I lay in my room, pondering the reasons for my existence. I feel so empty inside and I feel like I'm drowning. I keep wanting people to ask, so they will finally know why I'm so skinny, and why my hips are a sensitive place for people to touch. I want them to put the puzzle pieces together about me, so someone will finally be able to help me. I am so lost, and lonely, even in this sea of people. I want to break down and cry because I feel like no one understands.They don't know what it's like to be me. I just wish that someone could see...

My name is Casper. I am 16 years old. I have depression and I suffer with an addiction to self harming, and I struggle with anorexia. I have been depressed since I was 9, and this is my story about my struggles....

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I hope that you guys enjoy it.... <3