Within ten minutes the moaning from Yoongi and Hoseok's room had calmed down and disappeared, and the fort was built. "Come on in, Kookie." Yoongi invited, and Jungkook babbled a giggle. Namjoon got up and took Jungkook's hand, and noticed the large amount of drool building up on his shirt. "Oh, baby- hold on." He rushed to the kitchen and got a few paper towels, then returned to Jungkook. Yoongi laid blankets down on the floor and a few pillows. "There, better." Namjoon carefully wiped the drool away, and Jungkook started kicking his feet a little. Namjoon helped him over to the fort, and once he was inside, he curled up and went asleep.
"All of this for nothing." Yoongi sighed, and Namjoon laughed. "He's so damn adorable, I love him so much." Namjoon giggled, leaning down and resting his head in his hands. He watched Jungkook sleep peacefully, drooling in his sleep. "Maybe we should get him a bib, I doubt he won't like it." Yoongi thought out loud. "With a bunny on it." Namjoon got out his phone and went straight to Amazon. "Oh my gosh, how cute would he be with his own little cup- it comes with a binky!" Namjoon whispered in excitement. "Really?" Yoongi leaned over Namjoon's shoulder. "Yeah, it's super cute. There's different version, this one has a baby chick on it." Namjoon told him, scrolling through the different sets. "Ha, too bad Jimin doesn't have a little space." Yoongi giggled.
"I think I'll get him the monkey one, look how cute it is~" Namjoon cooed at the thought of Jungkook with a binky. "The pig one is cuter!" Yoongi gently hit him. "Jin hyung's animal is a pig, and there aren't any bunnies. He can have the monkey." Namjoon tsked, placing the order. Then they both turned towards Jungkook, and more drool was escaping his mouth. "Aish, I'll go get another blanket from my room. As long as Taehyung and Jimin-ssi haven't ruined it." They both laughed, then Yoongi left the fort temporarily.
Namjoon wiggled closer to Jungkook, and kissed him gently on the forehead. "You're so cute, I love you so much Jeongguk." He smiled, close to Jungkook's face and watching him peacefully sleep.
Yoongi returned, and handed Namjoon a blanket. Namjoon used one of the corners to get rid of the dripping spit, and then put it against Jungkook's chest. He then turned onto his back and looked at Yoongi, who was also on his back.
"I love you, hyung." Namjoon cuddled up next to Yoongi and threw an arm over his chest. Yoongi nodded slightly, staring loosely at the ceiling of the fort. It was quiet for a moment. "You're not going to say it back?" Namjoon fake pouted, giggling nervously. "No...sorry." Yoongi mumbled quietly. Namjoon felt his heart pound, and his smile faded. He rested his head on Yoongi's right shoulder. "I've just..." After a few minutes, Yoongi spoke up. "I've heard people tell me that, and it's always a lie. They hurt me everytime." He finished up, now starting to fiddle with his fingers. "It's okay," Namjoon hugged him for a moment. "But, you're in a relationship with me- and the others, that's something, isn't it?" He asked quietly, shifting a little. Yoongi huffed. "Yeah, it is, but...the only thing I know I love- for a fact, is my music, and our fans. I guess I don't know what it feels like to love people I know personally." He told Namjoon, his feet moving on top of each other. Namjoon took a moment to think. "It's okay, I'm going to love you forever. To be honest, I can't promise I won't hurt you, but, I'll do my absolute best not to. Even if we break up, be the relationship or disband, I'll still love you. You were the first to join BTS, it's always going to be me and you Yoongi hyung. You're mine." Namjoon kissed his shoulder, then his neck. Yoongi smiled shyly, trying not to pay attention to the heat on his cheeks.
They laid in silence for a while, just in the moment. Jungkook feeling safe enough to fall asleep with the two, and Yoongi finally getting comfortable with talking about his feelings. It might not be the best, but there was an improvement and that's all that mattered to Namjoon. He was nothing but happy, knowing Yoongi was okay with talking to him about things he would not have a few months ago. He was warming up. Just because he took longer to do so, meant little to Namjoon.
He loved his members, and adored cuddling with them like this. He knew they felt the same way, and even if Yoongi hadn't said it, Namjoon knew he loved him. Two thousand and eleven-Yoongi would never let Namjoon cuddle him like this; their legs intertwined, Namjoon kissing his skin softly and having his arm across his chest. Yoongi wasn't very affectionate, but that was with other people. He might be blind to it, but compared to even some of his friends, Namjoon and the others knew that they had Yoongi's heart.
Min Yoongi was not cold-hearted, but a little bit broken- and all he was trying to do, was save himself of what little pain he could control.
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