https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-ig82EVY-5I

The song belongs to Willow Tweed...And I don't own the lyrics from the video used above.

Luan POV:

When I woke up, I noticed that my family wasn't in their beds. Which meant that they went to eat breakfast. Breakfast. The very word makes my stomach growl, but eating wouldn't help me make this right. I ruined Lincoln's life. A life that he deserves..all because I wanted a cheap laugh..but look at what's happened...my brother is in the hospital, Cliff is dead and our house destroyed. My family surely must be suffering...suffering because of my sick sense of humor. 

Humor that destroyed the person who believed in me the most. After I stretched my self, I carefully walked towards the kitchen when I heard Lori tell everyone her dream. By the time the conversation was over...I  couldn't stop my tears from falling from my face. And I slowly walked back to my room and stared at the window where it started to rain.

We met, it seems such a short time ago...You looked at me-needing me so

As I looked out...I remembered the many good times that I had with Lincoln. How I used to make his days brighter after suffering at school...how I made him laugh. Now...I ruined our relationship and made my family suffer.

Yet from your sadness..Our happiness grew and I found out I needed you too

Why? Why did I do it? All for a cheap laugh...A laugh that never came from my family..or myself. I hate this...I hate feeling like a mistake. A mistake that did nothing, but terrorize her family..a family who's suffering at the hands of her own actions. 

I remember how we used to play...I recall those rainy days. The Fire's glow that kept us warm and now I find-we're both alone

Well...That stops now. I will not allow my family to suffer at my presence any longer. The only way to stop there suffering is to disappear..disappear from this cursed world so my family can finally be happy.

Goodbye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end..But in my heart is a memory And there you'll always be 

Eventually...I managed to open the window and slowly climbed out. 

Goodbye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end..But in my heart is a memory and there you'll always be

As I walked away...I looked back at the motel and wondered if I should go back. But I shook my head and left..My family would be so much better without me.  So I guess this is it...

Soon, the world will finally be free from the presence of Luan Loud.

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