Luhan's POV:

My butt hurts, I want to walk around somewhere but I know they won't let me. I can't really use my legs anyways because they're so weak right now.

I hate being here, I hate not being able to do things myself. I hate having everyone see me like this, but it's so boring here!

I hate chemotherapy, each time I get back from it my hair thins out even more, but it's working so fuck hair.

It's been three months in this damn hospital, I know most of the workers names and I annoy the hell out of them to the best of my ability. They're always coming in here and giving me food or telling me I need a shot or medicine, and always waking me up.

Assholes..

"Sehun? What are you still doing here? It's late." I say as I roll over to find him sleeping next to me.

He's so cute.

I scoot over more to give him more room as he opens his brown eyes.

"Hm?" He hums as he sits up and looks around the room.

"What's wrong?" He says as he rubs his eyes.

"Nothing, why are you still here? It's late, don't you have school in the morning?"

"It's Friday." He says as he lays back down and smiles at me.

"Well, it might be Saturday now, I'm not sure." He adds with a chuckle.

"They let you sleep in here?" I question.

"I didn't ask, I just missed sleeping next to you so I came and slept by you. I can leave if you want." He says as he sits up again but I stop him.

"Don't go." I mumble as he lays back down next to me.

"Can I kiss you?" He asks.

"Well, I'm not contagious-" I say before he presses his soft, plump lips to mine.

I've missed these lips, these lips that I dreamt of every night I was in that hell hole, well, every night I was able to sleep through. I think that if I didn't have him I would've given up and let one of those things kill me. Knowing that I had a future with children that were biologically both of ours, I couldn't give up.

I wonder when it will happen?

"Did I hurt you?" He asks as he pulls away while I quickly wipe the tears out of my eyes.

"N-no, no, I just, really missed you. More than you could imagine." I say as I scoot closer to him and snuggle up next to his warm body.

"I missed you too, it was hard-"

"You think it was hard for you?" I can't help but chuckle, I know where he's coming from though, he thought I was dead and that would be hard.

"I know, I probably sound like a baby." He chuckles and I laugh along but shake my head.

"No, you don't. I'm sorry you thought I was dead, I wish I could have called you or something." I chuckle.

"I wish I could have gone though it instead of you, I wish I could take all your pain and give it to myself so you wouldn't feel it." He says as he rubs my cheek gently.

"Don't wish that, I'm strong and this is nothing I would ever wish upon you." I tell him as I wrap my arm around him and make him scoot closer to me.

He holds me tightly making me smile and softly kiss him once before falling back asleep.

...

"Wakey wakey, time to get up." Dae says as she comes in and pats me.

"Go away, let us sleep." I mumble as
I glare up at her, not moving my body an inch away from my boyfriend.

"Luhan, I'm not supposed to even let him be in here this early, or let him be in here all night for that matter. So you should thank me." She smiles as I roll my eyes.

"It's breakfast time-"

"I'm not hungry." I mumble as I look over at Sehun who's still passed out.

"Luhan, eat a little more than usual and I'll let him stay longer with you. I can get the other nurses off your back and give you two some space if you do that. How does that sound?" She says as she takes my pulse.

"Fine." I mumble, "will you bring him some too? He has a big appetite-"

"I can sneak you a little extra for you to give him, but there's a cafeteria he can get food from." She says making me roll my eyes.

"I know, I just don't want him to have to get up." I say as I look over at my sleeping beauty.

"You two are really cute, that's the only reason I'm helping you." She jokes making me roll my eyes before she leaves to get us some food.

I let him sleep as I move to sit forward as I wait for Dae to bring food. When she comes back in she puts it in front of me and I sigh as I look over at him.

I eat half a piece of toast and some of the fruit as my stomach churns and hurts while I force myself to eat more.

I hate this feeling so much, it's a burning feeling that moves up through my throat occasionally, it's not acid reflex but it's worse.

"Sehun, are you hungry?" I ask as I nudge his shoulder softly.

"A little."

"I have food, do you want some?" I ask as he peeks up at me.

"Did you eat?"

"Yeah." I say as he opens his eyes all the way  look at me.

"You barely ate anything, no wonder you're so thin." He says as he picks up the toast and holds it up to my lips.

"I'm full-"

"I could hear your stomach growling all night, please eat some more." He says as I sigh.

"Do I have to?" I whine.

"I'm going to start eating as much as you do-"

"No! You need to eat much more-"

"So do you." He says back.

"Sehun-" I begin whining.

"I'm serious. I guess I get to eat half a piece of toast and fruit." He make to himself as he grabs the other piece of toast.

"No, you eat the rest." I say as he bites into the toast.

"You eat the rest."

"Sehun!"

"Luhan!" He mimics.

"It hurts." I whine.

"I know it hurts, but you need to eat more, and if this is the only way I can get you to eat more then this is what I'll do." He says making me whine and beg him to finish eating it, seeing that he downed the amount I ate in less than a minute.

I hear his stomach growl softly making me whine as I grab the milk carton and begin sipping it.

"Dae!" I call, knowing she isn't far.

"Yes?" She says as she walks in.

"Can you get another milk?" I asks her before she smiles and leaves to go get it.

"Here you go." She says with a big smile as she gives me it.

"You're looking better already." He smiles as I finish the milk and give him and annoyed look.

I force myself to eat half the plate and give him the other half. Of course it hurts, but I want him to eat and if he says he'll eat what I do then I must eat more.

"Your stomach hurts?" He asks as Dae leaves the empty tray.

"Mhm." I mumble as I shift uncomfortably.

I've eaten more food right now than I've eaten in a whole day. I'll admit that my body feels better but my stomach hurts worse.

"Let me rubs your belly then." He says as he gets the remote to the bed and sits us back a little more but not all the way.

"No, I'm fine." I say as he shake his head.

"Let me rub it, it will make you feel better." He tells me before I pull the side of the ugly robe up so he can sneak his hand into it.

He slowly runs his fingertips over my stomach and softly massages it while I find myself falling back asleep.

I love the feeling of his fingers touching me, it really is making my stomach feel better.

AN// Hey everyone! Gosh I love this chapter!!

Sorry I haven't been posting much I've just been so busy with school lately but things will start slowly back down now that the quarter has ended! I love you all so much and thanks for the support!

I hope you enjoyed the chapter and will like the next one and the one after that and so one and so forth!(: -Meg