Challenged by xImmortalDixonx

I have like zero selfies that are for real and not in costume or me derping, so I chose these pictures that I enjoy. Some are me in make up, others are casual.

The first is Halloween with my Supernatural Pumpkin. The second is a Doctor Who premiere party. The third is me playing on a swing after I got a haircut.

The fourth is from my friend's masquerade ball party. I'm the one in the blue. In white is my best friend in the whole world, Ilana, who threw the party. With the red wig on is Jake, another one of my closest friends. The other guy hugging me is my boyfriend Erik.

These guys totally mean the world to me because I've been losing friends left and right this past year, but through that came these shining beacons. <3

You ever feel like you wanna marry someone, but in a best friend way? That's them.

My Wattpad friends are awesome too, The Castle Rock Train Dodgers. I didn't expect people to actually be interested in my writing, so to get a lot of feedback from you guys and support in what I do means a lot.
Keep partying on Dudes, and thanks for Standing By Me. <3
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And thank you also to Una7bananaStarKid who is SuperMegaFoxyAwesomeHot in every sense of the word.

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Ya know what dudes... if we bein honest... I used to doubt myself at school All. The. Time. I was a slacker, I'll admit it.

I felt like a smart person, but then I'd see my grades and feel extremely stupid. I wouldn't turn in homework on time and I'd hardly study for tests. I was failing a couple of my classes. (Some of that was my teachers' faults) but I felt like I was letting myself and everyone else down.

I'd do the thing where I'd rather get 10 points off a project than get a zero and turn it in a few days late, and it would cost me. And some days I woke up feeling sick because I just knew I wasn't going to pass, and if my mom chose to look at my grades that particular day, she would definitely be angry.

Now I don't know if any of you relate but let me tell you something. Don't. Give. Up. I failed or almost failed almost every quarter of math and science (I hate math) but somehow I graduated high school and I've never felt more relaxed now that I don't have to deal with it (I took a year off)

DON'T GIVE UP! I know that tv show looks promising but procrastination is literally evil. I still do it. But don't quit. This goes for anything not just school. Don't give up on what you're trying to do. Don't let something get in the way of it!

JUST DO IT!!!
DON'T LET YOUR DREAMS BE DREAMS!
YESTERDAY YOU SAID TOMORROW SO JUST!!! DO!! IT!!!

Things I love about me.

Something I love about myself is my writing. I've loved to write since forever and my dream is to publish a book (and have it turned into a movie but let's stay realistic).

I love my hair. I cut it to my ears last November 2014 and dyed it blonde a little while after that. Love it. I call it my Draco Malfoy hair.
And sometimes Ponyboy hair.

I also love my art. Three years ago I was making crappy cartoon characters, now I can make a somewhat realistic Jensen Ackles in about 3 hours. I've got a long way to go, but I take great pride in the fact that I can do it.

I got the lead in a Shakespeare play this year. I was Hermia in A Midsummer Night's Dream.
I loved it. I got to fight a girl onstage and had to play lovers with this one kid. It was a blast and I really love Shakespeare. We had 1 week to learn the fight scene in Act 3, which is the most complicated in the whole play and we totally did it. It was an adrenaline rush!

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People I look up to who have influenced me. Some are more recent than others:
Misha Collins
Jared Padalecki
Jensen Ackles
Tom Hiddleston
The Doctor
Bill and Ted (yes, they really have)
Stand By Me
The Harry Potter Books
Imagine Dragons
Team Starkid
Nick Lang, writer of the Starkid plays.
Louden Swain (band)
And many more..........

I challenge all of you to do the Love Yourself Challenge. This felt good. It's good to love yourself. Fight for yourself. You're worth it, trust me! <3 *Kisses your forehead and gives you a blanket*

Love you guys!
Be Excellent to each other!