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Today 4:03 PM

hi, donghyuck. :) >
wanna go somewhere with me? >
tomorrow 5pm i can pick you up :)) >

< sureee

♥ >
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thoughts clouded my mind.

your wording had become drier than last time we've texted. was it showing how you felt at that moment? did you just feel forced to come? should i just call it off for your sake?

you didn't even react to the heart (though i'll admit, it really was out of place. who am i to send something like that to you?). you were never one to leave a person on seen, no matter how much you disliked them. was it just the maturity that changed you and your pretty typing?

but i began to understand.

getting a taste of my own medicine, perhaps?

i've done worse than this to you back in the day. and that was even when we were something.

comparing this to my ignoring of 'i love you's, my failure to match your energy, my leaving of you on delivered for hours, and my unclear signs over reasons as futile as being down over loss of energy, i realized i had no right to overthink. nor to be sad over the fact that things have changed for you and me.

i deserve nothing.

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[ old conversation ]

December 08, 2016 7:53

< markiiii
< u still downdown for that dinner with my fam at 9 ?
< theyre so hyped lol

oh i'm so sorry >
can we resched? >
saturday 9pm? >
today was loaded >

< aw :(
< are u okay ?

yeah >

< u sure ?

yes >
i'm going to bed >
bye hyuck >
🙂 >

< okkii
< u sleeping early now thats good !!
< ill tell them the resched
< i love u <3

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