March 3

Dear Drew,

Isn’t it funny that we were actually schoolmates and we didn’t even know it until the bumping incident? Well, to be honest with you, I can’t forget the fact that we became instant celebrities in our school. You being a campus crush and me being sort of a wallflower became an official couple in less than 2 months. Yeah, I know that was quite fast but it’s just that it’s hard to stop my heart from beating because of you.

Everyday seems like living in a fairytale. Love was literally in the air. You became my prince and you treated me as your princess. Every time we see each other, I always wish that I could stop the clock from ticking. I always wish that that moment could last forever. 

Unfortunately, there’s no such thing as forever.

We went on searching for our own version of forever. We failed then we started again. We kept on going along a road for four long years without even knowing where it could be leading us. 

You told me you would never give up. We would never give up. What happened to your promises? Was it all just a lie?

I kept on hanging on even if hurts already. Why did you have to keep on pushing me away? Am I not enough? Is my love not sufficient? What have I done wrong? Honestly, I can’t see the point why you had to go and leave me this way. You could have at least explained why you left me.

Throwing all of the memories that we shared is not easy. I know it will take some time but I hope that one day, when we meet again, I’ll have the courage to say that I got over you. But I know it would be a very long way. I’m still at the starting point and I don’t even know how to start.

Let me tell you this. I’m not writing this letter to bug your conscience. Instead, I’m writing this letter to let you know what I’m feeling. 

I’m not expecting you to reply to each and every letter that I send. Call me dumb. Call me stupid. Call me hopeless but that wouldn’t change a thing. I love you and I know that you know that. Please keep that in mind.

Confessing my heart out,
Michelle