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seokjin had agoraphobia. a fear of open spaces, if he wasn't with someone he knew, and a fear of crowds, linking to a form of social anxiety.
when he was little, seokjin was left behind by a babysitter at the park as she had to rush off to work. seokjin's mother was enraged that her child was unsupervised and vowed never again to trust her precious boy in the hands of another person, but herself. his mother found him curled into a tight ball, whimpering in the middle of large lawn. the babysitter was never found and ever since then, he rarely left the house besides going to doctor appointments.
with crowds, his senses are overwhelmed and by not seeing anything but a blackhole made him uneasy.
the moment the bell rang, seokjin could feel a change in the atmosphere. doors all around him were suddenly opened and students filtered into the hallway pretty quickly. both boys beside seokjin quickened their pace. seokjin's grip tightened. he was supposed to have lunch after everyone was done. why was he leaving so early?
"hey you alright jin?" yoongi noticed seokjin's change in posture.
seokjin nodded and straightened up a little. he didn't want to worry his new friends.
noises were coming from all sides. shouts, laughs, profane outbursts were overwhelming him. he felt trapped. no wonder his parents didn't want him to go to a public school.
the crowd of students increased and people started to bump into him.
"hey watch where you're going!" jungkook yelled, but his voice was drowned out. yoongi lost his grip on seokjin's hand and jungkook quickly took advantage, linking his hands with seokjin's.
"w-wait..." and soon yoongi was separated from the other two. jungkook laughed a little when he saw jimin dragging yoongi towards the crowded lunch tables. yoongi was furious.
"j-jungkook where did y-yoongi go?" seokjin stuttered. he was clutching onto jungkook's arm for dear life. seokjin liked having two body guards beside him.
"he um..." jungkook thought for moment while pulling seokjin away from the crowds of people and into a somewhat empty hallway. "god dammit i forgot today's lunch special are lamb skewers. he loves those, so yoongi probably went to go buy some..." jungkook cooly said and pulled seokjin towards him, who was about to protest. seokjin was skeptical of jungkook's claim.
"d-did you want yoongi gone?" when did jungkook get so jealous?
"i-uh of course not ha..." before seokjin could say anything, jungkook switched topics.
"so did you bring lunch or do you need to buy? you seem like you would get uneasy if you ate in the lunch room, so we can eat back in that classroom."
seokjin was surprised. for a seemingly inconsiderate play boy, jungkook was actually observant.
"i-i brought lunch..." seokjin inhaled and calmed himself. "sorry i don't like crowds."
jungkook wrapped his arms around seokjin and hugged the boy in comfort. blood rushed to seokjin's face as he was in this position again. why was jungkook doing this?
"you should've told me jinnie."
"don't call me jinnie." seokjin snapped himself out and pushed jungkook away, who hit a wall "you're trying to get on my nerves aren't you? teasing me..." seokjin started to back away from jungkook but not too far away. seokjin had enough.
"jin wait i'm sorry. i wasn't thinking..." seokjin turned his back on jungkook and began to walk forward slowly with his hands out to find the nearest wall.
suddenly seokijin picked up footsteps. he couldn't pinpoint where they were coming from.
"look out!" jungkook called out, but it was too late.
someone rammed into seokjin and the dark world tumbled in seokjin's mind. seokjin yelped as the two came crashing down with the other pinning him to the ground.
"seokjin!" familiar warm hands lifted seokjin out from under the other as the unknown student apologized.
"i'm so sorry! i thought you were going to dodge me." the low, male voice filled seokjin's ears.
"i swear he was looking straight at me..." that was directed to jungkook. seokjin was leaning against jungkook and he could feel anger radiating off of the taller boy.
"namjoon even if seokjin wasn't blind you shouldn't be running through the hallways!"
seokjin could sense confusion from this namjoon boy. he was about to reply but was cut off as another voice called out.
"namjoon come back here!" a set of footsteps echoed through the hallways and the mysterious namjoon rushed by seokjin.
"i'm sorry princess i gotta go! catch you later." seokjin's nose wrinkled as he knew namjoon directed that to him. namjoon quickly ran away from the two and soon the other unknown students stopped beside jungkook and seokjin to catch their breath.
"ha good afternoon *pant* jungkook. we'll get him, don't worry!" a melodic voice rang through seokjin's ears. "we caught him *pant* trying to leave school early." the male panted and started to walk away. "we'll see you after school right jungkook? student council meeting remember." the bubbly other probably waved and seokjin smiled towards the student's voice for his adorable charm.
however, seokjin quickly realized the other student was right in front of him and he quickly backed into jungkook.
"you're beautiful darling." a rich sounding voice murmured. the voice was low like yoongi's and seokjin gazed forward in wonder. who were these people?
before jungkook could react, a pair of soft lips brushed seokjin's cheek. "i'll see you tomorrow jinnie dear." seokjin could not stop the heat from rushing to his head.
jungkook quickly turned seokjin away from the other student and shielded the innocent boy. seokjin gladly accepted jungkook's comfort and buried his face into jungkook's chest in embarrassment.
"taehyung what the f-"
"save it jungkook. you can't keep all the pretty boys to yourself," taehyung retorted.
"president stop flirting will you? we have to go!" the bubbly voice called out.
"i wasn't flirting hoseok. only claiming what was mine..." taehyung said with a smug tone. seokjin could sense taehyung walking away and soon figured out he followed hoseok to go catch namjoon.
"who do they think they are?" jungkook breathed out, obviously frustrated with all of the boys after the blind boy. seokjin laughed a little at jungkook's concerns.
"jungkook you can let go you know." jungkook shook his head and held seokjin closer.
seokjin sighed and accepted defeat. he unwillingly nuzzled into jungkook's hold, before the pair headed back to the classroom.
jinkook heavy whoa. more than 1k words i'm proud XD
there are probably errors in this chapter sorry i wanted to get this out for all of you before tomorrow <3
next chapter will take longer to come out sadly.
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