what do you do when you feel cold in the warmth of your home?

what do you do when you need someone to chase away the quietness that deafens your thought process?

what do you do when your mind pushes you towards the darkness you have been escaping all this while?

do you let it control you?

or

do you fight it?

what do you do when you have reasons to run away but nowhere to go?

what do you do when your eyes are too heavy under the weight of those broken yet living dreams?

what do you do when a scream is lodged in your throat but you take a deep breath to smile?

do you let it control you?

or

do you try to fight it?

what do you do when you feel way too much at a time only to feel nothing?

what do you do when you miss someone but you're scared for another heartbreak?

what do you do when you let your guard down and get hurt in the process?

do you let it control you?

or

do you...

-Awditi