Lukas's POV
I opened my eyes and found myself in the kitchen, making a sandwich while the others all stared at me, worried. "WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT?!" I yelled at them. Wait.. no I didn't say that..I wouldn't say that...how did I say that? I couldn't control my actions or anything I say. It was as if someone was being me...the only thing that I could do was see.

The others all looked at me shocked, even Petra. "Lukas what the hell has gotten into you?!" Jesse asked me, angrily. I tried opening my mouth to speak, but my mouth didn't move. Instead, I said, "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled, pushing Jesse harshly and making my way to my room. How was this possible?..I'm not me...the more I thought about it, the more my head hurt. I wanted to knock myself out, but I couldn't move my hands either...I've lost control of myself.

Jesse's POV
What was Lukas's problem? He yells at us for no reason, telling us to go away and now violence? Lukas would be the one in the group that tries to avoid violence, and now he's the one starting it?! I had to figure out what was going on, Lukas would never do this. "Jesse?" Why would he do this?.. "Hello?! Jesse?!" It made no sense... "EARTH TO JESSE?!" I immediately snapped out of my thoughts and saw Petra, waving her hand in front of my face, impatiently.

"Huh what?" I managed to splutter out. Petra rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. "You need to stop day dreaming..." She said, looking me in the eye. "Oh umm yeah sure..." I replied, but then I thought about Lukas again. Punching everyone, yelling at everyone, always locking himself in his room. And he's not writing his stories, he's just talking to himself. Sometimes, he would yell about his headaches, but soon he would stop and talk in a weird voice. And he always puts his hood on. It's like he's trying to hide a new haircut or something.

Then, I felt a sharp pain in my right shoulder. "OWW!" I cried out, clutching my shoulder in my hand. "STOP DAYDREAMING!" Petra almost yelled at me. "S-sorry..just thinking about Lukas..." I said, looking down. Petra's expression immediately softened. "Oh.." She said, almost too gently and quietly. She sat down beside me and we talked about what was going on. Turns out, Petra was thinking exactly what I was thinking...

Jess's POV
Why was Lukas being so weird? Is it because of me? Maybe he hated sleeping with me last time...or maybe he always hated me. I couldn't help but blame everything on me. Every time I say to myself that it's not my fault, it gives me a headache, thinking about what other reasons it could be, so I just blame it on myself.

I walked up the stairs, towards Lukas's room. I stopped at his door, hesitating to knock. Normally, I would be confident around Lukas. He always understood me, he was there for me when I was upset, he laughed with me when I was happy, he was my everything. And now since he's different, I feel different. I'm not me anymore. I'm not the same without Lukas. I gathered all my courage and knocked on his door. I bit my bottom lip nervously as I waited for Lukas to reply.

"What do you want?" Lukas asked me, opening the door. "I just wanted to talk to you.." I answered, shuffling a bit, feeling uncomfortable. "FINE!" Lukas replied, angrily, walking over to sit on his bed. I followed him, part of me regretting coming over here. "Well..Lukas...I just wanted to know if umm there's something bothering you.." I said, looking at Lukas, hoping that he'll tell me he's sorry or he didn't mean anything.

"You're bothering me, so is Petra, Jesse, Olivia and Axel! I just want to be alone!" Lukas yelled back at me, making me move away from him a bit. "What did we even do Lukas?! We're your friends!" I spat back, getting angry. Lukas's eyes flashed a bit, switching from blue to red, until it finally settled down on red. "If you really wanna know, then fine! You're the problem Jess, I wish that I never agreed to help you at the Endercon, that I never saved you, and that PAMA would've made me kill you!" Those words echoed around my head as tears started filling my eyes, making it hard for me not to cry.

"W-what?.." I choked out. "You heard what I said," Lukas answered coldly. I didn't reply to him, I just stood up and kicked him. I don't why I did that...I just felt so angry and upset. I ran out of his room and into mine, crying. Thoughts flooded my head. Has he really hated me this whole time? I cried and cried and soon I fell asleep on my bed, with tears staining my cheek.

Lukas's POV
I watched as Jess ran out the room crying. What have I done? No I didn't do it...what has PAMA done? My memories of me getting knocked out in the bathroom all came flooding back. I held in my tears as I cried in my mind. Even if I wanted to cry, I couldn't. My head hurt as I kept trying to take control of my own body. But soon, the pain was too much to handle, so I gave up and soon blacked out.

Sorry this chapter is so short, I've been really busy, I'll try to update more in my spare time :)