" neque adeo graviter est alius "
[ don't take yourself so seriously, no one else does ]

SECTION ONE !
✎ __outrunning karma

Audition Role |

The Basket Case

Name |

Jamie Estrella Jhusei

Age |

17

Gender |

female

Sexuality |

Bisexual

SECTION TWO !
✎ __boy in the bubble

Appearance |

Jamie Chung

Personality |

hm...well how do i begin to explain the dear, poor Jamie who's secretly screaming inside all the time? Well first of all, she's considered an invisible oddball by some. That's because not many people talk to her and most don't even know her, and Jamie actually wants to keep it that way. She often acts quiet and timid, to which she actually is. She's also often observing and analytical. This means that Jamie is quite clever, in her own way. She's also quite reserved and tends to keep to herself a lot. Most people say that she's quite stolid and mysterious because of this but inside, she's not really as stolid as she may seem.

Oddball? Hell yes. Jamie is proud to be weird and uncanny. From smelling comic books, loving the smell of petrol to always making Darth Vader sounds whenever she's dying of boredom—yep, this girl's the epitome of a weirdo. A wonderful weirdo, actually. However as strange as she may seem, it's apart of who she is, it's apart of her true colours...and Jamie's afraid of showing her true colours. She's always closed off and tends to judge people first because she's afraid that they'll judge her first. This means that Jamie is just a tad judgemental as she tends to believe a bunch of stereotypes at times.

Jamie is also the queen of sarcasm, as much as people hate to admit it so, with a hint of sassiness. This means that she isn't quite kind and can be a tad rude at times. Yes, the girl's gotten into detention a few times. Jamie is also, unfortunately, the queen of clumsy. Although she's really good at keeping secrets so...that's a good thing! One main flaw of Jamie is her social awkwardness. According to her, wherever she goes, she's able to make anything and everything awkward. Don't ask how, apparently according to her, it just happens.

She's extremely introverted too, always complaining about how the earth would be a better place without le humans. Though she's probably right, most people just tell her to shut up. However once she shows her true colours and once you get to know her, Jamie is an incredible and spectacular person. You'll surely love her.

First of all, once you get to know her, she's a total sweetheart. She may not always be kind but she's got a large heart of gold. She's selfless and often generous, always putting others above her before herself. Jamie is also sharp witted with a great sense of humour, maybe a little bit of dry humour but she's simply just awesome that way. Jamie's also practically a walking lie detector. Since she's good at handling emotions herself, she's pretty damn good at seeing through others as well. Through emotions, of course, not, uh, anything else.

One thing about Jamie is that she's secretly sensitive and insecure about herself, not like she wants anyone to know of course. That's why she tends to get defensive extremely quickly and tends to judge people first before they judge her. She also gets pretty offensive easily so don't you dare insult her unless it's a joke. Other than that, Jamie's pretty laidback and chill. This also, sadly, means that she's lazy unless she's hardworking and that occurs in rare occasions.

Strengths |

- walking lie detector.
she might as well become a great policewoman in the future because of this, but sadly, that's not her ambition. Jamie is really good at reading people and spotting out lies though, no matter how stoic they may seem.

- large heart of gold.
as mentioned above, Jamie is extremely kind-hearted, generous and selfless. she would definitely put others above herself and it's a very courageous thing to do as well.

- awesome sense of humour.
obviously this is a strength because who doesn't love someone with such an amazing sense of humour? Jamie can just about brighten up anyone's day! if people know her that well and if she decides to show her true colours first.

Weaknesses |

- socially awkward.
Jamie even claims that she's 'allergic' to humans which isn't quite possible, though most just ignore her when she says that. truth is, Jamie doesn't like hanging out with humans very much, or just humans in general. one of the reasons is because she can not communicate with them. for life. apparently she just tends to make everything awkward and people judge her for it. oh well, this also means that Jamie is highly antisocial. poor Jamie.

- queen of clumsy.
she hates this main flaw of hers, mainly because her clumsiness ridicules her in public. also because she becomes a wrecking ball when she's clumsy.

- judgmental.
her main reason is that Jamie only becomes judgemental because she's afraid that the people will judge her first, so she decides to judge them first instead so that they probably wouldn't get to judge her at all. this also means that Jamie's simply a tad sensitive that way.

Backstory |

Jamie had an average backstory, in fact, it's kind of boring to be honest. She grew up in a household full of boys, practically. She has two elder brothers and two younger brothers who are twins. Her mother wasn't there for her almost of the time because, well, she eventually ran away with some asshat plumber. Anyways, Riabeth learnt how to deal with the guys in her home. In fact, she actually gets along very well with all of them, despite their mischievous behaviours. So yeah, her dad's Asian, her brother's are Asian, her mom is an Asian, etc. Jamie was originally born in China, Shanghai as well. She only moved to America because her father found a better job and a better living lifestyle there. Other than that, her life's relatively normal and Jamie counts that as a blessing.

PART THREE !
✎ __i built a friend

Theme Song |

i built a friend . alec benjamin

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Aesthetic |

Miscellaneous |

- recently dyed her hair purple on the edges, though as you can clearly tell, she's originally a brunette
- not such a bad painter herself
- seriously a night owl & a proud insomniac

Tag |

Djlbookworm