(A/N: parknagiii eto na tapos ko na. Dedicate ko sa iyo to. ❤❤ sana magustuhan mo.. play niyo yung music para mas feel niyo haha.)

"I love you" kyungsoo muttered, too shy to his husband because they're both naked under the sheets.

Jongin looked at him so lovingly .

"Why are you saying this all of a sudden?" Kyungsoo pouted.

"You know im not an affectionate person, but if you don't liked what i've said i'll take it back" kyungsoo sulked then hide himself under the blanket. Jongin laugh because of kyungsoo's cute behavior.

Jongin hugged his husband and removed the blanket ..

"Don't touch me.." he muttered, jongin laughed hard, trying to tame the owl boy.

"Hey, im sorry okay. Baby please look at me. i'll make it up to you, you can ask me anything. Anything you want.." kyungsoo slowly turn his head to his husband when he heard his words. He stared at him for a long time.

"Anything?" The younger nodded and kissed his lover's forehead.

"Yup, anything" kyungsoo's lips curved upwards.

"Will you make a promise?" Jongin nodded again and smiled.

"Sure what is it my love?" Kyungsoo leaned his head on jongin's chest hearing the younger's heartbeat.

"No matter what happens, stay beside me, be with me forever, don't leave me. Can you do that?" Kyungsoo asked, jongin raised his hands.

"I can do that. I promise to stay and love you forever" jongin hold kyungsoo's hands.

"I promise that no matter what happens, i will always come back to you beacuse i love you, remember that" kyungsoo promised too.., then they sealed their promises with a kiss.

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5 years later..

jongin and kyungsoo are still together but up to now, they still don't have  children to take care of.

They're desperate to have their own baby , so that they will live as a happy family forever.

Now they're losing hope for having their own children and beacuse of that jongin became cold to his huband .

Kyungsoo dialed jongin's number, it's already 1:30 am. Jongin should be home now but he's not. Kyungsoo have no idea where his husband went, and he's worried sick about him.

After an hour the door opened so loudly that caused the sleeping kyungsoo to flinched. He rubbed his eyes and stared at his husband .

"Where have you been?"  Kyungsoo asked and went infront of the irritated jongin.

"Work" then he walked passed to kyungsoo. Kyungsoo was so confused.

'Why is he so cold? What did i do? Did i do something wrong? What happened to us?'  He tought, tears are started to form in his eyes.

He immediately grab the younger's arm and jongin stopped his tracks. Slightly turn his head to the older.

"Jongin, is there a problem? With us?" Jongin looked away from his husband's gaze and removed kyungsoo's hands from his arms.

"No, there's no problem. Im just tired from work that's all.. im going to our room , good night" jongin said then went upstairs. When he heard the door of their room closed, his tears started to fall.

He's hurt.. even if jongin said that there's nothing wrong , he knows that there is.

He slept in the couch that night and jongin didn't bother to look over his husband .

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Jongin looked at the woman beside him, beautiful, sleeping and naked. Her name is Krystal Jung , he met her 3 months ago in the bar where he and his co workers used to hang out when past time.

And he's cheating behind kyungsoo for about three months . He's confused too, he really don't know what's right and wrong now. He's just stupid as his bestfriend chanyeol who also cheated on his husband baekhyun.

He went to the bathroom and take a shower, when he is done taking a bath he went outside half naked, Krystal looked at him with her seductive smile and  went to him.

She put her arms around jongin's Shoulder and kissed him on his lips, after a second they're fully naked again and they make love again...

Love? I don't think so.

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Kyungsoo waked up with a smile on his face, he's so happy because of a good news and he can't wait for jongin to see what's on his hands.

He cooked jongin's favorite, kimchi spaghetti , he packed some fruits and vitamins for his husband. He's going to surprise jongin in his office and announce the big news that surely will warm their hearts again.

kyungsoo's infront of jongin's office. He's about to open the door when he heard a moan..

'Aahhhh! Im... im.. im coming baby! Ahh!' Kyungsoo frozed ,

'Please no' he thought.

after a minute of silence he heard again the woman's voice.

"When are you planning to divorce him? He can't even bear a child. Leave him please, im here for you jongin. I can give you a lots of children if you want, then we can live together. I love you.. please stay with me." The woman asked. He prevented himself to cry, no. Not now. Not this time.

"I don't know krystal. "

"Do you still love him?"  Kyungsoo waited for an answer. But nothing came.

He looked at the piece of paper on his hands then touched his tummy..

'It's Okay baby, eomma's not gonna leave you'

He leaves the lunchbox that jongin used when their still in college, infront before knocking the door then he ran away.

After jongin wear his clothes he went to the door and opened it. There's no one there but he noticed the lunchbox infront of him, he picked it up.

After a minute he realized something..

'Kyungsoo... kyungsoo heard us'

He run as fast as he could , he wants to explain, he wants to see kyungsoo. Kyungsoo's crying.

When he's outside he heard a loud screech and screams from the people.

He slowly turn his head to the street.. he saw a man lying on the cold ground, blood all over him.

He slowly walked towards to the body while muttering..

'No... no.. no.. no.. this can't be happening'

when he reached the streets, people are gathering around the man's body..

Kyungsoo's body..

He kneeled infront of the dead body, he saw something on his hands,he picked it up and stared at it..

Kyungsoo is 4 months pregnant.. they're having their first baby.

Tears started to fall down, he's happy at the same time hurt.

His dream crushed, his dream about having a happy family  was gone and it's his fault.

He picked up the cold body and he walked home with him.

People are looking at him holding a dead body and they think he's really a murderer.

'Im a murderer ,i killed my husband and my child'

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30 years later.. ( present )

Jongin and sehun are high school friends..

Ever since kyungsoo died, sehun and his husband luhan lived on jongin and kyungsoo's house and they took care of jongin.

Sehun sighed again and pat jongin's shoulder..

"You need to wake up now jongin, we're waiting for you" sehun left the soup on the side table and take a glance at the man before walking outside the room.

Jongin smiled...

'You're coming back right love? You promised, don't break it. I'll be waiting for your comeback...'

He looked at the skies and closed his eyes, he saw a picture of him, kyungsoo and his child.. it feels so good to see such a view.

'But if you don't fulfill your promise, im going to follow you and stay with you forever'

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