Me: God I'm starting to grow tired of absolutely everything right now
God: Well that's obviously true you are lashing out at everything and everyone you don't sleep have constant pain and can never be comfortable you can't always be completely comfortable but I know you are worn
Me: Tell me about it I have to have another surgery to clean my incision tomorrow!
I'm tired God.....
God:You're my warrior keep on fighting!!! You are strong!!!
Me:I'm a Warrior kind of ironic for a girl with a disability
God:That's part of what makes you so strong it's because you've had to deal with things that other people can't even imagine dealing with that is one of the things that makes you so strong.
Me: I will fight

Little chapter to explain my life and my user name change