Omniscient

Los Angeles, CA 

E'mani opened her house door with anger as tears dropped down her cheeks. A tear brushed passed a dry stain of blood next to the corner of her lips. Her upper body heaved up and down as she power walked into the living room, crumbling against the wall and sobbed an dreadful cry.

Never in her life has she felt so unconfident, misplaced and over with life. She didn't know what to do at this point and everything transpired so fast. On one hand, E'mani was heated and she wanted to murder Jason dead when she saw him all up in that bitch face.

Daijah and her decided to split up while things got hot. She is sure that her and her sister is the talk of all the social media blogs right now.

E'mani never believed Jason would be the one to have her looking stupid. Sure, she's acted juvenile and played games, but she knew all that would change when she decided to take his hand in marriage and give birth to the most beautiful human she loved when she learned her little body was growing inside of her womb.

"I Hate him so fuckin much." E'mani screamed as she pulled her knees up to her chest and cried uncontrollably.

Salty tears, red face with puffy red eyes and nasal dripped was all mixed in with her emotions. Her hair wild, and her aching body from her brawl was nothing to her broken heart. E'mani couldn't understand what would make Jason cheat.

Was it her weight gain? Did he not love her anymore? It didn't make sense to her at all. And to make matters worse, she is certain that this will ruin any endorsements she could possibly get or even worse;

Kicked out of UCLA.

E'mani cried, pulling herself up as she heard someone coming through the front door. She walked towards the door and froze as she watched Jason come towards her.

"E'mani." He spoke.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" she screeched as she charged towards him, swinging and crying at the top of her lungs.

"Mani please" Jason pleaded, grabbing E'mani as he tried to restrain her. "Stop trippin, baby please just listen to me."

"Listen to you for what?! She snapped back with an attitude.

"Mani please just listen to – "

SMACK!

E'mani cocked her hand back, smacking Jason's face. Astonished, he let her go and she began walking away from him and heading up the stairs. She was pissed that he even showed his lying, black ass face around her after that shit.

"He got some fucking nerve!"

She opened the closet and began grabbing Jason's clothes by handfuls and tossing them off the balcony in their room and into the back yard.

"E'mani please fucking listen to me. Its not what you thought it was"

"Kiss my ass Jason. You are a fucking piece of shit."

"Mani, you really doing this shit right now? Throwing my fucking clothes!"

"You fucking right!" E'mani answered with rage in her voice, tossing some sneaker boxes over the balcony rail.

The sneaker's rained down to the ground, scattering and bouncing around like basketballs of all different brand names. Jordan, Foamposites, Lebron James sneakers, Nike, Balenciaga and anything else of high fashion.

"Mani stop!" Jason said with deep-toned in his voice, causing E'mani to turn around and face him.

He ran to E'mani and yanked her arm and pulled her towards him. He knew he was wrong, and he never seen E'mani act like this. He knew that this was a different type of hurt. This wasn't some bullshit, this was the mother of his brand-new bundle of joy. The ring on his finger symbolized everlasting love and trust; something he wrecked before he could even become the man she spends the rest of his life with.

"Fuck you Jason!." Mani yelled as she tried to get out of his clasp. "You aint shit. You had me out here lookin fucking stupid"

"I aint have you doin nun Mani. You got the wrong fucking idea. You allow people to get in ya head and fucking control you! You bugging out!"

"You have some fuckin nerve. I allow people to control me? I don't even know who you are anymore! You spending nights out, don't come home for days at a time and you expect me to be okay?"

"I never said that shit bae." Jason specified swiftly.

"Don't fucking bae me nigga!" E'mani pushed Jason away and broke down in tears even more. "Why Jason!"

"Why what?" Jason asked, guilt ridden.

"Why you cheating on me? I'm up here going to school, takin care of Blessing and being a faithful woman and where was ya punk ass?! In bed, sleeping with someone else. Not one but two bitches, I know you fucked that girl and before you even lie you can save ya fucking breath. I want you out and by the way yo clothes is on this lawn I guess you knew that was next."

"I aint touch that bitch!" Jason lied, looking away. He was trying too hard to hide this shit and save his family but the more he lied, the more he knew Mani didn't believe him.

Every second that passed, he knew she was departing from his life. He wanted to tell her the reality of everything so bad, but he knows by him approving It will destroy her.

E'mani found herself in the corner of the room, knees drawn to her chest as she cried silently. Slight snuffles could be heard, breaking Jason out of his quick day dream.

"Mani." Jason took a footstep forward.

"Don't come near me. I want you the fuck out of my house." E'mani gawked up at Jason, with puffy eyes and a somber face.

"You gotta be fucking kidding me right now."

"You see me fucking laughing. You gonna throw all this away for a fucking assumption. That shit fucking crazy." He said as he turned to walk out the room.

"YOU SHITTIN ME JASON?!" E'mani shrieked behind him, this time getting up and following him. "DON'T TRY AND FLIP THIS ON ME."

Jason didn't respond back to her as he continued down the steps and shaking his head. He knew Mani was weak at this moment and he had to do something to get her to pay attention to him.

"JASON! WHERE THE FUCK YOU GOING?"

"Didn't you tell me to leave ma? I'm out and when you come to your fucking senses and stop listening to everything you fuckin hear and be a grown woman bout yo shit then we can talk. You acting like a lil insecure ass girl" Jason argued, walking to the front door.

"INSECURE?!" Mani squealed, feeling a lump in her throat.

She was fucked up because that's exactly what she was at this point.

"If I am insecure Jason, you don't make it no better. You don't make me feel secure. I am very insecure; my body has gone through a drastic change. I made a sacrifice to have Blessing. Did you forget?"

Jason shook his head. "I know what you went through. I was there, and I was also there when you acting like a stupid ass lil girl today at the fuckin arcade. You lucky them bitches don't wanna press charges against you because you had Blessing. Tss"

E'mani heart beat increased as she heard the phrase 'press charges'. She would die if she went to jail. She couldn't be a mother if she was incarcerated. She couldn't have that on her conscious.

"When you get yo act together you fuckin call me." Jason harshly spoke, looking her up and down.

E'mani stood there as she watched her man walk out her door and hopping into his truck. He placed the car in reverse and back out of the long driveway and sped down the suburban street, not giving a fuck about the speed limit of the neighborhood.

She couldn't comprehend how she went from a straight hood bitch from Compton to a softie, watching her man leave a flip the script. But those words lingered in her head.

Insecure lil ass girl. And by Jason saying those words, it was solidified and that's what broke her heart even more.

Jason rested on the bed in nothing but a pair of Red Ralph Lauren Polo Boxers and Nike tube socks with a bottle of Remy Martin in his hand and the remote in his other free hand.

Its been three days since he last heard from E'mani and he was hurting so bad. He knew he was fucked up for leaving her and flipping the script on her. But he did stop the girls from mentioning the situation to the cops and he begged with the manager that he will pay for any damages.

"Ay, come get a drink with me down stairs."

Jason fixated at the person standing in the door way. He shook his head as he held his bottle up. "Nah I'm good up here."

Drew shook her head as she shut the door behind her. She clambered into bed with her pink satin robe and soft waterfall curls that was all over her head. The night Jason walked out of E'mani and his house, he went to Drew to ask for forgiveness and he has been at her house ever since.

He's tried to call E'mani to check on Blessing, but she had to block his number because her texts weren't delivering and every time he called it went straight to voicemail. He understands that they have beef right now but him not seeing Blessing was eating his soul. He didn't know if E'mani family knew about their situation, so he didn't bother calling her Grandmothers.

"You still hungry?" Drew asked, pulling the white blanket back over her legs.

"Nah. I'm straight ma. Thank you for letting me crash here. I mean this the last place I should be after what my baby mother did to you."

Drew didn't respond. She licked her lips and nodded her head and focused on the TV screen that showed a re-run of the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air.

"So now she just ya baby momma. Before she came in there bugging she was your fiancé. What happened with that?"

"You see a ring on my finger?" he asked, getting defensive.

"Nope. I aint see one when you were fucking me either but evidently you had one." Drew shot back, viewing him in the eyes.

"Yeah well. Me and Mani done. She aint even letting me see my daughter." Jason laughed to keep from crying. "Never did I think I would be denied seeing my child."

"I'm sorry Jay. I-I know that's rough." Drew express regret, feeling bad for this whole situation.

She felt like a dumb ass. Sitting up here helping him after she got her ass damn near whipped off the counts of him. She had a soft spot for Jason and she believed in giving second chances. It was something about him from his sweet, amiable smile, gorgeous chocolate skin that was marked with significant murals that he felt needed to be tatted all over his body.

Jason turned his head to look at Drew. A slight grin crept across his face as he leaned into kiss her lightly.

"You aint gotta be sorry ma." He told her, seductively as he rubbed his hand up her thigh and carressing in between her thighs.

Drew smiled as she looked down at his hand and back into is eyes. She couldn't take her eyes off his stunning dark brown eyes. He hasn't made a move on her the past three days since he arrived, but she wasn't looking for that either.

She couldn't allow this to go down. She got played blind slightly and didn't wanna fall back into that non-sense with Jason, so maybe not being intimate was they best thing for them right now.