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As Wings was released in two weeks, the members were seeing each other less and less, due to working on their own solo songs.
Jimin's 'Lie', Namjoon's 'Reflection', Hoseok's 'MAMA' and Jungkook's 'Begin' songs were already recorded and over with. Yoongi was hiding his song, but Hoseok told the members it was already done. They supposed he wanted to wait until it was released to show them the music.
Taehyung wasn't sure what to call his solo, and Jin was struggling with his lyrics. So, Jimin was helping Taehyung and Namjoon offered to help Jin.
The only difference between them, was Jin didn't want any help. Namjoon knew he did, he was just being stubborn. Eventually Namjoon found himself outside of Jin's working studio, two coffees in his hand and strawberry pastrys.
He knocked on the door a few times, announcing it was himself. Jin opened the thick door after a few short moments, and Namjoon was let inside.
"How are things coming along, hyung?" He started off, sitting down on the couch behind his desk. Jin grumbled and collapsed in to his office chair. "It isn't...but I'll figure it out, don't worry." Jin turned around to face Namjoon, and his eyes then caught on to the sweet food and tasty drinks. Namjoon noticed how he licked his lips and he chuckled. "Here, I brought some for the both of us." He handed Jin a pastry and a cup of coffee, which the elder gratefully took.
By the time Jin had explained his problem, which was actually not his lyrics but his inspiration, and Namjoon's coffee had become warm enough to drink, Jin's refreshments were already gone. Namjoon giggled once he found that out, now sitting next to Jin at his desk.
"Have you ever faced a conflict with anyone that has taught you a valuable lesson?" Namjoon asked, resting his head in his hand on Jin's desk. He was trying to help move along Jin's motivation.
Jin turned with a sigh, looking in to Namjoon's eyes. "Have you?" He asked. "Most definitely, even with myself." Namjoon nodded, smirking at how Jin managed to finally turn the tables on him instead. "Share with the class~" Jin leaned back in his office chair, glancing over at his laptop as he spread his legs to face Namjoon.
Namjoon felt his throat run dry, so he swallowed harshly. "Well, for a while now I've had a crush on someone, but I can't be in a relationship with them because of a ton of reasons. So, I've told myself to either one: get over them, or two: tell them and maybe we could date in secret, I don't know how it'll go. So, instead of hiding away and masking how I feel, I wrote them a letter and-" "Joon, go back to the eighteen hundreds." Jin interrupted. "There's no way you wrote a love poem." He shook his head and crossed his arms, containing the most serious expression while he said the funniest of things.
"Letter; it was a letter..." Namjoon corrected, his cheeks blushing a dusty pink as he shifted awkwardly in his chair. "I'm just teasing, Namjoonie!" Jin leaned forward and playfully hit Namjoon on the knee, seeing as he was feeling a little embarrassed. Namjoon rubbed the back of his neck and looked back at Jin. "Are you though? You think it's stupid, don't you?" He asked. "No!" Jin bluffed, leaning back. "I think it's cute, and wholesome. Who is it?" He asked. Namjoon seemed to freeze.
"Um..." His mind raced to other subjects, obviously trying to avoid the question. "Well, hyung-ah, I didn't come here for group therapy so let's continue working on your solo, yeah?" He laughed nervously as he picked up Jin's notepad. Jin crossed his arms.
"Well, Joon-ah, you came here to help me get inspired, and in order to do so we have to talk about stuff. So, what's keeping you from telling them that you have a crush on them? It's just a feeling, it'll go away sooner or later." Jin told him, shrugging his broad shoulders.
"It isn't who you think it is. And, I'm still unsure if it's a crush or not-" "Do they make you feel happy?" Jin questioned him, and Namjoon stumbled over his words to quickly agree. "Yeah, they make me feel really happy and safe. I feel like I could tell them anything." "So why don't you tell them about your feelings?" Jin asked back. Namjoon sighed. "It isn't that easy-" "You just said you feel comfortable around them!" Jin protested, easily seeing through Namjoon's shyness. He knew he didn't want to say, but now Jin was invested.
"Okay, fine." Namjoon huffed, and spoke as his cheeks flushed red. "It's you, I have a crush on you, Seokjin hyung. A-at least I think I do, I'm pretty sure. I know you're supporting of Yoongi and Hoseokie, but that doesn't mean you like me back and I completely understand. I've already mentally prepared myself for you rejecting me, so...say whatever you want to..." Namjoon explained to him. However, he hadn't mentally prepared himself for anything, including even confessing his strong feelings.
Jin was silent for a minute or so, staring back at Namjoon with an unidentifiable expression. "A-anyway, I have some lyrics in mind that might fit the song better..." Namjoon stumbled over his words and grabbed a pen on Jin's desk, his cheeks probably as red as a tomato.
And when Jin spoke, Namjoon should've seen it coming, honestly. Forget everything you were thinking, because Jin had said: "I mean, if I was you, I'd have a crush on me too."
Jin bursted out in to laughter, and while it really hurt, Namjoon had to giggle too. Whether Jin was really truly confident in his looks or not, it was another thing Namjoon loved about him: he was so damn iconic.
"As long as you don't do anything weird, you can love me all you want." Jin muttered and turned his chair towards his desk, going back to his notepad.
And Namjoon nearly choked on oxygen. "What does that mean?" He immediately asked. Did Jin like him back?! There was no way he had the same feelings, right?!
Jin turned his head to Namjoon and the younger of the two watched his cheeks slowly turn a light pink. He licked his lips and Namjoon was mentally on his knees, his own eyes locked on Jin's full lips as his soft, smooth tongue swiped slowly between them. Namjoon was going to repeat his very important question, but Jin inhaled slowly and huffed it out; his eyes still locked on Namjoon.
"Ugh- if I'm being honest, men are attractive. But I've never been with one before, so if we're going to date we're going to have to take things as slow as Hoseok's brain." Jin explained to him. He brought his arm up and rested his head in his hand.
Namjoon paused before speaking. "There are so many things to take from that- okay, so, you think you like men but a label either doesn't fit or you haven't looked, yes?" He asked. Jin hummed. "Okay. Also, what makes you think I've been with a man before? I've told you I've only had girlfriends, which is completely true. And- wait, so, you're serious? Like, one hundred percent, would-kiss-me-right-now serious?" Namjoon was internally...freaking out? He was happy but so nervous at the same time.
"I am. But, like I said, I need to take things slow so I wouldn't kiss you yet." Jin shook his head and Namjoon chuckled. "Right, sorry...well, now you know what you can write about." He added on, a pleased smile spreading on his face. "So, we're boyfriend's; do you want to tell the others about it?" Jin asked curiously. "I mean, I'm kinda alright with it-" "Me too...maybe we can tell them whenever we get back to the dorm, or done with your song." Namjoon suggested. "Whenever we get back to the dorm is fine with me."
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