Chapter 11 ~ helpless
A/N Please comment what you guys think , lol I need to be criticised c:
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Third person pov~
Anxiety laid there , utterly helpless.....his legs curled up towards his chest , hands burried in his hoodie , his bangs swept towards the left, covering his eyes.....deperate for help.....desperate for love & comfort .....his eyes shut , twitching ever so slightly (A/N what even is this paragraph)
Thoughts circuling his head , each , tormenting his soul ....making him feel that each word spoken by that little voice in his head true .....
Saying that everything he did was a mistake , a little set back from the universe, a vile being ......a disaster
'You deserve this .....You derserved not being loved.....You did this to your self , you aimed this to yourself....you practically aimed the bullet to yourself , why not just pull the trigger?' The voice in his head stated......his inner demon growing bigger bigger, giving him thoughts about his past, his present , his future
'Lifes not been good to you Aidan, What makes you think , things will change now ?' His own Anxiety started growing....basically making him doubt everything
And when an emotions main emotion goes up, nothing good happens in the mindscape
If morality feels more childish, Thomas looses all sense of awareness.....and logic looses his power
When logic feels more logical....Thomas becomes serious and concentrated , he won't talk to anyonefor hours on end....
When princey feels more dreamy....Thomas goes to day-dream mode....In his own world, far away from reality
When Anxiety is more anxious.....nothing good happens....
Thomas gets panic attacks, flashbacks, suicidal thought and the entire thing
And the wrost thing was no one ever knew the truth ....princey thought he did this on purpose
And there was no exception for this time.....
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A/n thank you guys for 2k reads *jazz hands* ! Also I literally don't know what this story even is lol xD Bye❤
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