Me :God?????
God: (You're so broken my child)
Me: .. God?
God:(I'm always with you)
Me: WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU??
{A:n I have a  note explaining this} God:(I'm right here my love)
Pain: he's deserted you
God: (rest in my silence )
Pain: everyone else will to your only company is me so get ready for a fun night
Me :*sobs*
God: (in time You will see my love in time you'll remember that I'm always with you in time you will hear my voice again the worlds voice is all your listening to right now you need to listen for me in the chaos in time Joy will come)

I added what I was actually thinking even though there was something in it by the Christian culture that doesn't seem correct we need to have a real thoughts with God and not sugarcoat it that is not what God wants we need to pray boldly. God is the only one that can take all of our emotions and we need to utilize that and remember all he can give us we need to be real with him. We also can't sugarcoat our emotions for other people we need to be real. If they don't like us for that that's not a good way to be. That's not a Christian way to be.