*

"Wh... what? Tell me that you're lying! You're lying right?! Chanyeol... is not d-dead!" Baekhyun sobbed, taking the news badly. The police officer could only look down as he felt sorry for the boy infront of him, "I'm sorry Mr. Byun Baekhyun, i'm saddened to tell you the news but it's the truth."

Baekhyun didn't utter a word and just continued crying out the pain he was feeling, his heart was breaking and the pain was killing him slowly. "Mr. Byun, we found this while inspecting the accident scene. We supposed it was yours because your name was written on the envelope." The police officer handed Baekhyun a blood stained white envelope and as what Junmyeon has said, his name was neatly written on the envelope.

변백현

He ripped the envelope open and found a folded paper inside, he swiftly unfolded the paper and started reading the words written on the white sheet of paper.

Hey B! I wish that you'll never read this but if something happened to me then you're probably reading this right now.

Unexpected things may come our way, we'll never know what will happen to us. So, i'm writing this letter to you to let you know the things that i badly want to say to you.

Thank you, B. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for giving color to my once black and white life, it may sound cliche but it was the truth.

I was once a boy from a broken home, i was once a boy who didn't believe in love for i thought it will never last long and will only end up just like my parents but when you came, everything changed.

You made me smile and laugh at any circumstances, you gave me a reason to live my life and you were the reason why my once shattered heart was slowly becoming one again.

Yes, you, Byun Baekhyun, the runaway groom that i saw outside his wedding, the one who's afraid of being committed with someone he doesn't like, well, i could say thank you for not marrying Taeyeon or else i wouldn't have met you.

Sorry. Sorry for being a jerk before, sorry for not treating you right and sorry for not realizing my feelings sooner, and i'm sorry that i left you, and that i couldn't be with you anymore.

All i wanted was to be with you, B. All i wanted was to build a family of my own, with you. But i don't know why fate kept playing with us. Out of all the people in this world, why us? But it was my fault anyway, if i haven't been involved with drugs then we should've been together right now.

But B, thank you. Thank you for staying by my side and being with me even though i was a bad person, you deserved someone better but still, you loved me more than anything and i'll always be thank you for that.

I know you're crying right now and i'm sorry for making you sad, if only i could be with you forever then i'll do anything for that to happen but i guess, this is where we end, B.

Be happy without me, B. Find someone who will treat you better and will love you more than how i love you. I know it's hard but it's not the end for you, B.

Just always remember that i love you so so so so much, my Baekhyun, my B. I'll always be your John Cena's 'U can't C me' and you'll always be my 'Honey B.' It will never ever change, and you'll always stay in my heart, beating or not, it will only be for you.

Love,
Your C.

Baekhyun gripped the paper in his fists and pulled it closer to his chest and there he cried and cried and cried, nonstop. It hurt so much to read those words, it was like a hundred knives were piercing through his heart.

All he could let out was a painful sob, he didn't care about anything else, he didn't care if he looked so weak and pathetic, all he cared about was that he wanted to see Chanyeol again, even for the very last time but he knew that maybe he was already too late.

"I'm sorry, C. I'm so sorry." He mourned, still clutching the letter to his chest. He wanted to scream, throw everything around him to let out his pain, but for now, all he could do was cry.

The police officer looked down as he felt sorry for Baekhyun. He felt sympathetic to the agonised boy, if only he could do something to help.

Baekhyun cried until he lost all the energy he has, until he couldn't cry anymore because he felt like his eyes were already empty. He stared out the window, and just observed how the sun brightly shone like everything was okay as if it was just like any other day he spent with Chanyeol but it was not.

It was the day, he lost his one and only love. And it was the day, the happy Byun Baekhyun last lived, because starting that day, his heart was broken and nothing could fix it back anymore.

*

The police officer exited the room with Mrs. Byun trailing along behind him, "Mrs. Byun, i don't want to interfere but i'm just curious why Baekhyun can't know that Park Chanyeol isn't actually dead and is only missing?" He asked and he received a small frown from Mrs. Byun,

"It's for the best. If he knew that there's a chance that Chanyeol's still alive, he'll do anything to find him but what i want him to do is recover from the accident and have a new life without Chanyeol. And afterall, there's no assurance that Chanyeol is still alive. He could also be lifeless, we don't know."

Kim Junmyeon nodded his head and bid goodbye to the lady, Mrs. Byun entered the room again and gazed at his son,

I'm sorry, Baekhyun. But i'm only doing this for you.

...

Author's Note; Hello! Your reactions on the last chapter were amazing, i was like receiving death threats. 😂😂 So i hope atleast now, you feel alot better with my revelation yeah? But it doesn't assure a happy ending. We'll just see~ One more last chapter before the ending, i hope you'll look forward to it. I hope you still love me though. 😂😂That'll be all for now! I love you all!~~

05/01/17
chanbaekings