**Gabriel**

I'm listening to our Chem professor drone on about what's gonna be on the final next week, when my thoughts turn to Trouble. They always seem to turn to her lately. How good she looks in the clothes we got her, how awesome her fucking hair is, how soft her lips feel. Man, I really need to get a grip on these wayward thoughts. I've never felt like this about a girl before. I mean, I've dated girls before, but nothing this serious. I think I'm starting to fall in love with her. Hell, I've even thought about us losing our virginity to each other. How fucking whipped does that make me!? Fuck, like she'd even want to when she's got guys like North and the others that are more experienced. She'd want to be with someone experienced for that kinda shit right? Someone who knows what the fuck they're doing. I don't know, a part of me thinks it'd be fucking romantic to lose it with another virgin. Getting to know each other with all the mistakes and shit. Fuck! I've gotta get her out of my head...at least for right now. I gotta pass this final. Shit, if she doesn't want to be with a virgin, she definitely wouldn't want to be with someone who flunks their classes. Not when she's got someone like Kota. I know for a fact that he's never failed a class. Fuck!

"Dude? You ok?" Luke asks me, pulling me out of my Sang fog.

"Huh?"

"You haven't written anything for like the past 5 minutes. I thought daydreaming was my thing." He says with a laugh.

"Yea, I'm fine. Just thinking."

"Sog?"

"The fuck?"

"Sang fog. I figured if you're thinking about something that hard, as to not even pay attention to the review for the final, it must be Sang related."

"Fuck." I sigh. "Yeah, it's Sang."

"Don't stress so much, she's already dating all of us. There's not much to really stress about. Besides these finals." He finishes with a chuckle.

"Shit, yeah, you're right. I should be paying attention. I just can't help it sometimes you know? I could be doing something completely unfucking related and somehow..."

"You're thoughts turn to Sang? Tell me about it. I can barely pay attention in my dessert class without thinking about her. Did you know I almost overcooked my flan after our date a few weeks ago?"

Shit, that must have been one hell of a date to make Luke almost fuck up on dessert. That's like his specialty. Although I get it, hell, our date on my birthday was fucking amazing. Best fucking birthday ever!

"Yeah, I get what you mean. She's all I can think about in my design class. I'm always sketching shit that I'd think she'd look good in. She's like my fucking muse or some shit."

"I hear you brother."

"Hey Luke? I know that we're sharing her and shit now, but what's gonna happen after next week?"

"Let's cross that bridge when we get to it. Ok buddy?"

"Yeah, you're probably right."

We both turn back to the front of the room to try and get as much information as possible about this test. I know we'll have another review on Wednesday, but it won't be of the same information.

After class is over, I find myself in another Saze. Fuck Luke and his Sog, shit sounds like a fucking disease. At least Saze sounds like a drug, which is pretty much what she is. She's a fucking drug that I can never get enough off. We make it all the way back to our dorm room while I'm in my Sang induced haze. I can't even tell you how we got here if I'm being honest.

Luke drops off his bag then heads off to the cafe to grab us something to eat. I decide to get a head start on my final for my art class. We have to do 10 pieces for our portfolios. I decided to use my family as inspiration, and I'm glad it worked; I already have 5 of them completed. I plan on handing them all in next week in class so I'll be done, instead of using that time to try and finish. At least that way I'll have more time to pack up our stuff for when we head back home.

We don't live far from the school, an hour's drive if traffic is light, but we all decided it would be easier if we just lived on campus. Since we were already Academy before we got here, it definitely helped with housing. Being Academy does come with perks when attending one of the schools they use for recruitment.

I sit down at my desk and open up my sketch pad to a new page when my thoughts turn to Sang, again! My brothers and I all live in the city, but Sang came all the way from Illinois. I can't help but wonder what she's gonna do after the semester is over. Where she's gonna go. I know for a fact that she's not gonna go back to that shit family she left. My brothers and I will make damn sure that never happens. She'll never have to go back to that life, she's family now, and we protect our own.