maybe i was secretly waiting for you to read my mind,
maybe i was hiding the fact that you didn't see me and it hurts me,
maybe i was faking a smile or two while i wanted you to realize it.

it's impossible, i know
it's not your fault, i know that as well
but, in my mind, i had put the blame on you.

couldn't you tell that i was hoping for you to hold my hand?
couldn't you grasp that i was holding back my words?
couldn't you see that all i needed was to hear that i'm important for you?

it's impossible, i know
it's not your fault, i know that as well
but, in my mind, i had put the blame on you.

i yearned for your touch, your kiss, your heartbeat.
i longed for your comfort, your sense of protection.
i was desperate for your love.

it's impossible, i know
it's not your fault, i know that as well
but, in my mind, i had put the blame on you.

-Awditi