Song: Head above water- Avril Lavigne

Before I even hit the water, I'm gasping for air...what the hell. I can't believe he just did that. The weird thing is not once did I think I was going to die or even get hurt. It was like I trusted him or maybe trusted in the higher power above that nothing was going to happen to me. I trusted him and I knew that he would never let anything ever happen to me. In those few moments in the air - I felt like I was set free, nothing else in the world mattered. I felt alive.

He held my hand all the way down until we hit the water. In that moment I was all alone. I felt myself sink farther and farther down, farther away from him. The world going dark around me the farther I go down. Thankfully I know how to swim and I open my eyes letting my vision adjust to the water. I can't see him but I know he is close by. From this far down, I can barely see he sun shining above me. In one split second I thought about what it would feel like to never go back up. But then I think of him up there waiting on me so I push my way back to the surface. When I come up for air he is arms length away from me and looks a little scared as if he had lost me. I splash the water with force right at him. "I can't believe you just did that." I sound upset but I start laughing.

"God you scared me, I thought I lost you there for a second. By the way I love when you smile...thanks for trusting me." He splashes water back at me.

"I told you that I did but I didn't think you would do that." I look up and the drop was actually pretty far down. I can't believe I just did that.

I swim over to him, wrapping my arms around his neck and wrapping my legs around his waist to hold him close to me. His arms come around me to hold me up and so close to him. Our lips collide and I can feel the heat stirring between us. Apparently he does to because he quickly lets go of me and starts swimming over to the bank. I follow after him. I feel like I must have done something wrong.

He gets out and stares at the ground underneath him. I step out and walk over to him. We are both dripping wet as we stand on the bank. When I reach out for his hand he lets me but then backs away as if my touch just might prick him. I feel my bottom lip start to quiver, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, come on I better get you home before your parents come looking for you." He starts walking away but I hurriedly jump in front of him and just stand there in his way looking at those damn emerald green eyes of his. I hate when he tries to avoid me.

"Coralie...come on...let's go it's getting late." He looks around me as he tries not to make eye contact with me. What did I do so wrong?

I stand there with my arms crossed in front of me, not daring to budge another step. "No! I'm not ready to leave," I say more determined.

He takes one step closer to me and we are only about an inch apart. "I don't want to make them mad...then I'll never get to see you."

He mentions my parents but I just feel that it is more than that. "I'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong."

"And I told you nothing alright, nothing is wrong," he raises his voice and it stings me right in the chest, cutting me like a knife.

"Don't lie to me...dammit just be honest with me."

He runs his hand through his wet hair and grunts, "I'm afraid I won't stop, alright."

"What?" I ask a little confused.

"Kissing you...like that...only makes me want more of you." He finally admits it.

I smile and I'm sure I'm blushing now. "Really...how much more?"

"Coralie I promised them I wouldn't."

"You wouldn't what...touch me." I reach up to touch his chest. His heart is racing, practically pounding out of his chest.

He looks down at me. "See...you doing that, is making me go crazy."

"Really now...uhm...so what if I do this." I put my arms around his waist and lay my head against his chest. I look up at him and kiss his soft wet lips and he kisses me back. I then take his hand and place it on my bottom. "You can touch me here." I smile.

He starts to smile and I think he is actually turning a little pink. "Coralie..."

"Or maybe here too." I grab one of his hands bringing it around and placing it on my breast.

I feel his body go rigid as he looks down at me. "OK...that's enough," he says in almost a whisper.

I move my hand down to feel him and he is excited and I smile because I make him feel this way. He pulls away from me. "Coralie...I can't...I promised."

"You promised them! You said you would wait until I was ready, well maybe I am."

He doesn't say anything.

I am so freaking frustrated. I throw my hands up in the air feeling all defeated. "Just forget it...let's go." I take off walking.

"Coralie...wait up...dammit."

He catches up with me. I wasn't surprised when he grabs my hand and pulls for me to stop. "I do want you...more than anything in this damn universe...but can we just wait."

"How long? What if this is what I want? What if I just might want you just as much as you want me. Why did you really bring me here?" I look around and gesture to the middle of freaking nowhere.

"Because I wanted to be alone with you."

"You are so confusing, you know that?" I pull my hand out of his grasp and turn to walk back in the direction we came.

We make it back to his car and we are both still dripping wet. I open the door and slam it shut waiting on him to get in. I just want to go home. He doesn't seem to mind that his seats are getting wet. He doesn't say a word all the way to my house and I don't bother saying anything to him as I keep my eyes on the road. When we get to my house, I don't bother to wait on him to tell me bye as I rush in. I go up to my room to change. My parents are not home yet. I could easily bring him up to my room but I'm just so frustrated at the moment. When I go back down, I find him outside be the pool. I throw a towel at him.

"Thanks." I watch him as he dries off as much as possible. When he is done he stares at me. "I better be going...they will be home soon. No need in getting you in trouble."

"Ok." I don't argue with him as we go back inside and make our way to the front door. He stops before opening the door.

"You know I want you right? I love you my precious...I don't want to mess this up."

"I know." I tell him, still not making a fuss about it because it wouldn't really matter at the moment. He pulls me into him invading my space...my little bubble around me. He kisses me hard and then somehow manages to slip his tongue inside of my mouth and continues to freaking kiss me. He is causing me to go insane. He is going to have to stop kissing me like this...ok maybe not. Maybe I can handle just kissing for now.