*Casper's POV*

I went to my mother's funeral with tears in my eyes and my fingers interlocked with Jason's. my aunt stopped me.

"Casper... why are you holding his hand?"

Jason interjected and answered for me because he knew that I couldn't.

"I'm Jason, Casper's boyfriend."

"It's good to meet you Jason. I trust that you're taking care of her?"

"Absolutely ma'am."

"Are you staying with her so she's not alone?"

"Yes ma'am I am. I don't ever leave her alone I take her with me where ever I go."

"Good. I'm glad. Thank you."

 We went through the rest of the service and I got in the car with Jason and when we got home he dropped me off so I he could go get something. He made me promise that I was gonna be ok.

"Are you gonna be ok if I leave? I will be right back."

"Yeah I will be fine I promise."

With that said he left and I locked the front door. I walked back to the kitchen and opened up the cabinet with the cleaning products in it. I pulled out the bleach and set it down on the floor in front of me. 

I was overwhelmed with sadness and grief from the loss of my mother. I couldn't stand the pain. I was in so much that it was crippling. i hate myself for what I've done, and I don't see why Jason has stayed. 

I uncapped the bleach and took the bottle into my hands. I took a massive gulp as the odorous liquid burned my throat and my mouth. It tasted really bad but I didn't care. I kept drinking until I heard a sound that made my heart race. The door opened but I didn't stop drinking. I felt Jason's hands grab my shoulders and rip the bottle away from my hands. I looked at him in shock.

"WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT JASON IT WAS ALMOST GONE! I COULD HAVE SUCCEEDED!"

"MAYBE I DID IT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU CASPER DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT TO SEE YOU DIE?! GO GET IN THE CAR NOW!"

I followed his orders and walked outside to the car. Well I attempted at least. I fell and Jason picked me up and put me in the car and drove me to the hospital.

They got me back and the last thing that I remember is looking at the lights on the ceiling. Then everything went black.