When the humans and monsters w-were still friends. I l-loved the surface. It was so beautiful. I-I think it was, anyways. I don't really remember much o-of the scenery. 

I was just a r-regular scientist. I didn't really make a difference in the world of science. T-the humans were so m-much more advanced. I would finally find get on to studying cells, and they w-would be looking into extraterrestrial beings. I-I'd always s-see o-on the n-news humans a-achieving a n-new technological a-advancement. But whenever I t-tried projects, they just f-failed. 

E-even Asgore c-considered getting a h-human for his main s-scientist. T-that made me f-f-feel, terrible. I know he didn't m-mean to be h-hurtful, b-but I was kinda h-hurt. But I mean, who wouldn't prefer a h-human scientist o-over me?

The day war broke out, I th-thought it was my chance t-to prove how I could be a real, good, scientist. I worked for hours, soon to become days, to become weeks. As I w-worked I watched anime. It kept m-me calm in such a terrible t-time.  

I was b-building a Catastrophicer Mega Ex 247 Viction. Basically, it's like an atomic bomb. A splitting atom will react and explode, I did research and learned that that's the one thing that could probably kill a human soul. W-what's the n-name stand f-for? A-actually it's j-just a combination o-of anime n-names. Except, catastrophicer, I-I just made that to s-seem more im-intimidating...

With high hopes, I took the bomb to King Asgore. He l-loved it! I felt something inside m-me spark. He got some soldiers to bring it in, and detonate it. H-however, it f-failed, j-just like everything e-else.

The bomb d-didn't even affect the h-humans. I don't understand why. E-even t-to this day, I don't k-know w-what went wrong. The worse thing is l-lots of m-monsters died i-in the explosion.  I k-killed my o-own f-friends. Or, maybe not f-friends, b-but my own race. I h-have ne-ne-never forgiven myself... 

When we lost, we were forced i-into the Underground. I decided to l-live in the Hotlands. W-why? Not many m-monsters come down. A-also it's where the c-core was set up. 

Very soon after w-we relocated into t-the Underground, the Royal G-Guard was set up. There a-are different sections of the Royal Guard. One, the main part everyone thinks about when they h-hear the Royal Guard is the soldier part. Apparently the head of the entire Royal Guard is a g-girl, she has a very p-popular reputation, although I have never met her. I w-was chosen as the Royal Guard's scientist. The o-only reason though is that I'm the only s-scientist in the entire Underground, so he didn't have much to w-work with...

T-then one day, a human fell into the Underground. They were accepted i-into the royal family. Chara. I t-thought if I could examine their soul, I could find out how humans souls are s-so much more powerful than monsters. A-and I did. I didn't hurt Chara of course. I just took a look. I could tell she was v-very nervous, and didn't trust me all that much, i-if at all. 

After examining Chara's soul, then a monsters. It was clear that Chara possessed something the monster did not. Something called, determination. I believed this to be the trait that made human souls much more powerful than monsters. When I found this out. I-I got right to work.

I-I started right away on, t-trying to, give monsters t-this so called determination. It was quickly evident that I, myself, couldn't complete the task. I sat for a long time trying to figure out a solution to this issue. However, Asgore didn't want others to be aware of this project. P-Probably because this project c-could change everything for us monsters. 

I finally th-thought of something. A robot. Someone to do tasks for me, a-and maybe also... uh um, k-keep me c-company...

I put together a robot quickly. I-It was easy with my knowledge of robotics a-and machinery. I named it, Mettaton. H-however, Mettaton was much more... flamboyant then I expected. A-After discovering the world of television, he put all h-his effort into becoming a f-famous T.V. host. Although he didn't help as much as I would have appreciated, he makes for a g-great companion.

I f-finally finished my lab. N-not the lab, lab. The true lab. But that's a p-part of my l-life that will forever b-b-be secret... it will f-forever be l-lost in the d-darkness it held...

When we lost Chara and Asriel, humans were once again, deemed, m-murderous, v-vicious, and e-evil. It was f-for the better though, o-of course. Although t-the humans were under control, I still felt an o-over looming shadow over my head...