I laid on my hospital bed, alone, in the silence filled room. I had nothing to do. Nobody to talk to. Except for the occasional nurse, but they weren't much for conversation. They decided to keep me for another two days because they thought that I was having mental break-downs because of the fall, but I knew that wasn't why. I'm confused, hurt, and alone. Ever since Jack ran out because I wouldn't tell him what was wrong he hasn't come in. Not even Signe has stopped in to say hi. She always does. I laid there in silence, letting it drive me insane. I didn't care anymore. I wanted to give up. I really did. I wanted to die. I knew everything would go wrong if I kept living. If I kept living I'd give up and tell Jack how I really felt about him, Signe would get mad at me, They'd stop hanging out with me, and I'd have to continue to live with Jack, all whilst he hate my guts. So I should just give up. I should just die. It would make everyone's lives better; If I weren't in it anymore. I told Katie and Grace not to come in because I knew it would be useless. I know  that they're busy. I just want to be alone. I just want to be gone. I just want to die. 

Tear burned my eyes, and I let them burn. I didn't care anymore. I was startled by a knock at the door. I quickly wiped away my tears with my sleeve and cleared my throat. "Come in!" I said, trying to keep my voice from cracking. Jack walked in, holding a stuffed bear. He had a frown on his face. He handed me the bear. "hey, I'm sorry I was so rude the other day." He said, rubbing the back of his neck. "It's ok." I said, turning away trying to hide my remaining tears. Jack placed his hand on my leg. "Stop it, y/n. I already know you're crying." He said, squeezing my leg, for comfort. I scoffed and looked back at him. I sniffed. He handed me a tissue. "Please, tell me what's wrong." He said. "I can't. It'll ruin everything. Especially your relationship with Signe." I sobbed, pulling my knees up to chest. "Y/n, I hate seeing you so miserable. Please, tell me." He said. His voice cracked. I looked up at him. He looked into my eyes, tears streaming from his crystal blue eyes. "Please. I'm scared. I don't want anything to happen to you." He grabbed my hand, laying his head down on the bed, sobbing. "Signe left me. She said she loved me and ended it. She said there was something between us that she couldn't ruin. I don't understand what she meant." He cried. 

I stared in disbelief. Signe really did that? Why? Jack and Signe loved each other. Why would she do that? She let go of something that other girls beg for, that other girls search for for most of their life, some not even finding it. She left the perfect man. She gave up on the guy that any girl would ever dream of finding. Some being happy with a man half as perfect as him. She just got up and left, for what? Why. Why wasn't she selfish? Why didn't she hold on to him and never let go?!?! WHY DID SHE LET GO OF HER HAPPY ENDING?!?! HE COULD HAVE MADE HER HAPPY FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE AND SHE THREW THAT ALL AWAY!!! 

All for me....

why?

 I don't understand....