I promise that this isn't as concerning as the title makes it sound. xD I'm perfectly fine.

Anyways, I was doing some research about this thing that I've always done online at lunch today, when I finally came to the conclusion that I have something called 'Grapheme-color associative synesthesia'.

There isn't anything wrong with me or anything like that- it's just a thing I do. xD
It's basically where I associate numbers, names, and even countries with colors. Like, for example, picture a lemon in your mind. You are imagining a yellow lemon, right? Well, when I think of the number 4, I see a purple 4. It's as simple as that! 20 is green, Germany is orange, etc. Here's a graph with some of the number-color associations I have:

(Some of them are multi-colored because they have different colors to me, depending on my emotions at the time.)

I've just kind of always had these associations, even when I was little. Welpppp

I hope that this all wasn't too weird. xD I just wanted to share my discovery with y'all. It feels good to finally know that this is a thing, and I'm not just some weirdo who associates numbers with colors. (Well, maybe I am. How should I know? Lol)

P.S. There are a ton of different types of synesthesia, and this is the only one that I have. As far as I know...muAhAHAAHAA