The freshman have branded me as the "punk rock older sister" and I'm not sure whether or not that's a good thing

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4 days until Frank gets married. 4 days left. But I'm not thinking about that.

Instead, I was currently cuddled with Eliza on her bed. Neither of us were dressed as she had her arms wrapped around me, her hand running through my hair. She kissed the side of my head and I leaned closer to her.

"Good boy," Eliza muttered.

I smiled softly, holding onto her hand.

"Mommy, what time is it?" I asked.

"Almost nine," she answered.

I nodded my head, burying my face into the crook of her neck. I felt warm in her arms, but I knew it'd never be the same as Frank.

"Do you have to go home soon, baby?" She asked.

"In like an hour," I said.

"So enough time to make me little princess feel special?" She asked.

I blushed as her hand ran over my inner thigh.

"I know how much you love that one toy of mine," she whispered. "And my whip."

I whimpered but was oh so rudely interrupted by my phone ringing.

"Sorry, mommy, it's my brother, I should probably take this," I said.

Eliza smiled, patting my knee. I answered the phone and put it up to my ear. I immediately heard yelling and shouting as I cringed from the loud volume.

"Mikey? What is it?" I questioned in concern.

"I just went on that date with Pete after he texted me and we touched and I swear it was the most beautiful and most amazing thing I have ever seen it was so great oh god it was the colors I saw the fucking colors," he said all in one breath.

I couldn't help but feel sad thinking about this.

"Oh, Mikey, that's great," I muttered.

"Okay I gotta go tell grandma and I know she's gonna have a complete flip out so I'll see you later!" He exclaimed.

He hung up before I could say anything and Eliza looked at my upset face. She ran a hand through my hair and kissed my forehead.

"What's wrong, sugar?" She asked.

"Nothing much, just my brother started dating a new guy he likes," I said.

"And that's a bad thing?" Eliza asked.

I shook my head, giving her a smile. "Can we please not talk about it, mommy?"

She smiled and nodded my head, pulling me into her arms. I giggled as she showered me in kisses and I started to forget all about soulmates. Eliza laid kisses on my stomach while i smiled and blushed.

"You're so beautiful, Princess, mommy is so glad to have you," she praised.

I smiled down at her as she moved up and connected my lips with hers. Her hand rested against my thigh and I giggled. She smiled down at me and pulled her hand away, running it through my hair.

"You're adorable," she muttered.

The two of us just cuddled and kissed until it was time for me to leave. I pulled on my panties, the black lace ones that lindsey let me borrow. I dressed into my black pinafore dress and my white long sleeve t-shirt underneath. Eliza gave me a kiss and smiled.

"Bye-bye, mommy," I said.

"Goodbye, sweetheart," Eliza said. "Call me later, okay?"

I nodded, giving her another dress as I put on my shoes and walked outside. I drove home, stepping right into where my brother was jumping around happily. He immediately hurried over, shaking my shoulders.

"Oh my fucking God, Gee, this is just so great," he said. "I met my soulmate and he's so great and the colors are so beautiful."

"That's great," I muttered, feeling sad all over again as I was reminded of Frank.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Mikey asked. "I thought you'd be happy for me."

"Frank and I broke up," I stated.

He looked shocked as he stared at me.

"Just don't tell grandma, okay?" I asked.

"But why?" He asked.

"Because he was engaged and he chose to marry her over me," I said.

"Oh, shit, I'm sorry, Gee," he said.

I turned towards the basement and went into my room. I stripped down to just my panties, crawling into my bed. I looked at the crinkled wedding invitation on my nightstand, picking it up gingerly between my fingers. The invitation was so beautiful with little hearts and glitter. It talked about where and when the wedding was. I could feel my eyes watering as I held the invitation against my chest, crying quietly as I fell asleep.

-+-

I walked with Lindsey and Bert together down the hallway at school. Eliza came by my side, sharing glares with my other two friends as she held my hand. I walked to my class, which I only shared with lindsey. The two of us sat in the row in the back together. I don't actually have my backpack still, I haven't gone to Frank's house. I've just been carrying around a notebook and a pencil. Halfway through the class I got a text from Eliza, telling me to meet her in the bathroom.

"Excuse me, miss, may I please use the bathroom?" I asked.

She nodded and I stood up. I headed out to the bathroom that we met in last time, where Eliza was already sitting on the counter waiting. I shut the door and locked it, going to stand in front of her. She smiled and ran a hand through my hair.

"You're such a good boy," she praised, kissing my forehead. "Mommy didn't get to pleasure you the other day, she wants to do that now."

I bit my lip, nodding my head as I looked up at her.

"Are you wearing those pretty lace panties for me?" She asked.

"Yes, mommy," I said.

"Show me," Eliza whispered.

I slipped off my dress, wearing a pair of grey lace panties. She cupped the semi and I whimpered.

"You've been so good," she praised. "So good for mommy."

She put two fingers up to my lips and I sucked on them eagerly, my eyes slipping shut. I felt his fingers slip into the back of my panties. Frank's fingers ran over my hole teasingly, not pushing in.

"Daddy, please," I whined.

The fingers pulled away as my eyes snapped open and I realized my mistake.

"Mommy, I-I meant mommy," I corrected.

She crossed her arms and I whimpered, feeling myself softening in my panties.

"You said daddy," she stated.

"I'm sorry, mommy," I whispered, looking down at my feet.

She used two fingers under my chin to make me look up at her as she gave me a smile and a soft kiss.

"It's okay, baby boy," she said. "I know you're still a little upset about him. But soon you'll move on and you'll forget about him and we can be together perfectly."

I nodded my head and she smiled, kissing my cheek as she hopped off the counter.

"Why don't we continue this later?" She suggested. "Back at my house, I have my strap on there and I know you love that oh so much."

I nodded again, seemingly at a loss for words. I was so busy trying not to think about Frank I couldn't seem to concentrate on anything else.

"You just fucking love pegging, don't you?" Eliza whispered, leaning on close to my ear. "You love it when I fuck you, make you feel so good. I'll use the pretty little ribbon in your hair to tie you down and make you all mine."

I whimpered, seeming to get pulled out of my thoughts as I focused on Eliza.

"Yes, mommy," I answered, biting my lip at the thought that heated the knot inside the pit of my stomach.

She smiled and kissed the tip of my nose.

"Mommy's good little boy, huh?" Eliza Asked.

I smiled happily and nodded my head.

"Let's get you back to class then," she said.

I put my dress back on, adjusting it in the mirror so it looked okay. I looked at the grey ribbon in my hair, which I knew was actually pink from the labeled sticky note I have on my desk at home. It perfectly matches with my black and white dress.

"You're perfect," Eliza said, kissing the side of my head.

I smiled, holding onto her hand. She walked me back to my class and I sat back down next to lindsey.

"I thought you were fucking," Lindsey said. "I think that's a little too fast for a fuck."

"No, we were just talking a bit," I said and she raised her eyebrows. "Well, we were gonna do something but then I may or may not have said daddy instead of mommy."

Lindsey smirked at me as we completely ignored the lesson my teacher was talking about.

"See, you can't just forget about him," lindsey said. "You two are meant to be together no matter what. You can't just forget about him and move onto Eliza. Literally, that goes against all nature and science. The colors make you destined to be together."

"He's getting married in two days, Linds," I said quietly, a sad tone in my voice.

"Well I will drag his ass away from the wedding and force him to kiss you!" Lindsey exclaimed.

"Miss Ballato," the teacher scolded. "Please keep your voice down in my class, and mind your language too."

Lindsey looked at me and rolled her eyes.

"I'm serious, Gee, you can't just replace him with Eliza," she said.

"I know it won't be the same but I can learn to love her the way I love Frank, or at least as close to that as possible," I said.

"You and Frank are perfect for each other, literally," she said. "Gee, I know you're just trying to forget about him but you can't just forget about your soulmate. He's a part of you that will never go away."

I shook my head, trying to fight back the tears that were threatening to spill. I didn't want to think about him and lindsey was doing just the opposite for me.

"Just talk to him," she said softly.

"H-he wants to marry Jamia," I whimpered. "How am I supposed to be with someone who doesn't want just me? He wants her too."