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Once everyone had completed their showers and were calmed down for the night, they all sat in the living room and had dinner together.

"So, what if we play truth or dare?" Hoseok suddenly suggested, glancing at all of his members. "That's a childish game~" Jimin teased. "No, it isn't. We can make it interesting." Hoseok smirked at Namjoon, as if he would be receiving telepathy. "What do you mean by 'interesting'?" Jin asked, raising a brow at Hoseok. "We can...I don't know, ask adult truths?" He suggested, and immediately Namjoon and Jin started scolding him. "Yah what do you mean by that?!" "Let's not get crazy up in here-" "I for one," Taehyung raised his hand. "Think it would be fun. I want to."

"Yay! Okay, who is first?" Hoseok looked around. "Jungkookie, truth or dare?" Jimin asked, taking a small bite of his food. Jungkook seemed to think for a moment. "Truth." His eyes locked with Jimin's, hoping he wouldn't choose anything awkward. "Hmm...tell us your biggest fear!" Jimin giggled with Taehyung, sparking Yoongi's interest. They always seemed close.

"My biggest fear?" Jungkook repeated back, sucking on his bottom lip as he thought. "Being kicked out of the band is my biggest fear, honestly..." He chuckled nervously, cheeks turning pink as he looked down. "Really? Not bugs, or heights...?" Namjoon asked. "Yeah. Bugs are just weird, heights aren't a problem for me; maybe, you all being mad at me for a super long time, not talking to me...b-bascally, that's my biggest fear." Jungkook explained, smiling.

"Yoongi hyung, tell us your biggest fear." Hoseok turned to Yoongi, giving him a small smile. "What if I want a dare instead?" Yoongi laughed nervously and moved his hair out of his face. "Too bad, you're getting a truth. What is your biggest fear?"

Yoongi thought, it was obviously deeply because of the look in his eye. The others could see imaginary little gears clicking and turning in his mind.

"Making my parents angry, or letting them down...technically I've already done it, but they never told me directly so technically, not." He finally announced, chuckling. He noticed a pout on Hoseok's face- not because he was staring at his lips or anything.

"All of these answers are so deep- Joonie hyung, what's your biggest fear?" Jimin asked Namjoon. "Spiders. Fuck that." Namjoon giggled and made everyone smile. "I'm scared of rollar coasters." Hoseok raised his hand, laughing.

"Jiminie," Taehyung mumbled, once everyone had calmed down. "What's something we don't know about you?" He asked.

Jimin bit on his bottom lip. He grew nervous and the other members noticed. He definitely didn't want to tell them his real secret.

"I have a younger brother?" He giggled and hid his face. "No~ Tell us something we don't know." Namjoon leaned forward, a tiny smile on his face.

"When I was younger, I found a coin on the ground. I was younger than ten, and I thought someone had lost their coin. So I went to the closest police station, by myself," Jimin smirked as he started to remember the day. "I went up to the front desk, and told the officer that I had found a coin on the ground, and told him to give it back to whoever had dropped it." He explained, making everyone erupt in laughter again.

"That's so wholesome." Hoseok smiled, setting his head in his hands. "I know, my parents tease me about it all of the time." Jimin giggled on. "Hoseokie, do you have anything we don't know about you?" Jin asked the main dancer of the group. "No, not really-" "That means there is something~" Namjoon kept the teasing, smile appearing on his face. "Nah, there isn't really anything..." Hoseok looked down at the floor, begging his members to not make him tell them. He (and maybe them too) weren't ready, not yet anyway.

"Jungkookie?" Jin asked as he finished his dinner, noticing how quiet the youngest one has been. "Hm?" Jungkook's head perked up. His dinner was hardly touched. "Are you okay? You're quiet." He asked, scanning Jungkook's body posture. He was sitting criss-cross with his hands in his lap, and he seemed to be staring off in to space a few moments prior. "Yeah, I'm okay. I have a weird habit of zoning out sometimes- it doesn't always happen..." There was definitely more Jungkook wanted to say, however he stopped himself.

He's been doing it almost every time he spoke, for the past three days.

"No, something's wrong, I- we can tell. What is it?" Namjoon asked, making Jungkook turn to him. His big brown eyes looked at Namjoon like a lost puppy in a thunderstorm: scared and maybe even confused.

A soft huff left Jungkook's lips while he broke the eye-contact. "I don't know how to explain it." His legs uncrossed but his hands remained in the same spot. "If it's a thing, you can just say it as it is and then explain. Take your time." Hoseok assured him. Jungkook nodded.

"Well, I don't know how to explain it because-...because I doubt any of you know what it is, and, even the internet struggles to explain it. So..." Jungkook trailed off but he was thinking hard. "I'll take the dishes in the meantime." Hoseok offered, and soon gathered up everyone's dishes and took them to the sink.

The time it took to rinse them all off and refill his drink, still wasn't enough, apparently, for Jungkook to think. "You can just say it, I'm getting nervous." Jimin chuckled, and he was glad that Jungkook smiled too. "Well, you see...okay, the thing is...the thing, is that I'm a little." The maknae looked up to see if any of the members had a certain reaction, but after a minute he realized they were all unknowing of the term.

"A little...what?" Taehyung asked on, as if he was expecting Jungkook to finish his sentence. "It's...okay, so- it's a really bad example, but you know when someone has an eating disorder and they have this strong mindset that they don't need to eat, and they know it too but it's..." Jungkook talked with his hands a little, but he was clearly struggling.

Almost instantly Jimin and Jin's concerned spiked, because of what he had compared his secret with. He hasn't been eating recently.

"Sorry, forget that- that's a bad example." Jungkook covered his face and leaned back in the couch. "It's okay, Kookie." Taehyung told him. "Okay. By definition, a little space is a headspace someone has where they take the mentality of a child or little person." Jungkook's stomach filled with butterflies at 'little person', it didn't help his mindset, however. "Going in to that headspace of a child gives them a sense of safety, and lets them mentally relax back away from the real world for a bit. It's meant as a form of steess-relief, but not everyone only uses it for that..." Jungkook took his hands away from his face, and his eyes locked on Yoongi's.

"I actually know what you're talking about, Jungkookie...I had a friend in high school with a little space." Yoongi spoke up, and watched Jungkook's eyes light up. "I wasn't his- her caregiver, but I was with them sometimes when they were, little." Even Yoongi wasn't sure why he corrected himself, but it didn't appear that anyone caught it.

"So, what exactly does that mean?" Jin asked, looking at Yoongi for another explination. "Well, when Jungkookie wants to go in that safe headspace, after he goes he will start to act like a kid, depending on his mental age. If there's a headspace in which he is five years old, his mind will switch to the mental state of a five year old. So, he'll start talking, walking, acting like a five year old. There's...a lot of contributing factors." Yoongi glanced at Jungkook for reinforcement, however he was curled up to his knees like he was before they all sat down for dinner.

The elder one didn't feel like talking, but he knew it was an important thing, especially to Jungkook. In the future it might affect the other members, depending on if Jungkook feels comfortable enough to slip around them.

"So the basic rules with even being around someone in little space, is to not treat them like the real age they are. No swearing around them, yelling, no sexual references or touches, and if they're old enough you cannot expect them to drive anything or sometimes even go to work, depending on how deep they are in that child-like mindset." Yoongi explained further. "It can be hard for someone to tell someone else about their headspace, because the other person might think they're immature, or procrastinating, or weird in some way. We all actually have that headspace, but not everyone realizes it. And, sometimes, people only know little space from the kink world, or other unsafe...suggestions." He looked around, but he couldn't tell if his other members were understanding.

"There's a little, the person with the child headspace, and what's called a caregiver. They are a person especially chosen by the little to take care of them in little space, someone who they feel especially safe and comfortable with. But not every little has a caregiver." He told them, biting his bottom lip at the blank stares he was receiving. "Does it make any sense?" Yoongi asked. There were still some concepts himself he were unfamiliar with.

"I think it does, but, why are you so sad, and quiet?" Jimin asked Jungkook. Jungkook didn't respond, his head was tossed back and his face was pushed in to the couch, eyes closed as he slept. Taehyung giggled. "Yoongi hyung took forever to explain, he fell asleep." He teased, and Yoongi playfully rolled his eyes.

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