My feet scraped against the leave barren grounds, creating a soft crunch, that mixed in with the silent moon rays that cast down on me, a dim glow managing to light my path as I went.

I wasn't really sure where I was going, I wasn't really sure where I wanted to go, but by this point, I really didn't care.

I needed to escape the flashbacks, I wish I could just drown  them in the river and they would disappear

Life isn't like that

Sometimes a person needs to remember their past, so they can see how much they have grown, and they aren't as much of a failure as they think they are

Sometimes we just need to forgive ourselves, it isn't as easy as it seems

Crickets chided in the background, chirping to one another, as my footsteps echoed against the ground. I didn't stop running until I saw my own reflection, sitting there staring back up at me.

That girl, she was a stranger to me, somebody I couldn't even recognize

"I hate you, I hate everything about you," I drew up a small pebble into my fingers, sending it sailing through the air, as It spiraled  down into the water below.

"I'm so stupid, the biggest idiot I have ever known, I brought this on myself."

Every dreadful everlasting peace of it

Everything

"Nobody could ever love or care about you Brianna," I sank down into the bushes, not caring anymore, as my mind rolled out more haunting memories, until I heard a voice.

"That isn't true, and you know it." I turned at the sound of his utterly heart stoping voice.

I hadn't realized how much I had missed it

Every inch of my heart leaped as it had never before, and all I could do was stand there, as the moon poured its brightness over us, accentuating that perfect jawline

Calm yourself

"So you're just going to stand there." His words cut into the thick air, that stood, it's substance so abound it was as though it was a real person standing in between us cutting off that Magnant that so very forcefully wanted to make its way through.

"What do you want me to say," it was as though I had disappeared and this timid girl had formed in my place her sarcastic and rude attitude fading into the darkness.

"Why do you have to be so stubborn," he mumbled, coming toward me in two quick motions, my eyes tracing his every move, Why was it I seamed to loose my mind with him and those so very captivating eyes.

"Why do you have to be such a jerk," I hissed back, unable to tear my eyes away from him, as my back made contact with a tree, finally realizing just how close we were at this very moment.

Unmistakably close

Our breaths collided together in the air, dancing as our heart-beets hammered in our chests. Even though I had a boyfriend, I couldn't bring myself to move away.

He seemed so very insignificant at this very moment.

"You really need to brush you're teeth," I heard his voice, so. Pronounced and low, his words dancing around in the air, until my brain grasp onto them.

How rude

Sheesh. You have to ruin everything don't you

"Shut up," I snapped play punching him in the arm as I slipped away, my eyes meeting with the river once again. " so why are you out here in the first place?" I turned back to him, to already catch him watching me.

" I could ask you the same thing." He joined me, leading the way up a hill, as we ventured deeper into the pasture, thick trees forming around us.

Ticks

Bears

Shut up

"I Well couldn't sleep I guess." He nodded, stoping abruptly before a stone, my eyes followed his gaze until I saw it faint but still visible.

Sophia Haris

"That was you're mom wasn't it

1982-2017

He nodded unable to speak words as once again he nailed before the grave, and my own words came to haunt me

Maybe she killed her self on purpose, because she couldn't stand to see a jerk like you

" I didn't mean it you know, what I said," he nodded, and in a way, we were the same, after my dad and mom had split up, it was like I had lost my mom also, she was an entirely different person after that.

We had never been close.

I kneeled down behind him, leaning forward, as I did something that brought such a weird feeling, reluctantly my arms wrapped around him, all the way, as I let my Austin repellent fade away, putting everything at stake, pulling myself up so I was hugging him from behind, my head resting on his shoulder.

He didn't back away, or pull me off like I was the worst thing ever.

His head inched cautiously against mine, until his head was resting against my cheek, he drew his arm around me, and something bubbles up in my stomach, something that I truthfully have never felt before.

I had never felt it with my boyfriend!!!

A feeling that you are flying

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Guys I am so happy for them what do you think

They kind of hugged

Maybe just maybe he is growing on her

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