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Six months later, Jungkook was pacing in his bedroom. He had just spent the last four hours cuddling with Taehyung, in his room, on his bed, shirtless. He had a bad dream and wanted to be held, but when he saw his hyung shirtless he knew he was going to be there a while.
All Jungkook could think about was how pretty he was, how perfect his face was. He knew he has been thinking oddly of his hyung, he knew these thoughts were not normal admiration. Jungkook knew he had a crush on Taehyung.
And, months ago, they had made out...and Taehyung said he wasn't sure if he liked men or not...so, maybe Jungkook had a bigger chance than he thought.
"Okay, just go talk to him about it. I'm sure it'll be fine." Jungkook talked to himself, taking a deep breath. He left his room and went in to Taehyung's. He was still there, cuddled up in his blankets, looking like an angel that had fell from heaven a moment ago.
Jungkook felt palpitations.
He gulped and laid down next to Taehyung. He told him he had to use the bathroom, but he went to give himself a pep-talk. Taehyung turned over and pulled Jungkook in to his chest. "Hyungie, c-can I tell you something?" Jungkook asked quietly. He heard Taehyung's relaxed heartbeat and realized just how fast his own was beating. His cheeks got red.
"Sure, Jungkookie..." Taehyung mumbled. His voice was deep, coated with tiredness. Jungkook closed his eyes. "Um...I have a...crush...o-on someone." He tried breathing normal but it wasn't working. Taehyung slipped his leg between Jungkook's, pulling their bodies closer and closer together.
"Tell them...what's the worst that can happen? They say no; at least you'll know and you can move on." Taehyung told him. Jungkook struggled to not rut his hips against Taehyung's thigh. See, Taehyung liked to curl up with his legs to his waist, so when their legs intertwined he pressed slightly on Jungkook's groin.
"What if...what if I just did?" He bit his bottom lip in to his mouth, body freezing so he wouldn't move his hips. The temptation was eating him alive.
It took a minute for Taehyung to respond. He pulled away and looked down at the maknae. "You have a crush on me?" He asked. Jungkook couldn't get any words out, so after awkwardly staring back, he nodded. Taehyung sat up suddenly and rubbed his eyes, which was a bad sign to Jungkook.
"You...can't be serious- okay, Jungkook, look," Taehyung motioned for Jungkook to sit up, so he did. They sat criss-cross, and Jungkook's heart dropped in his chest. "I know, we had that moment a few months ago, kissing and stuff- we have a lot of intimate moments. But, I don't even know if I like men-" "You liked kissing me..." Jungkook mumbled as he started to nervously play with the blanket draped over his legs. "I liked kissing." Taehyung corrected. "It didn't mean anything. And, friends cuddle, and give each other kisses on the head sometimes. It doesn't mean I have feelings for you..." He added on.
Jungkook locked his jaw so he wouldn't start sobbing. He closed his eyes and nodded for a second. "I know, I wasn't...expecting you to feel the same...way." He felt a sharp pain in his chest, like he had just broken a rib. His head spun and he felt dizzy for a moment. "Okay. I don't, want anything to change in our relationship- because I do like hanging out with you, the way we do...it's special to me. Just, not in a romantic way." Taehyung had to feel at least a little bad for the kid, Jungkook was looking at his lap, just nodding. He was trying so hard to keep the tears back, Taehyung could see it on his face.
"So...we're cool?" Taehyung asked after two minutes of silence. "Mhm, it's cool." Jungkook looked over at the window, wishing he just hadn't said anything.
Luckily, they were about to lay down again- but the door to the bedroom flew open, and both of them turned around. It was Yoongi and Hoseok, kissing and giggling while quickly shutting the door behind them.
"Oh, hi guys." Hoseok giggled at Taehyung and Jungkook. There was a bang on the door, and the couple laughed harder. "What is going on?" Taehyung asked. "Well, you see what happened, was-" "GIVE ME MY PHONE!" Namjoon yelled from the other side of the door.
Jungkook stood up, not laughing like he normally would have in situations like this. "Um, so, Yoongi hyung caught Namjoonie, um, watching some things-" "Not very good things, things he probably shouldn't be watching." Yoongi emphasized, giggling.
Taehyung laughed and Jungkook went to leave. "Don't let Namjoonie in." Hoseok told him, moving so Jungkook could leave.
Yet when he opened the door, Namjoon had lifted his fist to knock on the door, and when the door finally opened, it came slamming down on Jungkook's face instead.
"Oh shit!" Namjoon immediately responded as Jungkook stumbled back, and fell to the floor. Taehyung and Hoseok rushed over to make sure he was okay. Jungkook started sobbing and Namjoon's heart dropped in his chest, panic washing all through his body. "Jungkookie, I-I'm so sorry," He removed Jungkook's hand from his cheek, revealing a dark red print on the tan skin. "Damn, I'm so sorry Jungkookie." Namjoon helped him sit up, but Jungkook just continued to sob and his body quickly shrunk in to a small ball against Namjoon. Despite the surprise, Namjoon held him close and hugged him tightly.
Taehyung knew Jungkook wouldn't be crying if he weren't for him, he knew it. But he had romantic feelings for their Seokjin hyung, and his feelings for Jimin he didn't know what to call. They were different than anything else, and until he figured them out he wouldn't say a word.
Yoongi gave Namjoon his phone back and Taehyung saw he was looking at fancams of Jin, specifically of their Danger era. The couple teased him about it and Jungkook calmed down in the mean time. Unfortunately, he escaped from Namjoon's grasp and slipped to his room without anyone noticing.
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