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Its Sunday and I am here with the next update. Hope you like it.

Thank you everyone for the votes & comments, Thank you for encouraging me, really means a lot🙂🙂🙂. Without further ado here's the next part, Hope you like it.

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Sonakshi's hands were quivering as she held the DIVORCE PAPERS, the tiny bit of hope that she had of finding Dev and talking through the matter seemed to be seeping away from her. Yes, their relationship was more of a namesake now but still this hurt her, in fact hurt her really bad. The papers indicated to her that Dev had absolutely given up the hope of resurrecting their relationship ever but then could she blame him for thinking the same, in fact she knew that right from the time they had met after 7 years she had always made it clear that they did not share any other relationship except being Suhana's parents and that was the only remaining piece of thread which held their relationship but now it seemed even that thread was breaking. As she looked at the papers something stuck her mind, normally in a Divorce it was important that both the partners are present when the case was heard, that meant Dev needed to be present as well and that thought re-ignited her dwindling hopes of seeing Dev again, but little she know that her this hope would be crushed as well, she started reading the letter again.

"Dr.Bose, mujhey pata hai aap yahi soch rahi hongi ki bina mere presence ke ye Divorce kaisey possible hoga but don't worry Dr.Bose, ye ek UNCONTESTED DIVORCE hai aur kyunki hum dono ne PRE-NUP papers sign kiye hain jiskey according humarey separation ke terms kafi clear hai toh aapko fikar karney ki koi zaroorat nahi hai. Aur rahi baat Suhana ke custody ki, toh Suhana ke upar mera jo bhi haq tha wo mainey ussi din kho diya jiss din mainey aapkey diye huey papers sign kiye they aur phir PRE-NUP papers bhi yahi kehte hain ki mera Suhana par koi haq nahi. So aapko sirf inn DIVORCE PAPERS pe sign karna hai Dr.Bose and after a few days you will be free from this UNWANTED RELATIONSHIP which has been burdening you all these years. I am really sorry that you had to bear this relationship but not any more Dr.Bose, You are free from this. I will never come back in your life, We were never meant to be together Dr.Bose" As Sonakshi read that her last hope shattered as well, tears were now flowing unabashed from her eyes. Never in her wild imagination she could think that some pieces of paper would shatter her whole world but that is what was precisely happening. Her eyes went back to the letter.

"Main aap se unn sab cheezon ke liye maafi maangna chahta hoon jab aap meri wajah se hurt hui hain Dr.Bose. Chahey wo Aapko forcefully mere Maa ke liye personal nutritionist ki tarah hire karna ho ya phir jab bhi aapko meri parivar walon ke wajah se humiliate hona pada ho. Aapkey saath break-up, aapko stalk karna, meri wajah se aapkey engagement ka tootna, wo sabhi vaadey jo main nibha nahi paaya, unn sab ke liye main aapsey maafi maangta hoon Dr.Bose, ho sakey toh please mujhey maaf kar dijiyega. She paused as all those memories came flooding back to her, she continued reading the letter

"I am sorry Dr.Bose ki main aapkey liye kabhi stand nahi le paaya, chahey wo uss waqt ho jab Maa ne bachey ke liye aapko force kiya ya phir uss waqt jab Mamiji aap par ilzam laga rahi thi ki aapney mujhsey sirf paison ke liye shaadi ki. I am sorry ki main ne aapsey aapke infertility ka sach chupaya Dr. Bose. I know shayad ye galtiyan aisi hai jo maafi ke layak nahi hai lekin ho sakey toh mujhey maaf kar dijiyega aur agar ho sakey toh Maa ko bhi maaf kar dena, usney jo bhi kiya wo mere liye kiya, mujhey ussey rokna chahiye tha lekin main wo kar nahi paaya. Ismey Maa ki koi galti nahi hai, iss liye unkey liye apney dill main koi kadvahat mat rakhiyega Dr.Bose" And once again the bitter memories came back, if only things could have been handled better that time and they would have been a little patient, but nothing could be undone now. She was baffled that even after knowing the doings of his mother, he had taken the blame upon himself and defended his mother.

"You deserve the best Dr.Bose and I am sorry that I could not give you the best of anything. Neither I could be a good husband, a good son-in-law nor a good father. I am sorry that because of me you could not live your fairy tale. But not anymore Dr.Bose, you are free from this relationship, please start living your dreams Dr.Bose, you deserve it. I know I am no one to tell you this but Jatin is good person, in fact you know him better than me. He has always supported you, in fact he is like a father to Suhana and Mr.Bose likes him as well, so please move on. If possible, please move on with Jatin. PLEASE MOVE ON, GOOD BYE DR. BOSE" and thus ended his letter as Sonakshi turned into a crying mess by now. The letter conveyed his guilt, his mistakes but more importantly it conveyed his pain, the pain which she could never imagine he must have gone through, she lied down on the bed contemplating on the future as the flow of tears from her eyes never ceased as slowly sleep crept upon taking her to the land of nod.

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Ishwari was sitting on her bed with her head leaning against the headboard staring into nothingness, the happenings of the evening had taken a toll on her, after the Bose family exited she tried to speak to her daughters but was snubbed by them. They were not ready to listen to her after knowing the truths breaking her even more than she already was. In a blink of an eye she lost all her kids and there was nothing she could do, the letter given by Misha was still in her hand as could not gather the courage to read the letter. After what seemed like an eternity with trembling hands she opened the letter and the very first word brought a fresh set of tears in her eyes as the person who did not get tired of saying that was not with her anymore, for it was written MAA, trying to regain her composure she started reading the letter.

Maa,

"Jab tak tu ye khat padegi tab tak main bohot door chala gaya hounga aur iske liye main kafi sharminda hoon, ho sakey toh mujhey maaf kar de. Lekin main abb aur kisi ko dukh nahi dena chahta hoon Maa, mujhey iss liye ye faisla lena padha. Mujhey pata hai ki shayad thodey dino ke liye sabki zindagi main thodi takleef hogi lekin waqt ke saath sab Theek ho jayega. Tu hi kehti hai na Maa ki raat bhale hi jitni bhi kaali ho lekin subah ka sooraj jab ugta hai tab wo ek naya ujala, nayi umeed leke aata hai, toh issey bhi ek Kaali raat ki tarah samajhna Maa, shayad main hi wo kaali raat hoon jiski wajah se sabki zindagiyan ulajh ke reh gayi hai, jiski wajah se sabki zindagi main andhera chhaya hua hai, issliye yahi sahi hoga ki main tum sabki zindagi se door chala jaaon taki tum sab apni zindagi ek naye sirey, ek naye umeed ke saath shuru kar sako"  as Ishwari read that a realization hit her, the realization of her son's pain. The realization that his pain was so deep that he compared himself with a dark night, if only she could turn back the clock and tell him he was not the dark night, in fact he was the sunshine for which she lived but it was too late now, she was sobbing uncontrollably imagining the pain that her son had gone through.

"Mainey tujhsey vaada kiya tha ki main tera saath kabhi nahi chhodunga aur zindagi bhar tere saath rahunga lekin aaj main ney vahi vaada tod diya, mujhey maaf kar de Maa. Meri wajah se tujhey zindagi bhar taklifon se guzarna padha aur mainey kya kiya, main tujhey sirrf dukh deta raha. Meri wajah se tu ghar ghar jaake kaam karti, logon ke taaney sunti, lekin tuney sirf mere liye wo sab saha, yahan tak ki neha ka gussa bhi saha lekin main ney kiya. Mainey sirf tujhey dukh diye, ho sakey toh mujhey maaf kar dena Maa." And once again just as always her son had taken the whole blame upon himself as Ishwari's tears never ceased, he blamed himself for her troubles but the fact was that he also had a broken childhood just because he wanted to give a good life for his mother, for his sisters yet today the situation was such that he was blaming himself for their miseries, if only she could tell him that it was not him but her because of whom everyone's life had messed up, she started reading the letter again.

"Maa, pichley saat saalon main jo bhi hua mujhey unn sabke liye maaf kardey Maa. Jab mujhey tera aur apni behno ka khayal rakhna chahiye tha tab main apney hi gamon main dooba hua tha, kitni baar tujhsey kadvi baatein ki. Jab meri behno ki shaadi ho rahi thi tab main unke saath nahi tha, ho sakey toh mujhey maaf kar de. Naa toh main ek accha beta bann paya, naa to ek accha bhai aur nahi apni beti ke liye aacha Pita. I AM SORRY MAA, I AM REALLY SORRY"

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Done, How was it??. Frankly, once again I am really nervous at how this part and the future story will be received. A shorter update than usual, so maybe I will compensate with an update mid-week🙂🙂🙂.

As always, awaiting your votes/thoughts/feedback & comments as the future updates of this story would depend on that. So please do vote, makes the writer happy🙂🙂🙂.

PRECAP - HIS FINAL LETTERS CONTINUES...😢😢😢

Please ignore the grammatical mistakes.