CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR LOST UP TO THE BEGINNING OF SEASON 4 (please don't say anything to me about stuff past season 4 because I am slowly getting there. Started a few weeks ago.)
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Okay you've been warned.
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If you have not seen LOST or do not want to be spoiled PLEASE DO NOT READ AHEAD.
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LAST CHANCE. SPOILER WARNING ENDS RIGHT HERE.
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Okay do if you've made it this far, I assume it's because you've seen up to Lost, Season 3 episode 22.

So now I can safely say.
WHAT THE HECK?!?!?!?!? NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Okay literally Charlie Pace was my favorite character on Lost. Hugo was second. Then we got into Season 3 where Desmond was hinting at Charlie dying and of course I'm freaking out. But then they go and kill off my baby?!?!??!?!

NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOO!!! :'( OMG I WAS SOBBING SO BAD!!!!

I shouted at the screen saying "GET OUT OF THE ROOM CHARLIE!!!!" Ugh he could've ran out of the room and grabbed the scuba gear with Desmond and got away :'(

I know that him staying behind and locking the door prevented the water from flooding the rest of the station, but I guarantee it takes more time for an entire base to flood than a single room. There probably would've been time to get the stuff he needed and I AM SO SAD!!

HE WAS MAKING THE LIST OF HIS FAVORITE MEMORIES.

HE WAS CALLED A HERO!!

AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HUGO.

Charlie Freaking Pace, you guys.
He was one of the few to believe in Hurley. He got in that van with him driving straight toward the rocks in a hope that Hurley would be able to start a car that hadn't run in 30 years.

FRIENDSHIP GOALS RIGHT THERE.

"Victory or Death"

OH and he may have insulted Hurley at the end but it was to keep him safe. Ugh when he said "just remember, I love you."

I cried.

He and Hugo are literal friendship goals. They believed in each other. Spent so much of their time trying to make people happy. They were kinda carefree and they cared about each other.

Hugo was fixing the car and Charlie gets in there with him, giving his complete trust to his best friend.

AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON HURLEY'S REACTION TO THE NEWS ABOUT CHARLIE OR I AM LITERALLY GOING TO CRY MY EYES OUT.

Oh and also he kicked his Heroin addiction. Like. You GO, dude!!! Ugh and "The Moth" speech always gets me. How the moth needs to go through the hard time to come out victorious. Charlie Pace is my Moth. Struggling for so long to become a hero. <3

I HATE THIS SHOWWWWW </3
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RIP, Charlie Pace. A true friend. A true hero. My Moth.