Eric

I yanked my pants up and I scurried to get dressed.

"SHIT!"

I cussed as tripped over my feet as I looked around for my Locs.

Shayla is going to fucking kill me. It is 10:45 am and she know damn well I don't know anyone out here.

As I found my Locs Laying on the floor on the side of bed, I bent down as I placed them in my pocket.

"Eazy!"

I Shot up as I watched an angry Jadae storm through the hotel door, face red as a tomato and nostrils flairing. She looked like the devil himself.  

She walked over to me, hitting me in my chest with her small hands, screaming at the top of her lungs.

"You got someone here with you! You are full of shit!"

She screamed as she smacked me rapidly in my chest. Grabbing her wrists and shaking her as she started cussing me out in Spanish.

"Girl what the Fuck is wrong with you hitting me like that'?! You lost yo mind bitch!"

"Who you got here with you Eazy! You got your bitch here and you down here fucking me bareback and your bitch is in the same fucking place as me!" Jadae cried.

I wanna know how the Fuck she knows that someone is here with me. I didn't mention Shayla not once last night when we were at sky lounge.

"What drugs you smoking bitch? Ain't nobody here with me and keep yo motherfucking hands to yo self!" I clenched my jaw, pointing to her.

I pushed her against the wall as she stood there with her hair all over her head. Her lips trembling and chest heaving up and down rapidly.

"You gonna just Fuck me and think that's it ?!"

I folded my bottom lip while staring back at her,

" Yeah? You know that I can't get down with you like that, besides I know you fucked Yella with yo freak ass. If you think I'm wifing someone who fucked my brother, then you crazier than I thought you was!" I chucked.

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O'Shea

" That shit was pretty good" I said as I used the tooth pick to get the food out my teeth.

Rih and I finished eating and she mentioned something about having to go back to LA early. She got called in to cover a shift since another supervisor called out.

"It was good, not better than my cooking but you know" Rih teased as she grabbed my hand.

We walked down the hall way and heard muffled arguing. As we walked further, the voices got louder.

Rih made the same " what the Fuck " face as we walked past 1055 and heard screaming.

" you ain't SHIT Eazy get the fuck out"

"Scandalous ass bitch, you gonna Fuck my bro then expect me to wanna be with your stupid ass, miss me with that bullshit"

Rih slowly turned her head to me as we both were leaning against the door with our ear to the door.

I shook my head as I listened to the conversation. 

This nigga Eazy man, I thought.

Anyone who knew him would clearly know that it was his voice.I pressed my ear closer to the cold door as I tried to listen to the convo.

"Fuck you! Down here fucking me while you got your whole BITCH here" the female screamed in a jealous rage.

" Yup and I still got pussy from yo loose ass, fuck out my face you ho ass BITCH suck my dick", I heard Eric voice elevate higher than his normal high pitch voice.

" I knew it ... I knew it ", Rih clapped her hands together as she jumped up and down letting a sinister laugh out.

" Don't you FUCKING dare..." I clenched my teeth.

I grabbed Rih hand before she banged on the door. Rih swiftly turned her head, eyeballing me up and down.

" Let me go! When will that short nigga realize, he isn't shit and he begged for my best friend to come back to his... NO FUCK THIS"

Rih pulled out my grasp but I caught her back, wrapping my arms around her waist as she wiggled to get out my grasp.

" Calm yo ass down, don't be fucking messy here at least wait until you get back to LA to tell her Rih for real" I warned.

Rih chest heaved up and down as tears starting falling down her cheeks. I licked my lips and looked away from her.

" Come on, before they come out the room"

I grabbed Rih Hand, walking towards the elevator. As we got on the elevator and I put my key to go up to the pent house, I heard Rih sniffling as she cried silently all the way up.

This shit is crazy man. My girl is hurting now cause my bro is hurting her best friend.

What the Fuck could I possibly say? It'll be okay. 

That's bullshit and corny. It won't be okay.

We stepped off the elevator, Rih walking quickly in front of me to our room. I watched as she dipped the key card into the door and swung it open.

Once I got in the room, I watched her as she frantically packed all her things throwing them wildly into the suitcase. 

I sat on the bed, watching her dart back and forth throughout the room, with anger all over her face.

"You going back like right now?" I questioned.

"Mhm", she replied.

I shook my head and ran my fingers through my hair. This trip wasn't supposed to be like this.

Leave it to Eazy man. Always into something. 

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Shayla

"Okay thank you, we will be there to pick it up at will-call...Thanks again", I said after hanging up the phone.

I was completely dressed in a pair of grey fitted sweat pants, a Jean jacket with a sports bra underneath it, following a pair of Michael Kors flip flops.

I looked down at my ring finger as my promise ring glistened beautifully. It was one of the most symbolic beautiful pieces I have received, besides the chain Eric gave me.

I slid the ring off my finger and placed it on top of the counter top along with note I left for him. I felt a tear fall out my right eye as I looked down at the items.

A whole month of not speaking to him, to ending up in Arizona to break up once again. This shit comes with a price and I played myself once again.

Every female has or have had that one guy that the they've played fool for. I have been a fool one too many times for Eric. 

He just knows he can do dirt, fuck woman, run around and my ass will take him back.

Not anymore. I am completely done.

I rolled my suitcase towards the door and looked around the room once more. I shook my head in disappointment, opening the door to see Michel'le, Kim and Rih standing their waiting for me.

I let the door close behind me as I head nodded then heading to the elevator to leave the hotel.

"You feeling okay?" Kim asked me, lowering her sunshades on her face.

"Yeah Kim, I'll be fine" 

I smiled, knowing damn well I was lying to myslf.

I put my Celine shades on my face and sucked my bottom lip. The pain I felt inside was cutting me like a sharp cut. 

I literally felt my heart skip. My hands shook as I felt the rush of adrenaline surge through my body like a jolt of electricity.

I felt my cheeks tremble, along with my lips but I did not make one sound or hint that I was breaking down, mentally and physically.

We finally stepped out the elevator and out the hotel to see our ride was waiting for us. Michel'le had gotten Jerry to get us limo service to the airport.

"Good After noon ladies" The chauffeur spoke as he bowed to us.

"Hello" we said in unison.

He opens the door for us, me climbing in last after Rih then closing it. I laid my head on the window, looking up at the tall buildings in the sky. 

My mind flew to thoughts about Eric and maybe I should have said something...

No. I shouldn't have to explain anything to someone who can't do right by me. its time I stop being a cry baby weak bitch and be that bitch I was when I was in Queens. 

No one fucked with me or thought about crossing me.

I felt the limo pull off as we sat in silence on the way to the airport. I looked over at Rih who had a clear attitude as she kept shaking her left leg with a scowl on her face.

"What's wrong?" I asked, breaking the silence.

Rih looked at me then quickly away.

"Nothing", she spat.

I made a sour face expression, leaning back on the window and looking at the different cars that we flew by on the highway. 

I fluttered my eyes as I felt the tears ready to fall under my sunshades.

One tear fell, rolling down my cheek in a trickling motion, followed by five more, which rapidly turned into a pool of tears. 

I looked down to see my cleavage wet from my tears that I cried for Eric.

I was down for this guy. I loved him and he loved me, but not enough to put his hoish ways behind him and just commit to me. 

iIts killing me to leave him, but I have bigger dreams and deserve much more than to be treated like a fucking doormat.

This was the last time and I really mean it this time.

There is no more Eric and Shayla. Not now, not again and not ever.

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Eric

I squeezed my eyes tightly as I slowly opened the hotel door, waiting for my ass to be smacked into the wall.

Instead, I was greeted with a freshly made bed and a clean room. Something didn't feel right.

I didn't see Shayla bags or any trace of her inside the room.

"What the fuck?" I say out loud as I took off my jacket, tossing it on the bed.

I walked over to the counter and I felt a lump in my throat as I seen her promise ring attached with a note. 

I rubbed my lips together, feeling my stomach turn, doing crazy flips.

I grabbed the note quickly and my eyes scanned the note:

Eric,

I'm writing this to let you know, Im sick of going back and forth with you. By you not coming back in the room last night lets me know you are still a selfish, lying ass, poor excuse for a man, boyfriend and womanizing bastard. I feel so stupid to have sat there and believed that you would be faithful, start a family, wanting me to birth your children and have a family together. I wish I didn't believe you. I refuse to sit around as if I have no value to you; which I clearly don't.

So go, Go out with other chicks Be all up in the mix You got the right to do it You wanna be a pimp? Be treated like a prince Go 'head Cause now you got ya crown back if you only knew what I felt for you You would have held on tighter

Fought a little harder Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love . Im Moving on and  I'm not looking back.

And I promise you, one day soon you'll see, You'll reach out for me and I won't be there. See Boy you had a keeper

But you didn't know how to treat her. 💔

- Shayla 

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