- Rebecca -

Its been eleven days since the date I had with Calum and things have been going pretty well , we're not officially together yet. I mean he hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend or anything  but we're defiantly not just friends. I think its better we haven't jumped straight into a relationship since we're still learning new things about eachother. I know thats ironic coming from the girl who slept with him (not in that way) on the first night meeting him. Honestly we're taking things slow though.

We're still sneaking around I know its pathetic , last week Ashton nearly caught me and Calum during a very heated make out session.The only person that actually knows is Ana , yeah I'm not sure how she found out but she did but she's been helping me sneak around with Calum. It is so wrong hell she could maybe possibly loose her job over it ... well I doubt that because shes with Luke. 

Speaking of Ana she is such a good beautiful girl and an amazing friend I don't have many friends back at home what with me traveling alot and after dropping out of high school people just stopped talking to me. Sure I have work friends but most of them are just stuck up rich kids trying to make something of themselves.

Today we were going to Calum's house , everyone is all of our families. Mr and Mrs Hood were having a BBQ to celebrate Calums older sister Mali-Koa's birthday! Me and Ana went shopping yesterday and got her a joint present since I didn't really know what to get her.I looked at my clock it was already half past five and we were meant to arrive at six ; so i had half a hour to get ready. I quickly laid out my clothes on my bed and walked into the bathroom.

After my shower I walked out in my underwear and grabbed my clothes. I decided on wearing a white and pink floral crop top and a pair of shorts. I added some accessories I didn't do anything special to my hair I just threw it up in a pony tail.

''Are you ready?'' Lauren asked , i nodded.

''Um , Becky can i ask you something''

Her voice was quiet almost nervous like , which was confusing. She didn't have to be nervous around me I'm her older sister and by now she should know she can say whatever she wants to me.

''Yeah sure'' I sit down on my bed and she paces up and down before sitting next to me.

'''Can you...um help me pick something to wear ,'' 

''Well of course but , you always look perfect why do you need my help?''

''Some of the girls in school are way prettier and if you dress me they might think different'

''Lauren... don't listen too them  alright? You're perfectly pretty in my eyes and don't let anyone tell you different!'' I snapped , Lauren nodded her head.

''There also is this guy... I like who's going to be at Calums because he's Mali's boyfriends younger brother'' she said almost too fast for me to gather.

''Again no matter who it is you shouldn't have to dress to impress them and change yourself. But I'll help you out this one time okay?'' I say 

Laurens head shoots up and a big grin forms on her face , 

''Ready girls?'' my mum asked , we both nodded.

''Wow , sweetie you look gorgeous'' my mother complimented Lauren , Lauren smiled and looked at me I gave her a wink and she smiled walking out the door.

''Thank you honey , she hasn't been very happy these couple of days. Whatever you've done has worked" my mum said and kissed my forehead.

I nodded and walked out the door , i got in the car and sat in the back with Harry and Lauren. Ashton called shotgun. I took out my phone and sent a quick text to Calum.

''On my way...can't wait to see you :-) x''