Song: Till it happens to you- Lady Gaga

Warning!!! This chapter may be trigger warning. I did change some of the content and left out the original  description of what really took place. But still warning you a head of time. 

I get all the way down the steps and of course he seems me first with that big shit eating grin on his face. I sure would like to smack it right off of him. God I hate him. His hair is all slick back and he is wearing his suit, however the tie is gone and the top three buttons to his shirt are unbuttoned. His wife is only a few feet away talking to some of the other women. I have never really liked her either. If you only knew who her husband truly was. I try so hard to ignore him casting my eyes to the floor but my eyes want to focus on him. I have to know where he is at all times so I know to get farther away from him.

Carter bumps into me. "Cheer up it can't be that bad."

Carter is two years older than me and he is a spitting image of my dad. He is also very popular in school and he loves having all his friends come over including his girlfriend. He is always smiling and expects me to always be smiling. However if he knew what I was really dealing with inside he would see that I am not happy and haven't been for a while now. A part of me is glad that he doesn't know though because I would hate to see him ending up in jail for taking up for me and that is exactly what would happen.

I roll my eyes at him. "I hate these stupid parties."

"You and me both." He rolls his eyes at me but he is only playing around. Well...somewhat. He doesn't care for all the older people around and having to put on a smile for them but he sure does love all of his friends hanging out.

I follow him outside and sit with a few of his friends, while he walks off to find Natalie. Natalie's parents are both lawyers. Natalie is a cute little blond with absolutely no flaws. If she does have any, I have never seen them. She is so perfect like she was cut out of a magazine and brought to life. God I wish I looked like her. Anyway, they have been dating for over a year now, which is one of the reasons why he is never home. Well that and baseball. He wants to make a career out of it but dad insist that it's just a hobby and he needs to go to school to get into law, blah-blah-blah.

I get up and go over to the pool to sit and let my feet play in the water. I refuse to get in while Derrick is here. Actually I try to stay out in the open as much as possible because whenever I am all alone that is when he seems to find me as if I have some kind of radar on me saying, 'she's all alone-go get her.'

Daniel comes overt o sit beside me, placing his feet in the water too. He has been friends with my brother since middle school. He also plays baseball and if you ever see him out and about he is with Carter, they do everything together. "Hey Coralie, I was wondering if you were going to come out of your room or not." He nudges me with his arm and sports a wide smile on his face.

I glare over at him. "My mother is making me come out." I sit with my arms folded in front of me and sulk like a seven year old however I hold back the tears.

"Can't be that bad can it...I'm here." He smiles at me again, while nudging me again.

"You're such a dork you know that." I elbow him in the arm.

"Ouch!" He grins, "Yeah but you love me."

I can't help but laugh out loud. Daniel is like a brother to me. However I use to have a huge crush on him but that was years ago. I know he would never look at me like a girlfriend because I am like the kid sister he never had.

I splash water on him and he grins wickedly. He scoops me up and tosses me in the water. I go all the way under and when I come back up, he is right beside me laughing. "I'll race you to the other side."

"Why you will lose?" I laugh.

"Ready. Set. Go." He yells and takes off before I do, of course he makes it to the end first and he is smiling when I finally get there.

"You are such a cheater, let's go again." This time I beat him far and square. "Told you...you're a loser."

We get out and join the rest of my brother's friends. They are friends with me too, but they are really his friends. Carter and Natalie are sitting on one chair together. She leans into him and they look so happy with each other. One day I hope to have love like that.

I've been holding it for a while and if I don't go I'm going to end up peeing all over myself. So I decide to go to the pool house to use the bathroom.

The pool house could be a guest house. It is super spacious containing a day bed with a chair. To the side of the main room is a small bathroom with a shower in it. It's out in the open; anyone can see anyone going in and out of it, so I should be fine.

I run into the bathroom and lock the door behind me. I sit and pee like a freaking gallon. I know I should have gone sooner. When I open the door, I turn off the bathroom light at the same time. I almost didn't see him sitting there on the daybed. God why does he always seem to know where I am.

I hurriedly walk over to the door but his hand grabs my wrist and he pulls me into him. He is so tall that my head barely reaches his chest. Anyone would be frightened of him. His upper body is so broad that it makes like two of me...maybe three.

A huge lump forms in my throat as he grabs my jaw with his monstrous hand forcing me to look at him. "Are you trying to piss me off," he growls.

I try to shake my head no, but his grip won't let me move. I'm forced to say "no" in almost a whisper.

He looks at me like he wants to hurt me, like I should be punished for making him upset. I can feel the tears well up and I know I'm going to start crying.

"You think I like watching that Hispanic kid touching you?"

"Who, Daniel?" I want to laugh. "He is like my brother and he wasn't touching me."

"You calling me a liar." He jerks me over towards the daybed pushing me hard enough to make me fall backwards. "I know what I saw."

I don't like where this is going. I start to swing my arms and he pins them down in seconds. His hands are so big that he only has to use one hand to hold both of mine down. My only other option is to use my legs so I start kicking him. His body is so board that when he comes between my legs I can barely move them. I open my mouth ready to scream my lungs out and his other hand covers my mouth and only muffled sounds come out.

"Shut the fuck up...You. Are. Mine," He snarls. I felt pain shoot through my body as if he was actually ripping me into. I was in so much pain, pain that is indescribable. I don't know what is really happening because I went numb as if every fiber froze solid inside of me. For some reason a part of me doesn't care...because that part just died. I will never be me again.

He is talking in my ear, something about being quite. "You hear me...you tell no one of this...and I mean no one."

He kisses my swollen lips, then gets off of me. I turn my head as he stands back up. He turns to look at me. "Clean up before you come out and I'm serious baby girl you say one word..." and he makes the gesture as if he will slice my throat.

My body feels broken. He broke me. I scoot off of the bed and try to stand and walk on wobbly legs all the way to the bathroom. I get in the shower. I have never scrubbed so hard in my life. I want him off of me. My skin turns bright red from where I scrub so hard. I look down and watch as the blood trickles down my inner thigh all the way down to the drain. Slowly I slide down the wall all the way to the bottom of the shower floor, pulling my knees into my body and scream as tears fall rapidly.