'Cause I have the best of the worst sides
These words blend with the lies I made
My lungs burn as oxygen leaves me
I swear this is the only rush I get

'Cause I'm a freaking mess sometimes
Maybe this is what you wanted but -
It's not what you need so why bother
I'm your candy that rots those pearly whites

I should have kept these away from you
The thoughts in the crevices of my mind
But I'm slowly dying without this drug
I swear lying is the only high I want

'Cause you want a bad boy; not a good man
Don't you know that my words kill you
Your future grows dimmer by the second
Baby, we're marching right into my fire

'Cause you want the painless lies instead
"You ain't you when you're like this."
But isn't that the point, anyway?
Who said I am ever nice to anyone?

I guess I lie to run away
Maybe I do these tricks to kill time
Although I'm so caught down in the abyss
You'll never see the whirlpool inside me

'Cause I'm your concept of love
Baby, can't you see that this is all just a game
I need this drug more than you
History will repeat itself again

'Cause I want to be under the spotlight
Those celebrities go down with fame
Yet all I wish is to not be forgotten
I'll suffocate with this curse in my lungs

I'm only here for the minute mingle
All the better if you move on from me
I ain't scared of living alone but -
My girls, please, remember me always.