Ani POV

How confusing a life can be ..... Why this happens why we can't live peacefully
I'm still can't conclude when I had peace in my life
When I think about kunal, no doubt he is a nice guy and I was actually happy with him until I met shivaay...... Well from here the confusion begins

Kunal is my boyfriend he always supported me..... He was a perfect boyfriend loving, caring but the only problem was his time and its not his fault that he always remains busy

And now shivaay he gave me his time he is also caring but I don't know what he feels about me and moreover he is engaged with someone else
And the biggest problem is I couldn't able to resist him

I don't know what relation we have may be its just an attraction or maybe he comes close to forget his stress and worries and fights with divya

But the question is I kissed him and that too thrice and I gave myself too him just a few hrs ago
But he left.....

Should I feel relax that he left becoz might things can get wrong if he didn't

But I'm feeling disappointed and sad .......
Why he left
Who called him this late
And Is his work was more important

Shut up anika
Thank God he left

He left and with a sad face I closed the door and goes in bathroom to take a shower and now I'm lying on my bed trying to sleep but all these thoughts are making it difficult

I don't know what he feels about me

I don't know how I feel about him

We both are committed

And we kissed each other like its are birth right .......

Do I have any right to kiss him .....
Is I'm coming between both of them .....

Oh god I'm going to be a homewrecker

No anika no he said he don't love divya

When???? Did he ever said that....
I can't remember

But he always fight with her but he took her for a lunch today

Is he is using me ..... Shut up anika you already knew about his relationship status it was your fault....

But I can't stay away from him

I sighed deeply and cover my face with duvet

Next morning

As soon as I reached the office I felt the office was quite silent than usual
Everybody is doing their work is pin drop silence ......
I went to the reception and get to know from Julia that boss is in a bad mood ......

Shivaay is in bad mood but why

I went inside his cabin he was sitting on his chair and doing something in his laptop he glanced at me once and then again continued his work

I frowned and went towards my desk and started doing my work

After some hrs of work I glanced at him and he was still working .....

I sighed and looked at the watch its lunch time ......
I waked towards him
Ani: its lunch time
Shiv: you can have it I'm busy
(He said without even looking at me)

I took a deep breathe and places a hand on his shoulder and squeeze
Ani: don't stress yourself your will get sick
Shiv: anika I'm fine now don't disturb me
(He said again in cold tone without looking at me)

I sighed and closes his laptop he glare at me ..... Ignoring his glare I took his hand in mine and sit on his lap

What are you doing anika .... If you think that he said this then you are wrong this is said by my mind ......

Ignoring my mind I looked at him
He was also shocked but soon his gaze softens when I cupped his face in my hands and started rubbing my thumb on his cheeks
Ani: relax.... I'm here with you
Soon he closes his eyes and take a deep breathe
I was waiting for him to say something but he just cups my face and pulled me into a deep kiss I was shocked at first but soon I started responding the kiss
Soon my hands went in his hairs and my his hands were gripping my waist and soon his grip tightens

Our lips moves in a sync and before him I made a move and enter my tongue in his mouth and started dominating the kiss he also allowed me to dominate ........

After kissing each other for some minutes we parted for oxygen ......
Shiv: I'm srry
(He said and I looked in his eyes)
Shiv: for leaving yesterday like this
Ani: its okay..... tell me are you fine now
He nods
Ani: can you tell me what happened
(He didn't said anything and looked down I sighed )
Ani: its okay tell me whenever you are ready
(I was about to get up from his lap but he pulled me back and tightens his grip)
Shiv: stay plz....
I smiled and he puts his head in my crook
I stiffened

What are you doing anika .....
He is your boss ...okay fine a good friend but that doesn't means you will sit on his lap like this in this way

But he needs me
That doesn't means that you will do this.....
What if anybody sees you like this anika nobody will say anything to him everyone will question you ......
Anika don't do this it will affect you only

Then I saw his face and I started moving my fingers in his hairs and massage his head
I don't care about anything more than him

After sometime he open his eyes
Shiv: thank you I needed it....
Ani: I'm always beside you whenever you need me
Shiv: I know that
And he pecks my lips......

Oh god why he does these things.....

Should I talk to him about all this
No not now he is already stressed out ......

Ani: come on now let's order something for lunch I'm very hungry
He chuckled and nodded

Its 7pm and I started packing my stuff and I started walking towards his desk
Ani: ready
Shiv; yeah....
And soon we both left the office ....

The car drive was silent and I want to talk to him about us but I don't want to stress him more so I decided to talk about it later .....

Soon we reached my apartment I was about to open the door of car when he hold my hand
Shiv: thank you anika
And he cupped my face
Shiv: what you did today was great I really needed that you are my stress buster.....
And he leaned and kissed me again .....
Shiv: I will pick you up tomorrow at 6am
(He said I looked at him in confusion)
Shiv: don't tell me you forgot about the meeting in Melbourne

Oh shit I forgot about the meeting
Yess we were about to go for a meeting for two days .....

I nodded and left the car.....

As soon as I reached my apartment I leaned on the door and sighed loudly......

Soon my phone starts ringing
I looked at the callers name and sighed.....
Ani: yess kunal
Ku: you seems tired
Ani: yess I'm
Ku: so what you are doing tomorrow
Ani: I'm going on a business meeting in Melbourne
Ku: anika don't get me wrong but I think you should leave this job ......
(I frowned at this)
Ani: why??
Ku: anika I don't think you should work with shivaay
Ani: why kunal?? What happened suddenly I told you about this before its just for few months and I'm learning a lot from this
Ku: I know anika but I don't trust shivaay he is not good and I think you should stay away from him

Why he is behaving like this suddenly

Ani: will you explain me kunal
Ku: anika you don't know anything about him ..... He is not what he shows ..... He is not good for you plz
You are my girlfriend and I care for you that's why I'm saying
Ani: okay I will think about it
Ku: okay and keep me updated I'll gonna miss you .......

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Okay so now shivaay is becoming secretive
But why kunal is behaving like this.....
Well who cares about kunal
But what will anika do

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