Big old smut warning...now you know lol

I felt agitated, frustrated, angry and restless. I kept thinking about Rachel's announcement at the pack dinner and how worried she was for her sister. I dropped her off at Billy's even after I had basically begged her to come home with me. She wouldn't change her mind. I wanted her so badly. I started feeling resentful because it didn't seem like she wanted me as much.

I knew that was crazy. I could smell how turned on she got at Emily's and I could feel the way she responded to my kisses. And now I needed to show her how much I wanted her. My desire for her had exploded since I became a shapeshifter. My wolf was eager to make her mine. My wolf didn't care that Rebecca was in pain or that she just needed time with her twin.

My wolf needed her more. And I just wanted to feel her in my arms and know she was okay. My thoughts were constantly consumed with Rachel. Was she warm enough? Had she eaten? Was she safe? It all made me crazy. The only time I felt at ease was when she was within arm's length of me.

After I dropped Rachel at home, I went home and sat in my car pouting. I decided to phase and run in order to work off some energy. After an hour, I trudged up to my back door, not looking forward to going to bed alone.

The second I opened the door, my nose was assaulted with the unmistakably sweet coconut scent of my beautiful imprint. I damn near danced a jig when I realized she was in my bed. I jumped in for a fast shower, quickly dried off, and entered my room naked.

I could hear the slow, even breaths of my sweet girl. I peeled back the covers to find her sleeping soundly, on her stomach, hair splayed all around the pillow. I bit down on my lower lip painfully when I saw her black lacy bra and tiny matching bikini underwear. Fuck me. I felt terrible when I realized she must have come here to seduce me and I wasn't even home. Idiot!

I cocked my head back and forth, eyes dragging all over her body as I considered my next move. Should I be a gentleman and let her sleep...or be a dick and wake her up like only I can?

Okay, so I'm a dick.

I threw the blanket off the bed, creating a cool breeze in the already cold room. Rachel shivered a little, but didn't wake up. I climbed onto the bed and straddled her near the back of her knees. I lowered my body, hovering as close as possible without putting my full weight on her. She sighed as her body took in the warmth that my body was radiating.

I began rubbing my nose across her shoulders, just drinking in the sweet scent of her. Her back felt so silky and soft brushing against my chest as I moved. I unhooked her bra, wanting more skin to skin contact. I didn't try to take it all the way off, I simply pushed it aside.

I lifted Rachel's hair and placed a kiss to the nape of her neck. I could hear her breathing more deeply, felt her relaxing under my touch. I trailed more kisses down her spine and then dragged my tongue back up over the smooth indentation in her back.

I pressed my fingertips to her shoulder blades, kneading the tight muscles there. She whimpered when I pushed too hard and I felt my cock twitch at that beautiful sound. I worked my way down her back, massaging and squeezing before going back to concentrate on her shoulders.

She had her arms crossed under her head, so I gently pulled them down to rest at her sides. She hummed appreciatively as I went to work on her shoulders, completely knotted up from the stress of the day. Her breathing began to speed up and when I felt her hands touching my knees, I knew she was coming around.

"Am I dreaming?" she murmured softly.

I laughed and lowered my lips to her ear. "If you're dreaming, then I guess I am too." I pulled my hands back and paused. "Should I stop?"

"Don't you dare," she ordered. "I don't know what else you've been doing back there but this massage is phenomenal."

I laughed again. "I've been good. I just couldn't keep my hands to myself. I'm sorry I wasn't here when you got home."

"I missed you too much to stay away." She paused to moan as I worked through a particularly tense muscle in her shoulder blade. "Ouch. I think that one has Embry's name on it."

I resisted the urge to growl at the sound of his name. "Everything okay with Becca?"

Rachel scoffed. "Yeah. She didn't need me at all. Her and Embry went for a walk and I decided you were right. They just have to figure things out on their own." She paused and I felt her back tense up again. "But I swear, if he hurts her..."

"You don't have to finish that sentence, baby. You wouldn't be able to stop me from doing some major damage to him if he hurts your sister."

"Thank you," she sighed. "I love that you care so much."

"I would do anything for you," I replied honestly, letting my hands drift down to the sexy swell of her ass.

When I began to knead the soft mounds of flesh between my fingers, I heard the way her breathing sped up. I let my thumbs drift under the lower edge of her panties, carefully inching toward my warm, wet prize. The smell of her arousal was filling the room, causing my wolf to become even more needy.

"Paul..." she breathed.

"Yeah?" I replied quickly, as I dragged my blunt nails over her lower back and began to pull on the upper edge of her panties. My hands curled into fists, pulling the sheer fabric roughly, but not yanking them down like I wanted to. I needed permission for that. "What do you want, baby?" I asked gently, silently hoping we wanted the same thing.

"Rip 'em."

My eyes rolled back in my head as her not so innocent request echoed in my head. Oh fuck yes. I gripped the fabric roughly and hesitated.

"Do it," she practically moaned. She raised her backside off the mattress and I pulled hard. The ripping sound thrilled me for some reason. I gasped when she pushed up with her hands, let her bra fall down to the mattress and tossed it aside.

She leaned back, reaching behind her head for me. I went to her like a magnet, encircling her waist with my hands and burying my face in her neck. I nipped at her skin as she pulled my hands to her breasts and I cupped them eagerly.

I loved the sound of sharp intakes of air every time I pinched her nipple or squeezed the soft flesh of her breast in a way she loved. She reached behind my head and raked her nails over my scalp, earning her a deep hickey to her shoulder blade.

I wanted so badly to pull her up onto all fours and enter her roughly from behind, but my wolf wasn't calling all the shots here. I lowered one hand between her legs, urging her to make room for my fingers. Instead she turned in my arms, sliding her legs out from under me and shifting to lie on her back.

She opened her legs, letting them fall open slowly as her elbows propped her up. Her eyes darted back and forth, scanning my face as if she were trying to read my mind.

"Is this real?" I mused happily. "You look too good to be real."

She chuckled softly, pulled her hair up and let it fall all around her on the pillow. "Somehow I expected you to be a little more eager than this, Paul. We've been waiting a year and a half and you just wanna stare at me all dreamily? I'm really disappointed," she teased, starting to roll over, but I held her body still.

"I'm enjoying this," I clarified. "I don't wanna forget one single second of the best day of my life."

"Paul..."

I smoothed my palms up her legs, starting at her ankles, over her knees, squeezing her thighs, thumbs brushing over her mound, pausing to grip her hips, tiptoeing over her stomach, stopping to knead her breasts, fingertips brushing her collarbone, and finally landing on her neck. I held the sides gently as I lowered myself onto her body, my arousal positioned too low to enter her...just yet. She gasped when I ran my thumbs along her jaw, stopping to brush my lips against hers.

Rachel slid her hands up my arms and over my shoulders. Her fingers flirted with the hairs on the back of my neck, causing me to shiver excitedly. "I'm ready," she breathed between kisses. And I knew because I could feel her squirming underneath me, her hips twisting in hopes that I would bring my pulsing hard length closer to her heat.

"Please," she begged when I pulled back. Her hands moved to my back and I jerked when she dug her nails in, pulling me closer. I rocked back on my heels, positioning myself just above those warm, wet lips.

"I still have those condoms in my nightstand," I admitted. "But I'm afraid they won't be quite big enough."

Rachel reached between us and gripped me roughly with her palm. "Yeah I noticed that you've grown down there too."

I sighed as I looked between us, loving the way her hand looked as she expertly stroked me. When she began rubbing the head of my cock up and down her wet heat, I nearly lost my mind. "Are you sure?" I asked breathlessly, knowing she didn't have long to decide because I was way beyond ready to be buried inside her.

"I've taken care of things," she paused to turn her arm slightly, wordlessly showing me she had gotten a birth control implant in her arm. Oh thank fuck. I know I said I wanted babies but suddenly I felt too selfish to share her love with a child. That's my girl.

And the idea of being inside her with no barrier was thrilling, to say the least. She was already so wet and ready, I was gripping the sheets, praying I didn't shred them. "You better take control on this one, baby. I'm scared I'll hurt you if I don't let you set the pace."

Rachel smiled devilishly and arched her back as her hand guided me into her wet warmth. As the head slid in just a little, I whimpered. I was only in a few inches but it was better than I had ever imagined and I imagined this moment pretty much every spare moment for the last 18 months.

Rachel released her grip on me, tilted her hips up, hooked her ankles behind my back, dug her heels in and pushed me all the way inside her. Pure fucking bliss.

Her mouth gaped open widely, so I took that opportunity to angle my mouth above hers and slide my tongue inside. I let her adjust to my size and I waited until she began to rock her hips before I moved again.

I tore myself away from her mouth and looked down between us. I pulled back slowly and heard her whimper in protest. I watched where our bodies met and loved seeing her wetness painting the full length of me. I slid in slowly one more time before jerking back and slamming my hips forward.

When Rachel began to swear profusely, I froze, fearing I had hurt her with my overanxious wolf whispering in my ear like a damn devil on my shoulder. Pound her! She's so wet and she wants you!

Rachel's eyes snapped open when I stopped moving. She reached up to cup my face and smiled. "Please don't stop," she moaned as she wiggled underneath me. "You feel so good."

I gripped her hips and pushed forward, slow at first and then picking up speed, as I found the perfect pace. I released her hips, placing my hands on either side of her waist, pressing against the mattress. I angled my pelvis to hers, creating a friction between us that I could feel she liked.

When she arched her back and dug her fingers into my lower back, I knew I was getting her there. I lowered my mouth to one of her already painfully erect nipples and greedily sucked it into my mouth. Her hips rocked with mine as I could feel the pressure building. She was getting so close and all I wanted was to make it happen. Just me. Not my fingers or my tongue. Me. I was dying to feel her bursting all around me and when I bit down on her nipple, she did.

The rush of warmth all around me was unbelievable. I could feel her walls pulsing and her climax vibrating as her body jerked underneath me. I released her nipple and watched her convulse below me. I kissed her everywhere I could reach, careful not to break the connection or keep her from enjoying riding out her orgasm.

She gasped for breath as I slowed my thrusts to a stop. She was wetter and tighter than when we began and I was nowhere near done giving her pleasure. I kissed her neck and inched my way up to her ear. "You are so fucking beautiful."

She gasped in delight before declaring, "I wanna be on top."

I chuckled and before I could agree or protest, she was shoving me back and climbing on top. I slid my hands up her arms, over her shoulders, and finally resting on either side of her face. She splayed her hands over my chest and wiggled her hips a little before placing herself just above me. I stared into her eyes as she sank down slowly and I filled her completely.

"Oh Rachel...fuck you feel...so good," I finally sputtered out when our hips met. I watched as her eyes rolled back and she nodded. "What's wrong?" I teased when she failed to reply. "That dick got you speechless or what?"

Her laugh came out in short, strangled gasps before she came to rest on my chest. "I need a minute," she finally breathed as I cradled her close to me.

"Don't make me wait too long," I sighed, pushing my hips up a little, loving this new position.

She gasped and then I gasped when she began nibbling the skin on my chest. When she zeroed in on my nipple, I shivered, not even realizing I liked that. But at this point, I doubted there was much she could do to me that I wouldn't like. She pushed up from me with both hands and began rolling her hips forward. I gripped her hips and let her take control.

She settled into a nice rhythm that had me wondering if I was gonna get there first. She hooked her ankles behind my thighs after she reached back and urged me to spread my legs. And I'll be damned if this didn't push me even deeper inside her. I must have been hitting her spot just right because the sweetest smile graced her face and I heard the sharp little intakes of air as she started to ascend toward her climax.

I had seen her come enough times to know just how close she really was. Her legs were shaking, her head was thrown back and she was gasping. I wanted to push her along and get her there faster so I started lifting my hips to meet hers. "Don't move," she cried out softly.

She was enjoying the climb too damn much. She didn't wanna come yet. But me, I couldn't wait to see her her tumble. I reached up with both hands and palmed her breasts. My wolf was dying for me to grind against her and push her over the edge. When I planted my feet against the mattress and pushed up into her, she fell forward, cursing like a sailor. "You fucker," she ground out.

I ran my thumbs over her lips and scolded her. "I'm such a bad influence on you. You're becoming such a potty mouth."

I gazed up at her beautiful face as she rode out her orgasm and watched as her hair fell forward, nearly brushing my face. When she let her tongue peek out and touch the tip of my thumb, I watched her in rapt fascination. And when she sucked my thumb into her mouth, while her eyes stayed locked on mine, I tumbled right after her.

There was no hope for me delaying my gratification as I was falling fast. The sight of her riding me, the feeling of her mouth on my thumb, the way her walls shuddered and squeezed me...I was a goner. My head pushed back against the mattress as my whole body tensed and then released. I whispered her name over and over as she watched me. The smirk on her face was undeniable.

"Who's speechless now?" she teased before brushing her lips against mine.

I reached back and slid my hands under her ass, gathering her into my arms as I sat up. She wrapped her legs around me and wound her hands around the back of my neck. I never broke our connection as I stayed buried deep inside her. I started to rock against her as her eyes grew wide.

"No recovery time?" she gasped as my thrusts were met by hers.

I let her head fall back and began licking my way up her chest and neck. I swirled my tongue around her earlobe as our thrusts became more frenzied and we neared our next climax. "No recovery time needed. I can go all night like this," I threatened playfully. "Are you okay with that?"

She raked her fingers over my scalp and nodded. "I love this, Paul. I love you," she whispered breathlessly.

I held her as tightly as I possibly could against my chest. "Can you feel that?"

"What?" she gasped.

"How much I love you?" I breathed.

She smiled in response as we tumbled again, completely wrapped up in each other, constantly wanting to be even closer.

Constantly in love.

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A/N: thoughts, comments, questions lol. I'll take anything.