Shayla

"5 minutes Eric", I said as he turned around and looked at me.

He eyed me up and down while he licked his sexy ass lips, inviting me into his house. I felt the central air blast on me, sending shivers down my spine as I slowly examined his house.

It was beautiful and spacious. Way bigger than the house he had when we were together.

I followed Eric into his huge living room and sat down on the couch as he turned on the Big screen television, as my girl Michel'le video was on TV. I looked around, trying not to make eye contact him, although I felt his eyes burning in my face.

We come too far to let it all end I've told you over and over again
How I feel inside but if you go Oh baby, there's something you should know
Something you should know There's something in my heart

Ooh, has got me hooked on you

"What?" I asked as I saw him staring at me.

He softly smiled while looking away, "Nothing".

I turned my head and pressed my lips together as I rocked back and forth. I felt so weird around this guy. It hurts to even look at him. I don't need to be alone with Eric, EVER.

Bad things that I love happens when we are alone.

I decided to break the weird silence.

"I see your doing well for yourself...more than well", I added.

Eric shook his head as he kept his eyes on me, "Yeah...this music shit helping a nigga a lot. Shit changed since Cube left, gotten better actually but How's school?".

He is lying about NWA being better now that Cube left, I thought.

"it's cool, still making it happen".

"Coo", Eric nodded and folded his hands as he rested his elbows on his knees.

I heaved a sigh, curious as to what he wanted to talk about. I turned my head quickly.

"So, what you want to talk about Eric? I know you bought me in here for something", I say as I twisted my lips up.

Eric scooted closer to me as he rested his arm on top of the couch as he stared into my eyes. I stared back, feeling my heart racing at how he looked at me. Fuck, I thought. He was still fine as fuck and the last thing I needed to be was alone with him.

"Nothing, I just wanted to be alone with you", he said in a slow, deep voice as he bought his face closer to mine.

I slowly gazed at him from his jeans, scanning past his lips and into his eyes. He bit down on his bottom lip as he intensely stared back, causing me to look away and biting the inside of my cheek.

"You know a nigga still love you, right?"

My head shot up as I felt a mixture of love and hate rush through my veins. I knew I shouldn't have come in here with him. I'm getting caught up in his shit, again.

I stood up, "Eric No...Just no, I said as I tried to walk off.

"Aye, Aye, Aye Shayla...don't go", I was grabbed back by Eric strong hands pulling me back by my waist and pressing his torso against my back.

I felt his manhood resting on my behind, causing me to bite down gently on my lip.

I wiggled to break free, but not enough to get out of his grasp. I closed my eyes as my chest heaved up and down.

"You tryna fuck with my head, you don't love me so don't start", I started choking on my tears as I felt them swell the rim of my eyes right on que.

"Shayla...don't say no shit like that, I fucking care for you but I was being a selfish ass nigga." He said to me as he wrapped his arms tighter around my waist.

He continued, "when you left a niggga that note with your ring, I was hurt as hell...- "

"You were hurt?!" I shrieked as I broke out of his grasp and facing him now.

I continued as my tears fell freely down my face.

"You were hurt? I was hurt countless times by you. I loved you, cared for you but you only loved yourself!! you don't give a fuck about no body but yourself. You had babies on me, cheated countless times and every time you came to me with a sorry ass apology, I listened to you and took you back just for you to do the same shit you apologized for!" I became hysterical as I started slapping my hands against his chest.

"Yo, Shayla chill the fuck out I said I was sorry. You were right okay?!" Eric screamed as he grabbed my waist and pulling me to his face.

He took his hand and grabbed my face, turning it towards his.

"You right, I am a fucked-up nigga, I am selfish, I don't give a fuck about nothing but myself, I get that but Shayla, Shayla baby please listen to me" Eric pleaded as I shook my head no, with tears soaking my face.

"No Eric, I knew I shouldn't have come in here" I sobbed as I tried to pull out of Eric's grasp, but I was so weak when it comes to him.

"You see this shit!  look around this mother fucka!" Eric yelled as he looked around the living room then back at me "this fucking house, these cars, and shit I'm rich as fuck!"

I pushed him in his chest while screaming, "YOU THINK I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THAT SHIT! I WAS WITH YOU WHEN YOU WAS A DOPE DEALER ARE YOU...- "

"AND THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU SHAYLA" Eric screamed in my face as his chest heaved up and down. "YOU WAS DOWN FOR A NIGGA WHEN HE AINT HAVE SHIT, AND I LET YOU SLIP OUT MY LIFE FOR THESE HOES"

I grew silent as I watched the tears form in Eric eyes as he screamed in my face. His jaw clenched and his chest quickly heaved as he stared at me.

"A nigga should of loved you better Shayla, I am man enough to sit here and tell you that. I aint that nigga you fell in love with, I'm sorry"

I covered my face as I felt more hot tears stroll down my cheeks. I couldn't hold it any more. Those two years of keeping my tears hostage and built up has finally came spilling out like a leaky faucet.

"Look at me Shayla", Eric expressed in a serious tone filled with lots of base.

I didn't budge as I stood there with my face covered with my hand.

"Look at me Shayla!"

He grabbed my face and turned it to his, "These past two years was hard for a nigga, I hate to admit it but Shayla I should of treated you right. Every night I was living life in the fast lane" he looked away and back up at me, now with tears staining his cheeks.

"you was out of sight, but you never left my mind baby" He choked. "...I...I love you girl" he stammered as he grabbed my face as he placed his lips on top of mine.

"Eric.... No", I whined in between kisses.

I felt him deepen the kiss as his warm tongue slid in between my lips and dancing across my tongue. I let out soft whimpers as he pulled me closer to him, walking me backwards to the couch.

"Fuck, I missed you' he said breathlessly as he leaned back into kissing me.

He pushed me on the couch as he hovered over me, then leaning his body on top of mine. We French kissed each other, which started to get me hot and wet in between my thighs.

Eric grabbed my thighs with his hands and squeezed them as he rubbed his hands down my legs, and placing them around his back.

"Eric", I whispered with faint breathing.

"shhh", he placed his finger on my lips.  He started tongue kissing my neck softly as he slid my bathing suit bottoms to the side and began massaging my clit.

"ohh my god", I breathed as I still felt his warm tongue on my neck and his finger swirl around in my love box.

I cussed myself for allowing my hips to start moving to the rhythm of his hand. I hissed as I grinded on his fingers.

"Faster," I licked my lips and moaned as I grabbed his face and planted kisses on his lips.

The tip of our tongues danced together as he groaned, then sucking on my bottom lip.

"...Shiit girl, I missed you so fucking much", he says in a low, sultry deep tone in between kissing me.

He pulled his jeans and boxers down as he continued kissing me and massaging my clit, causing me to cream all over his fingers.

"Fuck" I mumbled, as I heard how wet I was as he twirled his fingers inside of me.

He pushed himself inside of me as I allowed a moan to escape my lips.

"Ugh," I whined as he started moving his hips in a circular motion as he stared into my eyes, while sucking on his bottom lip.

Shayla, get your ass up now right fucking now you got a whole man at home wait but it feels so good...get the fuck up now bitch! I thought to myself as I started up at Eric.

"Eric, stop" I whined louder as his pace sped up.

"You feel this dick?" he moaned as he leaned in kissing my lips.

Once he said that, I felt him stroke deeper inside of me and grabbing my ass, squeezing it tighter, causing my eyes to roll to the back of my head.

"Yessssssss, Eric stoppppp" I moaned as he pumped faster.

"Shhhh", he groaned while thrusting faster, holding his mouth open.

"Eric stop, stop!" I screamed as I smacked his face hard as hell, causing it to echo throughout the living room.

He immediately stopped and slid out of me, standing up with my juices dripping on him. I sat up and fixed my bikini bottoms, then standing up.

"I can't go there with you" I cried as I made my way out the living room.

"Shayla...Shitt Shayla wait!" I heard Eric call out to me as he grabbed his pants, pulling them up and running behind me while holding them up.

He ran in front of me and stopped me in my tracks, "What the hell Shayla? Why you stop?!"

"Eric, I cannot. -"

"You aint hear nothing I said? Huh?" He questioned frantically.

"Eric...pl... -"

"What the fuck a nigga gotta...- "

"Eric I have a man already!" I bellowed as I watched his face expression change.

It look like his whole ego shattered when I said those words. I watched his jaw clench as pain spread across his face as I wiped my tears away from my eyes.

"I'm.... I'm sorry but I just can't do this anymore Eric, I've...I've moved on" I cried as I pushed my way past him.

I looked back as he stood there, blank expression and frozen, like a sculpture.

"I...I'm...Sorry Eric", I whispered once again, quickly walking out his patio door and back into the pool party.

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[ A/N : This update took me for ever. Why? cause writers block is trying to fuck me up. But anywaysssss, How yall feel about this? Eric and Shayla are messy af if you ask me lmaoooo. What yall think should//going to happen next.

Lemme hear it :D]

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