December 1, 1994

Shayla

|Angeles Medical Clinic|

Downtown, LA

"Alright, come on Shayla...with your round ass", Rih laughed.

I rolled my eyes as Rih held my hand and helped me up the steps to enter the building to go to my doctor's appointment.

"I don't see how you and Kim did this, I can't barely fit anything and I am always tired", I said as I wheezed a little.

I am now 6 months pregnant and if I knew it was this hard, I probably should have waited a little longer. My feet are slightly swollen and I eat everything in sight, sending Eric out all hours of the night to bring me fat burger with extra cheese and bacon on my sandwich.

[A/N : The internet is so petty lmaoo but it works for me LMAO we all know damn well this aint real ]

Being pregnant is no joke man, especially since now I am always short of breath and wheezing all over the place like a person who smokes mad cigarettes. Shit is nasty and not attractive but I am blessed to have this experience for my little one.

We are officially married now, we got eloped at City hall just like we said we would of when we were in Paris. It wasn't my ideal wedding, but I didn't wanna waste another second. We had Rih, Kim, Ren and Cube and of course Yella as our witnesses.

We planned to have a small reception in Spring of '95 and I am too excited. Sometimes, I think about my mother and how she should have been sharing this special moment with me, but I was still too stubborn to put my pride aside and pick up the phone to tell her about all the accomplishments in my life. My baby has two grandmothers, but will only know of one...Eric's Mom.

Rih and I entered the building as we approached the receptionist desk. I smiled as the receptionist looked up from her paper work and smiled.

"Well hello miss lady", she smiled as she stood up out of her chair and walked from around the desk and over to me.

"Hey Ms. Claire", I smiled as she gave me a hug, swaying us side to side.

Ms. Claire was always such a sweetheart, especially when me and Eric first came here to find out if I was with child or not. I was so scared filling out that paperwork and she told me to just relax. God makes no mistakes.

"Look at you looking like a little butterball" she laughed as she gently placed her hand on my belly. "How's the baby?"

"She's fine...She likes to kick in the middle of the night soon as I get comfortable, but other than that she's a pretty chill baby", I chuckled.

Ms. Claire smiled as she looked over at Rih. She said hello to Rih and Rih waved back. We told her that we were here for my regular check up with Dr. Price.

"Okay baby, you go take a seat and I'll bring you your paperwork. Don't you look so cute in your little dress", she cooed as she turned on her heels to walk back to her desk.

I giggled as me and Rih took a seat in the waiting room. a couple of kids were running around, some were singing to Barney that played on the TV screen and some kids colored quietly. I loved this clinic, it was so family oriented and it made waiting not so bad.

"So why Eric aint come?", Rih asked as she crisscrossed her legs and resting her purse on her lap.

I sighed, "He said he had to handle some business and then he had to meet with Tomica so she wouldn't serve him child support papers".

"Mhm" Rih twisted her lips. "I don't like that bitch. Ever since she found out you and Eric got married, she wanna threaten him with child support...that bitch is Lucifer himself"

I shrugged my shoulders as I felt E'mani start to kick softly inside of me. I held my belly and smile. Rih looked over and smiled as she placed her hand on my belly.

"Aww, my stinky dancing.... get it boo", Rih laughed as she rubbed my belly in a circular motion.

"I still can't believe I'm pregnant, like bitch", I said in amazement.

"Tuh I don't see why, you and Eric fuck like Rabbits"

"Oh, shut the f...- "

I got cut off by a lady who cleared her throat, and giving us an annoyed stare. I twisted my lips and Rih sucked her teeth, turning towards the white woman with a grey bun.

"You need some halls, because I got some...I see why you in the doctor's office, what that mouth do?"

"OH!", the elder lady scoffed as she grabbed her bag, getting up from the seat and walking out of the waiting room.

"Bitch", I laughed as I playfully smacked her shoulder. "Now you know you was wrong"

Rih rolled her eyes and shrugged her shoulders, then laughing a little bit. I swear this girl is still a crazy ass fool. I am so glad she decided to accompany me to my appointment, since Eric missed the last three.

I couldn't help the fact that I think he is handling more than business when he says he's working. I know it's pretty fucked up to be thinking that way, especially after we gotten married. But all these late nights, early mornings and missing appointments has started to put a strain on us already, well more so me.

Before Rih replied, we both looked up to see Ms. Claire approaching us with her clipboard and papers attached to it. She had a look of apprehension on her face as she approached us.

"Ladybug, I don't know who scheduled you while I was gone on vacation, but Dr. Oz nor Dr. Price is in the office this week", she said as she frowned.

"What...well what am I supposed to do?", I said with a hint of annoyance in my voice.

"Well", Ms. Claire said as she thumbed through the papers on the clipboard. "Your Primary Dr. Will be back in the office some time the beginning of next week, so I can have him call you to be one of his first appointments okay...I'm sorry Mrs. Wright".

I nodded as I slowly stood up. Shit, that alone took a lot of energy, Yeah, I am mad that I drove all the way up here to turn my big ass back around and leave, but at least I have enough prenatal vitamins to hold me off until next week.

"Okay...", I said as I scratched my head.

"You have enough Prenatal pills?"

"Enough to last me through next week", I admitted.

Ms. Claire nodded as she scribbled on her notepad. "I'm get one of the nurses to send a prescription to the nearest pharmacy.... You in a Calabasas, right?"

I nodded, "yeah but since I am already down here you can just send it to a pharmacy down this way"

"You sure?", Ms. Claire asked she expressed a look of concern.

"Yes ma'am".

"Alright, go to your nearest Walgreens in about 15 minutes...and stay off your piggy's fo they be looking like some sausages", Ms. Claire laughed as she playfully smacked my shoulder.

I laughed as me and Rih thanked her as we left out of the office. Rih walked to the parking deck to get my truck, while I waited in front for her. People think I am exaggerating about being tired and wheezing, out of breath all crazy. sometimes I even have dizzy spells. You would think by now I'd be used to it. Maybe by my second one, it will be better.

I walked up to the car door as Rih pulled up and I jumped in as we headed towards the highway to Walgreens to wait for my prescriptions. I was so tempted to call Eric and see how his meeting with Hoemica went, but I decided against it.

I'll just talk to him about it when we are home this evening.

****

Later that Evening

Eric

I sat across from Tomica as we discussed this child support situation. I decided to meet her at her house, since she suggested it. Whatever I gotta do to keep this bitch from serving me papers, then I am with it.

So much shit has been going on since Me and Shayla gotten back from Paris. Bone Thugs is on fire, I am working on a couple of tracks so I can release this double album and my wife is pregnant with my Baby girl, E'mani.

"So, these papers for what Tomica?", I asked for the third time.

She gave me a blank stare, then looking down at her cup of wine.  I have asked her the same question three times and she has yet given me an honest answer.

"Hello?" I said as I waved my hand in front of her face.

"Because, I wanted your attention..." she paused.

I looked around and then back at her eyes. She looked up at me with sadness in her eyes. Tomica bit down at her bottom lip and I watched as she picked up her cup and downed it. This was her 7th cup of wine, and I could tell she was a little loopy. Dominick was at his grandmother's house for the night, so me and Tomica can have a civilized conversation.

Hopefully.

I leaned back in the chair as I rubbed the back of my neck, then looking at my watch. I needed to get back home to see Shayla and get her some fat burger. Her ass needs to be eating some carrots and shit, clogging her arteries. She already can't breathe right since she's breathing for two.

I cut myself out of my thoughts and focused back on Tomica. I had to admit, she looked good as hell sitting there with a blue tank top, a pair of white denim shorts as her hair fell, cupping her face.

"Well. You got it so wassup with you? You threaten me with papers cause you wanted my attention?"

"Eric.... why you do that?" she asked as her voice cracked.

"Do what?" I asked with a confused expression.

She sniffled as she tucked her hair behind her ears. She grabbed for the wine bottle, but I quickly snatched it back and shook my head.

"Nah, you had enough man what you tryna do get drunk?", I chuckled as I took a swig from the bottle.

I made a sour face, then smacking my lips as I placed the wine bottle back on the table.

"Shiiiit", I groaned. "You can have that nasty shit"

"Oh...like Olde English tastes any better", Tomica laughed a little as she took the bottle and poured herself another cup.

She sipped before speaking, "But Eric...you know I still love you...why did you- "

"Oh nah, you gotta be shitting me..." I cut her off as I leaned in towards her with furrowed eyebrows. "You doing this because of Shayla?"

Silence.

"YES? NO?" I said, raising my voice a little.

Tomica sighed as she began blinking quickly. She stood up out of her seat and started pacing the floor as she ran her fingers through her hair. My eyes followed her as she walked back and forth, scratching her head. she stopped and leaned on the counter and placed her hand on her forehead.

"Eric...when you put me out that shit hurt me...A lot", she whispered as she turned her head slightly in my direction.

I stared at her. I should have just let her ass serve me the papers. I can't deal with this shit. I can't stand to see a woman cry.

"Tomica...."

"No Eric, I just want you to know I love you and that should have been me with your last name, I should have been the one waking up to you every morning and I should've been the one standing at the Eiffel tower and New Edition singing to me" She said as her voice cracked.

Seconds later, tears followed as she started sobbing uncontrollably. I sighed as I stood up and walked over to her. I rubbed her back as I used my other hand to turn her face to mine.

"Yo...ayo Mica...I-I aint know you really felt that way about me man, but I'm sorry for hurting you...for real", I admitted as I wiped her tears away.

"I...I love you so much Eric, it just fucks me up to see that she has everything that I want and I am just a baby mother", she cried as she leaned her head on my shoulder.

I hesitated as I wrapped my arms around her waist and let her cry uncontrollably in my arms. Damn, a nigga feel bad at this point. It's still fucked up for her to use our son as a pawn to get my attention though. Kids aren't toys, just something that hoes don't understand.

"Tomica.... You not just my BM, you're my friend and I love you too man, stop crying", I say as I rubbed my hands up and down her back.

Shit, her skin felt so smooth as I continued rubbing. Tomica sniffled as she slowly lifted her head from my shoulder and stared me in my eyes. I felt this weird feeling, like I should leave as she stared at me. She closed her eyes as she leaned in to kiss my lips. I closed my eyes and pressed my lips against hers.

"Mhm..." Tomica moaned in between our pecks.

Our slow pecks turned into French kisses as I picked her up and leaned her back against the counter. She tugged at my shirt as I started planting soft, gentle kisses down the nape of her neck. She smelled so good and her body felt even better in my arms.

"I...I want you", She said breathlessly in my ear before softly kissing my lobe.

As I pulled Tomica shirt over her head and continued kissing her while she leaned in, kissing my neck.

Vrrrrrrrr.... vrrrrrrrr.... vrrrrrrrr.

I felt my belt loop start to vibrate. I grabbed my pager with my free hand.

Shit, its Shayla paging my ass, I thought as Tomica slid her hands into my boxers while grabbing my face and kissing my lips passionately.

"Mhm...you're so big.... I missed this", she moaned out loud.

I raised a brow. "Oh yea? Show me" I said before sucking her bottom lip.

Tomica smirked as she jumped off the counter and dropped to her knees and pulling my pants to my ankles. I looked down and bit my lip, grabbing a fist full of her hair as I felt her warm tongue glide across the tip.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed her mouth, but thought about my wife and how she's home waiting for me.

I'm. I'm sorry bae, I thought as I shoved my self further down down her throat.

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Ms.Claire

Lucifer -____- ( Nah im just playing * Eazy Voice *

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