- Rebecca 

It's been a week since we got to London and let me just say... many of me and Calum's intimate times have been ruined. I talked to him about finding our own flat or apartment for the rest of the trip what was still another month he just said he didn't want to be away from the lads and didn't want to leave me alone when he had to go too recording or writing , which he has been doing alot lately. He leaves early in the morning and comes back late at night by the time he gets back he is exhausted.

Today he is recording again but i've decided to meet up with that Sophia girl we met last week , i can't wait to hang out with her and too see the rest of London. Ana said she had too go too some meetings and buy some clothes for the boys upcoming shows. I placed my coat on and tied my boots, i grabbed my phone and bag and yelled a goodbye to whoever was still inside the house.

*****

''And that's Big Ben'' Sophia pointed

"Oooh its beautiful... why is it called Big Ben?"

"You know i've lived here all my life and i still have no idea" she laughed making me laugh with her.

Me and Sophia have spent most of the day sight-seeing she took me all the popular tourist attractions and explained the knowledge she knew we went on one of the touring busses as well.A few fans noticed me and ask for a few photos with me which i allowed them to do.We then went out to eat lunch at a small cafe in central London which was awesome.

''It's a really beautiful country" i said taking a bite out of my salad

"Most of it is"

"What do you mean?"

"Well the place i was born is now one of the main cities with gang violence"

"Really?" i asked

"Yup... i moved from that place when i was about ten because it was getting so bad , me and my family moved a hour outside of London and then when i was old enough i left and came back" she said

"Oh , how old are you again?"

"Just turned nineteen" she smiled

"Wow... you just left like that? You're very brave"

"I've been counting down the days to leave my life behind since i was 14''

"How come?" i asked intrigued by her story

"I..I mean i had a good life and family it's just i felt trapped. I felt like everyone expected me to be a certain way and be a certain person. I just wanted to leave my life and become something different i wanted to do something on my own for once i guess i just wanted a new life all together." she said

" Do you still see your family?"

"Yeah sometimes , they visit. Other times they don't just depends how busy i am... its rare they do visit though but i still see them at Christmas and important stuff like that" she said

"So how long have you liked the band" i asked ,

"Almost a year  '',

"I've actually never seen them perform in a concert , i mean I've seen them rehearse but not an actual show" i shrugged my shoulders

"Wow...How are you and Calum  anyway?" she asked sipping her water

"Fine, it's so hectic though i haven't spent alone time with him in ages without things being interrupted'' 

*******

"So do you want to work in star bucks forever?" i asked

"Of course its like my dream come true" she said seriously then bursting out into giggles"-No i wanted to become a model but i'm too short , then i wanted to be an Actress but i got bored after awhile so i have no idea what i want to be... i do want to open a clothing store one day though'' she said

"Seems cool and your not that shorter than me"

"Yeah because i'm wearing these" she pointed to her creepers , they gave her a little boost up i guess. I laughed at her and shook my head.

"So who's your favorite band member?"

"Um... i dont know" she blushed

"Oh come on tell me!!" i said

"No thats so awkward , you know them and Ashtons your brother an-"

"Is it Ashton?" i gasped

"NO!!! Not that i don't think he's hot i just think Michaels cut-... shit!"

"You like Michael!! You like Michael!!" i teased her

"No please don't ugh!! Stop it" she hit me on the arm in a playful matter and blushed deep red

"Maybe i should give him a call him'' i said taking out my phone and finding his name

"Don't you dare!" she stared at me , 

"Too late" i laughed and pressed call , i ran down the street with Sophia running after me. I stood behind a lamp post and she stood the otherside we ran round and round looking like complete idiots after a few rings Michael Answered the phone.

"BECCA STO-'' Sophia was cut short by Michaels voice on speaker phone

"Hello Becky?"

"Hey... Michael" i said

"Um hi? What do you want?" he laughed

"Oh nothing..."

"Do you want Calum i can put him on the pho-"

"Nope..."

"Alright... what you doing anyway?"

"Just chilling with Sophia." i said , Sophia's eyes widened and she shook her head

"Whos that?"

"Some fan , well friend of mine she said she lov-" Sophia jumped on my back and covered my mouth so the rest of my words came out were not very clear

"What? are you drunk Becky?"

"No!" i said pushing Sophia off of me

"Alright..."

"Hold on my shoelace is undone speak to Sophia for a minute" i smirked slapping the phone against her ear.

"Okay...Hello?"

"H-Hi" she squealed

"Um? what was that'' 

Sophia coughed and cleared her throat and tried to contain her fangirling attitude

"Hi...Sorry i had something stuck in my throat" she laughed nervously.

We carried on walking down the street her talking to Michael the whole way she laughed a few times and i could hear him laugh at her too. They were getting along great and Michael didn't even seem to acknowledge me tying my shoelace was a lie. After a few moments Sophia said her goodbye and handed the phone back over to me.

''Hello?" i said

"I gotta record now , what did you want to speak to me about?'' he asked

"Oh Um... nothing BYE!!" i yelled and hung up.

"I Cant believe i just spoke to Michael Clifford" Sophia whispered under her breathe , i laughed and gave her a hug from the side.

"Little Sophia got a crush" i teased

"Ugh shh he wouldn't like a girl like me anyway , " she sighed

"Hm , i'm sure he would" i smiled

"He could have any girl in the world , he wouldn't want boring old me..." she said

"Trust me , you never know what the future holds , i never thought i would date my brothers best mate''

"True... well i've gotta go now , my cars parked down there do you want a ride home?" she asked

"Yes please" i smiled

*******

I asked Sophia in for a hot choclate but she said she had to get home as she had a early shift in the morning and that she had enough excitement for today and didn't want to risk screaming in front of the boys faces if they were home but promised she would see me soon.

''Hello anybody home?" i called

"IN HERE!!" Ana yelled , i walked in and too my surprise Calum , Luke and Ana were home

"Where's the other guys?" i asked plopping myself on Calum's knee.

"They have to record some vocals they'll be home soon" Ana said

"Where have you been? You're all cold"Calum said nuzzling his face into my neck

"Out"

"With who?"

"Does it matter?" i asked , he didn't need to know my every move and every person i was with.

"Yeah it kinda does when you don't want to tell me, and you've been out all day until late"

"Its seven o'clock Calum."

"Exactly so who were you with this late?" he said , i stood up and took off my coat hanging it up

"It doesn't matter , what don't you trust me or something?" i asked

"Well your not making it easy for me to trust you." he said standing up also

"Luke lets go for a walk" Ana said grabbing his hand and pulling him out of the room and out of the door.

"Who was you with then?"

"I was with Sophia" 

"Yeah right."

"What the hell Calum?!"

"If it was Sophia then why didn't you tell me in the first place?"

"Because you shouldn't have to know my every move" i snapped

"Look if you don't believe me , don't believe me! Call Sophia if you have too i'm going to bed , but i thought you would be able to trust me i'm your girlfriend not a whore" i said and walked away  , Calum grabbed my wrist and pulled me back

"Wai-"

"No i'm tired , goodnight!" i said and pulled away from his grip and ran up the stairs and into our bedroom. I walked into the bathroom and ran the shower i got in and blocked out my thoughts with the sound of the water. 

- Calum

I got home early to surprise Rebecca and take her out for the day but she was nowhere to be seen...i tried calling her later on but the phone kept saying she was busy.So i waited for her to return Ana said she was meeting up with someone this morning but didn't mention who.

I was stressed out because of the whole recording schedule being messed up meaning i didn't have much sleep and i felt me and Rebecca distancing this week. I didn't think this through bringing her here i mean i love having her here but i never get to spend time with her and now i've snapped at her for doing nothing i called up the 'Sophia' girl and she explained everything telling me she was on the phone to Michael because she was trying to set her up with Michael and they lost track of time when sight seeing and eating lunch.

I felt like a absolute dick , i walked up the stairs and when i walked in the room Rebecca was laying in bed facing the wall with her back towards me. I walked around the bed and her eyes were closed but she wasn't sleeping she wasn't letting out that adorable quiet snore she always does. I didn't bother trying to get her to open her eyes and listen instead i kissed her forehead and whispered

- Rebecca

I had a shower and changed into new underwear and took out one of Calums t-shirts and put it on. Thinking about the petty argument me and Calum had i realized how stupid it was , i should of just told him i was out with Sophia when he asked instead i just made things complicated and it all blew up in proportion. I slipped into bed and switched off the lights , i heard footsteps coming and the door opened i quickly shut my eyes. I wasn't that mad at Calum anymore but i really wasn't in the mood for talking right now. Calum didn't speak at all i heard some footsteps getting closer to my side of the bed and felt Calums warm breathe on my skin. His lips pecked at my head and he whispered

'I'm sorry princess , i love you"

It made my heart flutter and turn into millions of butterflies i wanted too pull him down and crash my lips against his and tell him not to apologies and that i loved him too but i couldn't i was suppose to be sleeping. I felt the bed dip down and a body lay next to me but both of our bodies were distant and his arms didn't find there way around my waist i heard him sigh and i felt bad for him. We've never argued before apart from who's paying for what , but that don't count i took matters into my own hands and turned over wrapping my arms around his waist nuzzling my face into his soft toned back. I kissed it and let out a sigh.

"I love you too" i said barely above a whisper but i know he heard it because he turn't around and pulled me closer into his chest kissing my head again and telling me to go too sleep.

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Also , this story nearly got rated R yesterday with Chapter 25... OOPS i just had to go back and delete a few parts so its PG-13 again. I have to make sure its PG-13 because if it goes into R then it wont ever be able to appear on the fanfic list and i would really want it to be on there. 

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