**Some...sexual comments- Viewer discretion is advised**

The next few days were long and strenuous. The majority of the Gladers now avoided me, treating me like some weird creature to be marveled at. The other few still treated me like a walking sex toy, the comments that were thrown at me didn't get better. And when I was with people I wanted to be alone, but when I was curled up on my bed I wanted to be with someone, the memories would come back, and the aching sorrow of Fred would hit.

I tried to be a big girl and sleep in my own bed, but every time I would wake up screaming, tangled in my blanket. A few times I was hyperventilating so bad I passed out, or threw up. Newt tried his best, but he gave up and would run for Gally each time. Gally seemed to be the only one who could handle my night terrors, especial the one time I woke up swinging. He would just hold me tight, while I sobbed into his chest.

That next morning I woke with a groan, I was feeling a bit better yesterday, but today I felt like klunk. My stomach felt queasy and I felt exhausted.

"Hey." Said a sleepy rough voice.

I shifted and saw Gally blinking the sleep out of his eyes. Shuck that morning voice is hot. I wiggled closer and laied down on top of him, my head on his chest. except I had to shift a few times, giving up I slid back off laying on my side.

"Everything okay, Char?"

"My boobs hurt." I whined.

His sleepy eyes shot up, and a smirk slid across his face.

"I could kiss 'em better." He rumbled, running a hand through my hair. I gasped, and sat up, smacking him in the chest.

"You are the only one who can say klunk like that and keep his face intact!" I growled, narrowing my eyes at him.

He gave me a roguish smile, and pulled me back down, and rolled us over so he was hovering over me. He slowly lowered himself down, and kissed slowly down my neck. My eyes fluttered closed with a small hmm, he had the ability to make me melt every time he touched me.

He kept kissing lower and lower. My stomach exploding with butterflies, my face heating up.

"...Gally..." I whispered.

He kept kissing gently, slowly swirling his tounge on my cleavage. I just heard him growl.

"Ouch!" I yelped, pulling his head away, "I told you they hurt. Stop!" I whimpered.

"Fine." He pouted, and rolled onto his back.

"Oh get over it. Your the only one who's getting any..so be happy." I scolded, sitting up

"Your right, your my girl and all mine." He growled, also sitting up, and kissing my neck and getting out of bed.

I watched as he stretched and threw on a shirt. I sighed and got up, but grabbed my head and sunk back to the bed. Gally frowned and came to crouch in front of me.

"I feel kinda sick."

"Well its only been like what 2 and a half weeks since you woke up from the changing? I told you it's gonna take a while, that Griever poison has to leave your system." He said gently, tucking some hair behind my ear.

I nodded.

"Just take it easy today. I know..as much as I hate it..you want to get back into the maze..." He looked away for a moment, and closed his eyes, collecting himself, "I know you want to go back, but I need you to be safe, so that means healthy!"

"It's for Fred. He died a stupid pointless death! I need to find a way home...for him!" I whispered, the tears springing to my eyes almost immediately.

"I know." He sighed. "But you don't need to die a pointless death either." He said more firmly.

I sighed, knowing he was right. Raking my hand through my hair I leaned forward I kissed him gently.

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The loud shrill siren went off, meaning another poor kid was being brought up to this hell. I had been helping Fry and Vinny in the kitchen. I hated just sitting in my butt, even though Jeff, Newt and Alby kept telling me to rest and take it easy, I hated it. At least in the kitchen I could sit and still be helpful.

I sighed heavily. I slid off the bench and followed the mass crowd. I didn't understand why this day was always so exciting for the Gladers. Maybe it meant a bonfire and drinking and letting loose? I always hated it. My stomach would twist and I always felt sick and the panic trying to rise and take over. I grabbed my inventory books hugging them tight to my chest and slowly followed. I was lost in my own thoughts, my head down, watching my feet so I jumped a mile high when someone threw an arm over my shoulder.

"Jeezes Mouse! The shuck you trying to do to me?" I yelped, once my heart rate slowed enough to talk.

"You looked lonely Tiger."

I just hummed. Laying my head on his shoulder.

"How ya feeling? Ready to get back at it? Ben and I checked out that new section you had in your notes! That's a crazy place! And I would like to have you Ben and Jax with me to explore it."

I nodded slowly. "Yeah, soon. Sorry Min, this really took a lot out of me."

"Hey hey, I'm not forcing or rushing you! Kay? Don't shucken push it! You need to be 100% before you come back. Just letting you know the plan, for when you do!" He said quickly, he gave me such a stern look I felt like I was being scolded by a big brother.

I gave him a grateful smile, but sighed.

"I'd like to be out sooner, trust me!"

"You got it Tiger!"

He nodded and shoved his way to the front, just in case his muscle was needed. I made my way over to the Deadheads and sat down leaning on a tree, that was close bye, so I could see and hear the action, but without sitting in the direct sun. It was making me feel sick and dizzy.

The poor kid came up crying. He ended up passing out and Clint carried him to the MedHut. Newt shooed everyone back to their jobs. Gally waved me over and off I went to do my job. I sat on the grass going through everything, check everything off the lists and sorting it. By the time we were done, I was holding the bile down, breathing heavily through my mouth.

"Hey, baby, you really don't look good." Gally came to sit beside me, frowning.

"Yeah...deffenitly feeling sick! Oh shuck!"

I scrambled over and threw up, all over the grass. I wiped my mouth and groaned, sitting back down leaning against the boxes.

"Why?" I moaned, "this sucks!"

"You were out of a full week! Your just having a harder time with it, I was the same way, just..not as long!"

I just moaned again, leaning my head on his shoulder. He draped an arm over my shoulders and pulled me closer, kissing the top of my head. He stood up and held out a hand. I ignored it and got to my feet, but my head went dizzy for a moment, and I staggered. Gally sighed exasperated, but put a hand on my back to steady me.

"Your so shucken stubborn."

"Eh, its why you like me so much." I grinned up at him.

He frowned at me, and kissed my forehead.

"No."

"No?"

"I don't like you."

"Excuse me? You better think about your next words very carefully Gally!" I whispered menacingly.

"I already have."

I just raised an eyebrow and folded my arms. He turned towards me, pulling me closer, and wrapping his arms around me. He was never one for PDA like this before, so I wasn't sure what he was doing. We stood in the middle of the Glade, his arms around me, one buried in my hair.

"I love you Charlie."

I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I just blinked a few times. My brain was short circuiting.

"You...you..love me?" I finally managed to sputter.

He nodded immediately, "Yes." He said firmly, his eyes were steady and I didn't see any hesitation or doubt in his eyes. My heart skipped a beat.

"Gally?" I whispered.

He hummed, looking at me with such a tender gentleness I made my shaking legs feel weaker.

"I hate you." I gave him a cheeky smile, and pushed up onto my toes.

He chuckled, and leaned closer and muttered against my lips, "I know Charlie. I hate you too."

"Hey! Is it my turn?" Some guy yelled.

Gally ripped himself away and whipped his head towards the kid. It was one of his builders. The murderous look in Gally's eye made me shudder. He turned towards me gave me a quick kiss on the forehead.

"I have something to take care of. I'll see you later Baby."

He stormed after the kid who was smart enough to turn tail and run.

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I was crouching in the shower moaning. I had just finished throwing up. The shuck is wrong with me? I stood up and put my face into the steam of warm water. I finished washing my hair and turned the water off, getting dressed in front of the mirror I spotted a little hick on my chest from this morning. I sighed and rolled my eyes. At least this one was easier to cover up than the last time. I shook my head, the comments I got the day I left the MedHut, I was weak and shaky, still feverish, but able to leave, and the night previous...

My head snapped up, my eyes wide. My heart was beating wildly, and my breathing came in short gasps. I dressed as fast as I could, and sprinted towards my room. I flung the door wide open and dug through my stuff, finding the little box of white pills, counting the days. I sat at the edge of the bed, in a full blown panic. The door opened behind me and in strolled Newt.

He took one look at me and frowned. I had tears streaming down my face, and I couldn't breath.

"Charlie? What's wrong? Should I get Gally? Those memories again?"

He turned to leave when I choked a "No!" out. He turned back around and came to sit beside me, frowning.

"Then what's wrong, Love?"

I just handed him the little box of pills. He took it frowning. He looked at it and then at me and back to the box.

"I don't understand, I'm sorry Charlie.."

"It's birth control Newt. The Creators sent it up my first month with the crate of stuff. It's been with each crate for me, each month. Helps keep the cramps away and keeps my period regular, easier to handle. "

He nodded slowly, understanding that part. I took a slow breath, tears fell down my face.

"I went through the changing, and never took them. Obviously. Then...Gally and I...that was two and a half weeks ago. Newt, I haven't taken it since the morning I was Taken."

Realization hit, and I saw it in his eyes as they widened. His mouth dropped.

"You didn't use any protection?" He gasped.

I shook my head, "no." I said so quietly I'm not sure he heard. "Those stupid pills are also a contraceptive. But because I never took them because the changing..."

"Oh shuck, Charlie!" He sat quiet his face as pale as mine. "Do you really think you could be? Have you told Gally?"

I shook my head, twisting my fingers. I leaned forwards putting my head in my hands. "There is always the possibility Newt. And I feel like shucken Klunk today! I should have gotten my period 2 days ago, according to those pack of pills."

Newt pulled me into a hug and just held me, I felt so numb. This couldn't be happening. Not here. Not now.

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I sat by the fire with the runners, holding a plate of food but not eating much.

"You're looking a little miserable. Wanna a drink?" Minho asked.

My head shoot up so fast, it paled.

"Might take the edge off." He shrugged and got up before I answered.

I couldn't take the chance. He came back with two jars and tried to hand one to me.

"No thanks Min." I waved my hand.

"What? Tiger isn't drinking? No drunk wrestling tonight?" He teased.

My anger jumped to the surface.

"Is that all I'm good for? Get drunk for all your slint heads and giving you a show? Is that all I am? A good show?" I snapped, getting up. Leaving my food behind I stormed away. Leaving a very confused Minho Ben and Jax behind.

I bumped into Alby.

"Hey Snips. You feelin' up for wrestling?"

"Is that all I am to you guys? Just a shucken show pony?" I snapped and stormed away again, leaving another confused guy behind.

On my way to the table where Gally was standing, the new kid tripped and fell into me. I growled and shoved him away into another kid, so spilt his drink. He stood up and whipped towards me.

"What it! You Glade slut!" He yelled, dripping wet.

I leapt at him with a loud snarl. I slammed my fist into his face. Some other kid jumped in. So now it was two to one. But I managed to swing my fist into the new kids stomach, so his fist hitting my cheek didn't have the same impact. Before I could swing again, I was ripped away.

"ENOUGH!" Alby roared. "Go! You've had enough party for the night!"

They both started to protest.

"I told you slint heads! Keep your shuck mouths closed and your hands to your self. You've caused problems already today Jay. Gally came to have a word about you with me. Now leave." Alby ordered.

"Gally, take her away too. She needs so bloody calm down." Newt said, looking very pointedly at me.

I was still struggling against his grip. He picked me up and hulled me away, over his shoulder.

"Stop. Gally stop!" I suddenly cried.

"Charlie, you need to go to bed, I don't know what the shuck is going on with you, but Minho said you flipped out, same with Alby. What's going on?"

"Please let me down Gally!"

He let me go and I immediately crumpled to the grass and threw up. Again.

"Charlie!" He squatted down beside me.

"I'm fine." I snapped and whipped my mouth, I got back to my feet.

"No, your obviously not fine! That's the second time today...that I've seen!"

"I said I'm fine Gally. Back off." I snapped again, pushing passed him and into the Homestead.

Gally caught up with me rubbing his forehead.

"Charlie? Please."

"Gally! Slim it! I'm fine!" I snapped again, wrapping my arms around my stomach, I could feel the hot burning tears and the tightness in my throat and chest.

"Charlie! Shuck Sakes!" Gally yelled, he had stopped at the end of the hall, throwing his hands up.

I kept walking and into his room. He stormed in after me.

"For the love of everything holly, Charlie! What is your shucken problem?!" He yelled, slamming the door.

I had my back to him, my arms wrapped around my waist.

"Just tell me!"

I shook my head.

"Tell me Charlie! Shuck!" He screamed.

I mumbled something and he didn't hear.

"What? Just tell me! Use your shucken words Charlie!"

I whipped around, tears streaming down my face.

"I might be pregnant Gally!" I yelled.

He stood dumbstruck. His anger melted into confusion and then understanding and then it went white.

"Oh shuck." He whispered.

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**Oh shuck is right**

**But come one! He said I love you!💕**