~Y/N POV~

"Y/n are you ready?"

I perked up from the couch as I heard Yoongi's soft voice coming from the stairs. I nodded slowly, clutching onto my black silk robe just to stand up and timidly walk towards him all the while feeling his eyes on me.

Shit I was so nervous about this but what more could I do?

"Y/n?" Yoongi

He spoke my name softly, touching my arm before I could even walk passed him. I stopped and turned to him but couldn't directly look up at him.

"Yes?"

"Everything will be fine. Trust me." Yoongi

I forced a smile, meeting his eyes for the first time.

"Then make me trust you because right now I don't trust anyone in this house apart from Jaemin."

He only pressed his lips together, keeping our eyes locked with one another just to let go of my arm and turn around without another word. Obviously I was to follow him and so I sighed and began to walk up the stairs after him.

Behind him I strolled along, still clinging onto the front of my robe since underneath I have nothing on. I'm naked under this robe and I can thank the heavens to know that Haru isn't around since she took Jasmin to spend the night at her parents house.

I didn't know where we were going but we didn't travel up the stairs. Instead we stayed on the ground level, walking through the living room, passed the kitchen and dining room just to come to a little dark hallway and stop by a red door.

Yoongi paused for just a moment, one hand on the door handle just to softly sigh and briefly close his eyes before opening them back up again.

"I'll gain your trust one day y/n. I promise you that." Yoongi

His words caught me off guard and yet I heard the seriousness in his tone that was accompanied by his soft whisper. But he didn't let me respond but to push open the door and allow me to step in after him.

Walking inside the room I didn't look up yet. Just kept my sights glued to the wooden flooring but behind me heard the door close, assuming Yoongi did that.

"Hello y/n, it's good to see you again." Namjoon

Internally I cringed and nodded, pressing my lips into a thin line just to finally look up at him. Only did he smile and step forward to approach me and hold out his hand which I placed mine on his so he could clasp his fingers around my whole hand.

"Come this way." Namjoon

Again saying nothing since my nerves were getting the better of me, I walked alongside him just to be sat in the edge of a bed. Namjoon stood before me and let go of my hand to step back. This was when I notice he was only wearing black boxer briefs and glancing around the room so were the other five vampires in the room but after catching Yoongi slowly take off his clothes in the back of the room, he makes seven all together.

All of them were spread out in the room, some were able to look at me, some were not and kept their eyes to the ground or to something close by.

"Right so Y/n. It's pretty simple really, we're going to tie your hands and ankles to the bed and all you have to do is lay there." Namjoon

Right. Lay there like a dead fish, that should be easy.

"Okay but why do I have to be tied up?"

Finding a small amount of courage to ask him but was startled when Jungkook suddenly approached out of nowhere with a pair of leather straps with chains attached to them and Jin to be holding another pair that matched.

"It would be easier if we tried to have as less touch as possible. Not to intimate if you know what I mean?" Namjoon

"So it's just straight to business and then done right?"

He nodded and a flush appeared on his cheeks when he turned away to signal jin and Jungkook to approach me.

"Y/n could you lay back on the bed please?" Jin

I nodded and scooted back onto the bed a little more just to centre myself in the middle of the mattress. Jungkook walked around the bed to come closer to my upper side while Jin stayed at the bottom of the bed waiting for me to lay down but before I could I paused when I remembered something.

"What about my robe? Don't you want me to take this off first?"

Jin's eyes widen and he looked over to Jungkook, then to Namjoon over his shoulder but Namjoon just shrugged at him, not knowing what to say to that. I just waited for my answer, if they wanted me to take if off I would.

"Just keep it on Y/n if that would make you more comfortable." Yoongi

He spoke coming up to stand beside Jin now in his own black boxer briefs. The two shared a look before Jin nodded towards me agreeing so I just laid down my back keeping on my robe since there was no way I was wanting to take this off in front of them anyway.

Stretching my arms above my head Jungkook gently took my left wrist just to clamp the leather strap around my skin and tighten it but it didn't hurt, in fact he was very gentle with me which was surprising judging by the deep frown on his face that he has had on since I entered this room. At the same time Jin was strapping up my right ankle while Yoongi helped him with my left then the chains were to be hooked on the corners of the bed. Once Jungkook finished by strapping up my right wrist he stepped back and the room fell eerily quiet.

I kept my breathing steady and stared up at the ceiling trying to think of something else rather than this situation. However I gasped when I felt the bed shift under some more weight, lifting my head I came to find Yoongi crawling towards me. His own cheeks were rosy but he kept that eye contact with me, his red eyes boring into mine, staring into a deep trance as his red eyes lured me in.

Now as he hovered above me I gulped hard and he lowered himself on top of me, his lips brushed against my ear as I felt his hand softly brush along the skin of my inner thigh.

"Since I want you to trust me, I'll go first but I promise to be gentle okay?" Yoongi

I nodded to him, hearing him whisper deeply into my ear. Goosebumps erupted all over my body causing me to shiver under him. Parting my legs a little more with is one hand he only picked up his hips to pull down his boxers and shuffle them down to his ankles.

"You ready?" Yoongi

My throat became dry but I nodded swallowing that hard lump in my throat. He nodded back, just to look down between us, positioning himself at my entrance and slowing pushing in, taking my innocence along with him.

(AN HOUR LATER)

As Jimin climbed off me, breathing hard and crawled off the bed I opened my eyes now being able to breath that this was all over. Except I know deep down this is only the beginning. My virtue was now gone and for all I know I could be pregnant fairly soon if things go their way.

Each man had their way with me, grunting in my ear and just doing what they need to do to satisfy themselves to conceive a child by using my body. I felt horrible. Disgusted.

I felt this way even before anything like this happened to me but now that it's actually been done I feel even worse on the inside. My deep wish was that I wish I was born infertile but sadly that is not the case.

My wrists and ankles were untied but I just kept staring up at the ceiling not paying attention to it. I don't even know who was doing it. My mind was some other place trying to process what the hell just happened, form a coping mechanism in my mind to get through this.

Tears prickled in my eyes threatening to fall but I blinked them away but sadly one fell.

"Ehm...Yoongi could you please assist Y/n in the bath?" Namjoon

I heard him speak uncomfortably from somewhere in the room but I wasn't paying attention to actually process his words.

"Sure." Yoongi

Just as he spoke I felt someone's arms under my body, lifting me up from the bed and into their embrace, to cradle me to their chest. I think I heard the door open and close a few times and before I knew it I was placed carefully into the bath, my body swarmed in warm water but with a pair of arms still around me I knew I wasn't alone. My head was forced to lean on a shoulder and I shuttered a breath.

"They're gone Y/n. Its just you and me now. If you want to cry just let it out." Yoongi

And that is exactly what I did. Clutching onto him I just balled my eyes out, the pain in my chest and the thumping in my head as I think back to what just happened. I'm crushed inside that this is my life from now on. This all just hitting me in the face like a bat has been thrown at my face for a wake up call. Yoongi didn't say anything but to hold me close to him, my legs over his lap and his arms around my shoulders so they wouldn't go any lower than that.

This is my life now and there's no escaping it.

~AUTHOR POV~

And while Y/n cries in the arms of Yoongi, she has no idea that while she is swarmed in her own emotions upon realising her life from now on but Yoongi is also dealing with his own. Seeing the distress Y/n is already under after what she just had to go through, he is filled with guilt and regret. He thought it would help if he were the first but now?

Yoongi made a silent vow to himself that he would never do anything like that again unless she gave him permission to do so. He may want children but not when it makes someone that is already so special to him, feel worthless.

To him in a short period of time she is very important to him. Filling a place in his heart that he didn't think would ever be filled.

He was crushed inside to be one of the reasons she is in pain emotionally but the more he thinks about the way he feels towards her, he cant help but wonder if there is more to it that just a friendship that is in development.

One thing he is certain of is that he will get her to trust him and he will protect her in this house. He has to because who else can?