John pov-
I walk home confused.should i be mad? Or should I be bursting into tears? What was dave doing in a jewelry store with a girl when he told me he was somewhere else?.all these thoughts race through my mind as I get home closeing the door walking to the liveing room an sitting down on the couch.dave would be home any minute.mabye.or mAbye he'll go out and hang with another girl?did I just think that.no dave loves me.he wouldn't do this.right?dave wouldn't do that to me.he is gay ...right? H-he loves me.right? Why do I keep questioning my statements.do I really think dave would do this to me? H-he can't do this to me.he can't.my eyes they start to water.no stop John .your over reacting .this isn't happening .it can't happen.you won't let it happen.you can't lose dave.you love him too much.you don't know what you would do without him.you need him.so why would he do this to you? Why?